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Chapter 35 - CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE

I stepped out of my apartment into the crisp morning air, letting the wind brush my cheeks as I walked through the quiet streets. The city lights still flickered faintly, and the streets were mostly empty. It was peaceful—almost too peaceful—and I let myself take a deep breath, savoring the rare feeling of normalcy.

I spotted Liam at the café first, sitting at our usual corner table, his posture tense even as he stirred his coffee. The moment our eyes met, I could see the mixture of relief and worry that always seemed to cling to him.

"Evie," he said quietly, standing up before I even reached the table. His voice carried a weight I hadn't heard in a while, like he'd been holding it all in.

"Morning," I said softly, sliding into the chair across from him.

He didn't sit right away. He just stood there, looking at me, like he was memorizing every detail of my face. "You're really here," he finally said. "I was starting to worry you'd disappear for good."

I smiled faintly, brushing a strand of hair behind my ear. "I'm alive, Liam. That counts, right?"

He let out a slow breath, finally taking the chair opposite me. "Barely," he said, half-teasing, half-serious. "Barely counts."

I chuckled. "I've been… busy, you know."

"Busy," he repeated, his tone softening, but the intensity never left his eyes. "Evie… you don't understand. I've been… I don't know… restless. Every time you're gone, even for a day, I feel like something's missing. Like I'm not… whole."

I blinked, caught off guard by how openly he was speaking. "Liam…"

He waved a hand, stopping me before I could respond. "I know, I know. You've got your own life, your missions, everything you have to do. I shouldn't… I shouldn't say anything."

"But you are saying it," I replied softly, feeling my chest tighten at the raw honesty in his voice.

He leaned forward, elbows on the table, hands clasped. "Yeah. I am. I care about you, Evie. More than I probably should. More than anyone else probably ever has."

I swallowed, feeling the warmth creep up my neck. "You… you really care, huh?"

He nodded, almost desperate now. "I can't help it. I watch you take on things that would crush most people, and I… I just… I want to be there. I want to make sure you're okay. I'd do anything to keep you safe. You've no idea how much it hurts me when I think you're in danger and I can't do anything about it."

I felt a lump form in my throat. "Liam, you already do more than you know. Just being here… talking to me… it matters more than you realize."

He smiled faintly, but there was still that tension in his shoulders, that tight grip on the chair as if he was trying to contain himself. "It's not enough," he admitted. "I want to do more. I want to protect you the way you deserve, and I can't. Not always. And… every time something happens to you—like that night at the gala, or the ship—" His voice faltered slightly. "It breaks me."

"I know," I said quietly, reaching for his hand across the table. "I know it's hard, Liam. I feel it too. But… I can't stop what I do. I wouldn't be me if I did. I'm trying… I'm trying to be careful, I promise."

He looked down at our hands, squeezing mine briefly before letting go. "Careful isn't enough for me," he muttered. Then he looked up, eyes glimmering with emotion. "I wish… I wish you'd let me in more. Let me help. Let me be there. You don't have to face everything alone, Evie."

I blinked, feeling a strange warmth settle in my chest. "I… I don't know if I can always. But… I appreciate it, Liam. I really do."

He leaned back slightly, shaking his head in frustration, like he couldn't quite believe what he was hearing. "Appreciate it? Evie… you're amazing. You're… extraordinary. You don't give yourself enough credit. And… I can't just sit by while you take on the world, not without me. I can't."

I let out a small laugh, mixed with exasperation and affection. "You're impossible."

He grinned faintly, though his eyes stayed serious. "Maybe. But I'm yours, in whatever way you'll let me be."

The conversation fell into a comfortable silence after that, but it wasn't empty. It was filled with understanding, unspoken concern, and the kind of fondness that lingered even without words. I felt a rare peace sitting there, knowing that no matter how chaotic my life was, there was someone who truly cared—and not just in passing.

After a long pause, I stood. "I should keep moving. Got things to do, places to be."

He nodded, but his hand brushed briefly against mine again. "I'll always be here, Evie. Don't forget that."

"I won't," I said softly, feeling the weight of his words settle in my chest. Then I walked away, leaving him sitting there with that intensity in his eyes, and I couldn't help but feel… protected. Even from a distance, even in the chaos of my life, Liam's presence was a tether to something real, something human.

I walked through the quiet streets, letting the night air brush against my cheeks. Liam's words lingered in my mind, but now it was time to see Adrien. The park wasn't far, and I could already hear the soft rustle of leaves as I approached the bench where he usually waited.

"Evie," he said, standing as I came closer. There was no tension in his voice, no need to impress or control the situation. Just calm. Familiar. Like home.

"Hey, Adrien," I replied, smiling softly.

He motioned to the bench, and I sat beside him. For a moment, we just watched the small fountain glimmering under the streetlight, the city sounds softened in this corner.

"You look tired," he said, finally breaking the silence. Not in a scolding way, just noticing.

"I am," I admitted. "It's been… a long week."

Adrien nodded knowingly. "I get it. You always carry too much. You've got to learn to take a breath sometimes, Evie."

I smiled, feeling the warmth of that brotherly familiarity. "I know. But… you know me. I can't just stop."

He chuckled softly. "Yeah, I know. But it's okay. Just… don't lose yourself in it. Remember, you've got people looking out for you. Me, Liam… even Angela."

"Even Angela, huh?" I teased lightly, earning a small smile from him.

"Yes, even her," he said, shaking his head. "She's like a hurricane in human form, but she cares. Just… don't forget us while you're out saving the world."

I laughed quietly, feeling my chest relax in a way it hadn't in days. "I won't. I promise."

We sat together for a while longer, talking about small things—places we used to visit, memories from the past, little jokes only we shared. It was grounding, a moment to remember that life existed outside of missions, chaos, and danger.

"Evie…" he said softly as I was about to stand. "Whatever happens… you've got people who care. You don't have to carry everything alone."

"I know," I whispered, feeling my throat tighten. "Thanks, Adrien."

He gave me a small, firm pat on the shoulder. "Anytime, little sister."

I smiled, standing up, feeling steadier somehow. "I needed this."

"You always do," he said, leaning back as I walked away. And in that simple, human way, I realized how much I relied on these connections, how much they kept me sane amidst the madness.

Next, I made my way to meet Angela. I wanted her energy after the calm, grounding presence Adrien gave me. Unlike Liam's intensity and Adrien's calm, Angela was a whirlwind—charismatic, teasing, a little dramatic—but in a way that made me feel alive.

"Evie!" Angela called the moment she saw me, her arms wide like she hadn't seen me in ages. She practically ran up to me, and I couldn't help but laugh.

"You didn't wait for me to even breathe, did you?" I teased.

"Nope! Too excited!" she said, grabbing my hands. "Tell me everything! Liam's keeping you out of trouble, right? Or have you been sneaking around again?"

I smiled, shaking my head. "I've been… careful."

"Careful!" she echoed, laughing. "That's new for you. You're like a secret agent now, Evie. Or a superhero. Or both."

I rolled my eyes, but her energy was contagious. "I'm just… trying to get things done without anyone panicking."

"Evie…" she said, giving me a mock serious look. "You always do this. You carry too much. But you know what? That's why we love you."

I laughed softly, feeling the warmth of her words. "Thanks, Angela. I needed that."

"Of course! Now tell me about your plans. Shopping? Missions? Saving the world?" she teased, bouncing lightly on her feet.

I smiled. "A little bit of both, maybe."

And with that, the three interactions of my evening—Liam, Adrien, and Angela—had given me a strange, grounding balance. Intensity, calm, and energy. 

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