Blub… blub… Blub… blub…
Vicente didn't know how long he had been sleeping, he only remembers hearing a snap.
After that he woke up here hearing the sound of water?
It seems so, but it's very dark here, he can't even tell where he is. It's strange since ever since he started cultivating,
his senses were very sharp, now he finds himself in a situation where he can't even move.
After a moment which he doesn't know how long it was, but it seemed short.
A crack appeared in his field of vision, at first it was small.
But it grew quickly and a wave of light and voices which he recognized the meaning of appeared.
He was being born.
It was strange, it seemed like he was being born but he didn't feel anything…
It feels more like, if I had to say, it would be an illusion or memory.
Putting together the snap in the brain he had before, he had the assumption that these were his memories.
It's strange, I don't feel anything physical, but all the images are things that I supposedly experienced.
Just as he was thinking, the world kept changing.
He came into the world through a cesarean section, so he was named Vicente Gabriel and several other surnames.
His mother and father were very happy since he was a planned child and they treated him with a lot of love.
He watched the scene calmly in third person, he already realized that he wasn't trapped in the body of the memory.
However, he can't leave the place where the body is since he can only walk where he has memory.
There are some places that are simply blank, yes blank, he tried to enter through a door he had never seen and it was blank.
Just like online games leave areas for future updates, there was nothing here and there.
He thought he would have to look through his entire life, his 19 years on Earth before he could return to the shop.
However, when he and his mother were discharged, the world started spinning faster.
Like watching a video at 2x.
His life passed before my eyes, but he wasn't dying.
After some time my parents separated, my life ran until something happened about this situation he really found unpleasant.
He really suffered from Dissociative Amnesia.
He had seen a video on a famous platform about a situation.
Where you suffered trauma or stress in a situation where your brain receives that certain information.
And it realizes it is harmful to your life or health.
So your brain blocks that information to protect you.
(Sigh)
He never expected that the situation his mother kept talking about was real at that time.
Exactly as described back then he ended up suffering abuse at the daycare he studied at.
But he didn't believe it because he always had a question.
If he suffered abuse he never spoke?
The answer is no, he really thought it was normal, also because they weren't that big.
Until one day the teacher threw him into the chairs and he turned purple all over his body.
Then he felt really sick, according to his mother he had a high fever and had to go to the emergency room.
But he was stunned because I didn't remember any of this, he didn't even remember going to that place.
A typical case of dissociative amnesia.
Even if he tries to remember it just feels like his mother is going crazy.
But it didn't seem like it, since his grandmother was also involved, supposedly.
When they investigated I wasn't the only one, but she supposedly didn't do it with all the children, only the quieter ones.
What a surprise, he had the title of quietest student in almost every year, whether kindergarten, elementary, high school, anyway no one could take my title.
I think I only lost the title around 6th to 8th grade,
because a quieter student than me had come to my class.
According to him, he had a not very masculine voice so he didn't want to speak.
So we couldn't even hear his voice during roll call since he sat in front of the teacher.
His voice was an unsolved mystery, but I ended up hearing it once and thought it was very normal, just not extremely deep but not feminine.
Then the world kept spinning, even though they were few, together they were many who talked.
He never heard about the teacher being arrested, all he heard about that place was that it closed some time later.
After that it kept spinning at high speed and I kept watching my life in third person and the moment arrived.
The moment that I would go to the school where I stayed the longest in my life.
For several reasons after begging, my mother got a scholarship for me at a world-famous private school of nuns.
Every day at that school was rewarding, especially the food.
So he grew up and in the middle ended up taking in a newborn puppy that he called Totó.
He grew up and ended up failing…
Yes, he failed the second year.
This is one of the reasons he feels he isn't very intelligent.
Even watching in third person like this, it really was strange.
He really failed all subjects in the second year, but was that really because he was dumb?
Well, part of it was, but it also had something to do with that teacher.
Vicente isn't someone who judges others like "this teacher didn't teach well so it's her fault I failed lalala".
No, he doesn't like people who do that, the mistake was his for not learning enough, don't blame others.
However this time he really wants to curse someone.
Did he really suffer bullying from a teacher?
How to say, looking in third person all the years in that school were wonderful but the entire year in that second year was dark.
If he tries to remember something it was always raining and dark, nothing happy came that year.
Looking in third person that teacher clearly knew my mind was slow and unlike the previous teachers who helped.
She mocked me, yes I was mocked by a teacher, I was excluded from explanations too.
Since he was very ashamed to talk, he earned the title of quiet student but.
Since he didn't like to talk, he never asked anything about subjects, but how to say.
There were also games to speed up memory among other things that seemed like he was being targeted.
The feeling of being excluded was screaming.
But anyway, in the end that teacher was expelled from the school like others.
Yes she wasn't the only one, I think I already had 2 counting her and never saw any of them walking around the school again.
But even so he doesn't resent the teacher that much, in the end it was just his lack of intelligence at the time.
Thinking about it, that school was really wonderful, even with its mistakes he was really loved there.
They gave me a second chance, they said each one could only fail 2 times to be expelled from the school.
So I went again to do the second year and it was extremely easy, I passed quickly and it was also in that year that I fell in love for the first time.
In the end it wasn't reciprocated and she was my old classmate's sister, I was stunned.
So time passed, he ended up falling in love 3 times, all fruitless, anyway it wasn't very beautiful.
So life ran, at the beginning of sixth year they talked about students kissing secretly etc, that it was to stop, anyway.
I simply felt there was no reason to be there, I never kissed anyone, naturally there was no reason to worry.
In a time of full bloom where hormones are high naturally most wanted to find love.
I wasn't an exception, naturally I wanted a girlfriend but after being rejected I simply gave up.
Until around the middle of the year I met who would in fact change my view of the world.
It was a girl obviously but different from the previous ones she wasn't pretty.
Well actually when you fall in love you forget the difference in appearance and like the person's personality more.
Again after meeting that person I ended up falling in love after some time.
She was the closest thing he saw to a relationship, dating, according to it should be just hanging out.
At that time anime were seen as ridiculous childish stuff and weren't as popular as before he ended up traveling from Earth.
Finding someone and even more a girl who liked those things was like finding gold.
Aside from the fact that she liked his old classmate it was wonderful.
After some time surprisingly getting to know each other, her friends said she liked me, kind of skeptical I started hanging out.
She changed me in a way, that really was a very good and fun time but.
(Sigh) But in fact I learned a lesson, never put relationship as love in the middle of friendship.
Sometimes he thought that if they hadn't involved love the friendship would be lasting.
In fact it was false, even being my first kiss fake it was still fake.
In the end it wasn't him she liked and it continued not being until the end.
If he were more mature and stable at that time he could have easily realized it was a lie but there's no way to go back in time.
Especially because of the discomfort shown by the girl in question.
In the end he was deceived, when he realized he got angry and posted indirect messages on the communication app.
Vicente looking at the whole situation covered his face with his hands trying not to see but he was in spiritual body form naturally he had no hands.
He wanted to erase this memory, this shit was very embarrassing.
When he was younger it was really embarrassing the situations or even that situation specifically.
At that time it was also the most difficult moment of his life.
(End of the chapter)
(Celestial fox here)
I know readers don't like flashbacks much but they are important to know the reason for the protagonist's personality and it will end in the next chapter, it may have been confusing the way he talks anyway good night guys at least here it is.