One thing that got my eyes out of nowhere is when i spot a girl who looks really exhausted in a middle of a summer where everyone stay on their home and wearing a way comfortable things but for some reason the girl im spotting on is wearing a pure winter clothes as if she is cold when the sun is hitting all of people. So most of the people around her stare at her with a weird look on their faces, some of them even laugh quietly
like she's a main spot at the circus, but i have to say she doesn't even take a glimpse nor fight back to them. Not like she's a deaf, she just don't give a damn to her surrounding. When i arrive at the house my friend and i are suggesting to hangout, i still cant take my mind out of her. Even after i got home. "jeez not like she's attractive more like ordinary" then the next morning when i was about to put some trash outside my apartment, i spot her again,but now she stare at me deep if i say it, no soul in those eyes "she's my neighbor?" i said in my mind but when i was about to say a word she just dozed off like she didn't see me. It got me speechless and standing their like a moron infront of my door, And then the big crash happen because when i was about to go home back in my work. I see her again at some distance between us. From the distance i can see she have a big two plastic on left hand and the other side is a paper bag "Ah looks like she do some grocery" is my first thought. And then out of nowhere she trip at some invisible thing and fell, all of her groceries too got all around so i run forward to help her pick up some of it, when i was about to take the lemon, our hand touch, she startle so i panic to her reaction "are you okay" i said with poker face and with a cool face with some confident but she stare and then get up like i did something wrong. "am i ugly" i say in my mind but i actually bluf it out so she stop and get her gaze again to me and she walk to me and stare directly at my face, really really close that i thought he was about to kiss me "your an average guy to me" she said that my my thing got hard to her calm and innocent melody voice that i cant explain, but shes expression less that i stormed out. There i jack of remembring her face and voice as i imagine her sucking it "am i crazy????" "ugh how did i turn on to something so trivial i really must be crazy" i keep repeating the word crazy and crazy until hear a knock on my door. I check who it is first and saw her so i shut the door instantly "ughhhghhh how will i look someone i just jack off to this is crazy yes crazy crazy as fuck no way im gonna open that" *pointing out the door* i jump on my bed and wrap my self in the blanket, rolling out on it like a kid. When i was about to get up i see her AGAIAGAIN!?!! I get up and shout pointing at her" what are you doing in my house your a trespassing person, a criminal" she just stare and point the door open? How??? "i thought i shut it how? But then i remember the beep sound that supposed to be hear if it got lock. The quietness got us and i smile awkward and give up."what do you want" i said nonchalantly as if i didnt do anything wrong, but then i remember her voice again so before she could say anything I cover her mouth with a panic face, she stare at me again like im some weirdo look now?? "Yu slre r ann idet" she said and i replied "what" while trying hard to not let any word out of her mount but then she smack me out of thin air that it suprised me"you sure are idiot". She grab something inside her pants and give it to me, it was my wallet, i probably lose it when i ran off to her. "uh te...thank..you" i said, then she was about to go But i grab her hand. She was shock and so was i, were staring at each other, so I let go her hands, "I..do..o...are you sure you dont need anything? I stare to her like a pupp. But thank goodness it work "since we're neighbor aren't we supposed to be friendly to each other..so i was thinking if you have any problem you can come to me" she said so it light me up "then if you have a problem you can also come to me" i said smiling happily like i received a precious award, she's not responding so i figure she isnt interested, but to my surprise she smile..pure like a golden to my heart and eyes, i cant take it off even thought i may sound a freak now it was as if i was losing it, it was a gem you can never find deep in the ocean blue. We said goodbye to each other after that i cant believe what just happen that day. After that we say hello to each other more often, at first it was awkward but each time we communicate it just became a habit, i discovered most of the thing that is common to her like what she eat,what her favourite food,color etc and many more and of course i told her mine too, it feel so good to talk to her bbuti have my limit (i got turned on EveRy sInGle dAy) that's why i limit my time to her. at morning i go work out, after that i go to work then noon will pass and i sometimes hangout with my friend at my apartment then after they are out i go straight to bed that's my cycle we see sometimes when noon comes when im not hanging out with my friends.
Time flew by and i ask her out she rejected me for 100x but i didn't really give up, my looks is not that down not to brag but i always got asked out back when i was still Junior and senior even when i was a kid, there this one girl who try to kiss me because we were playing a game called house he pick me as her husband but i dont want to be in that game because it's boring but she keep nagging mmeso of course i reported her but what do i say, the teacher just laugh and say to go and play... So i ran off to my parents and we flew in another country, ..... Well you can say im spoiled kid but why is that my problem anyway. So then i try to figure out why she keep rejecting me and out of nowhere she just came to my door and said "let's go out" my world got bomb and i didnt totally think why she out of nowhere said that. I just hug him tighly. We started dating,we go out on my day off, we eat, we go to arcade,hangout to our place and watch movie, I even lost count of how many days my friend and i hangout we're too busy to our life and one thing that make me explode so much is when we go out i can feel her heart pounding like and i enjoy it because that way i can tell that it made her happy.
But then again i have to say life is not always
happy, there this one time she just said some random stuff i cant figure out
"If i ever got missing will you find me?
"will you still love me even if i lie to you?
"Are you going to stay by my side as always?
"That face of yours will always be remembered by just anyone"
"ill always be devoted to you"
And Every minute and hour and a day she always say " i love you" but not like i dont like it, just feel weird that something might fall to us so i stay by her side, after work go staright to her, she's like a mission i need to protect to someone i dont knowz i feel it but i cant prove it, maybe im just too crazy to her that it drive me insane and obsessive.but like i said life isn't just happy it can be tragic, when i got off work and go straight to her, my world stop. The lady said the girl moved out, she didnt say anything else just that. And i was stunned i cant think anything at all i try to please the lady if i can come in to my neighbor apartment because she have something she forgot to give to me but the lady just walk out and said all the stuff inside is all by the lady no other stuff nor things left behind by the her. "How can she leave me like that? Did she just ghost me? But she isn't like that" my mind is going to explode out of rage "but why would she do that to me? Was all of it just a joke? But it cant be"....but why out of nowhere will i remember all the weird words that came out of her? Was that a warning? I cant think anymore the time and my eye went blank.
When i open my eyes i was in the hospital, one of the lady saw me pass out in my door and immediately call emergency, the doctor said i was lucky i didn't bump my head that hard or else it will be a huge loss for me, he even said i got be discharge if i feel good now since it seems like a high stress, he told me to take it all easy and rest for the time being but how can i rest easy when i just lose someone? When i dont even know wjere they are or have they been since the day she disappear. After that i got discharged and while walking i bump into some guy who wear black hoodie with a hood and a brown hat, his hand is both on the pocket of the jacket and looking at his posture I can tell he did it on purpose.I was about to ignore the guy because i dont have the energy to argue. But the guy grab me by my shirt and pull me in a van, i totally snap but before i could fight back he inject something and my energy became more and more 0 and it all went black darkness if i say i feel lonely and miserable.
I can hear rumbling and talking all around me is noisy, all their talking i can't understand any of the topic or was it about. I fake my unconsciousness so i can hear more of them, they were talking about some ridiculous topic that i only hear on my gradma story. A person who look like an angel. But to their topic they were saying some drug that leading 'this angel' to hallucinate but they didn't talk about what kind of hallucination i was "they probably bluffing all out to be all cool ha" i murmur in my mind. Then 2 hour past by and the van stop they pull me out and drag me. I cant fightback i got scared bc there are 5 of them. side by side, my backside and front. The guy dragging me is the same guy i bump into. They tossed me into a white room it was tiny and the front bbesidethe door have a huge glass like they are spectating me, but for what reason? I didn'tget a word to a single one of them, they left me there like a trash and i was irritated but one person look back at me and give me a salute emote before leaving, "what was that about" i just sit in the corner like a homeless guy scared of what are they going to do with me, "this day is totally a disaster shit" but i have to say im totally getting scared by what or who is going to go inside, min by min no one's coming in "are they trying to just lock me in here???!" and then someone came, i can't really tell if they are boy or a girl, they're wearing a full white suit and a white mask "hey am i a disease here!!!, what did i do
Why are you locking me up here!!!" but that person didn't even say a word, they just leave a food for me to eat "YOU FUCKING BASTARD WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME FOR DO YOU THINK IM SOME KIND OF IDIOT IN PRISON HE...R" before i could even finish someone grab me by my neck and punch my stomach leading me to be flying to another And another white room. I spit some blood to how hard the impact is and i got nosebleed "fuck what was that" i said in a really shock and unbelievable face "what kind of strength is that" while i was wiping my blood, i do know that if i mess with them im really fucked "just what are this people, am i on my unlucky days shit" the one who tossed me out is a girl yet how can she be this strong?? I stare at her thinking what is she gonna do with me, this girl seems really confident by just looking at her, her style look like a rider girl in the city where everyone hype on. "jeez what do you want from me, not like i have something valuable here, i just got out of the hospital so i didn't get on some bad thing so can yo... "your that little angel little puppy right" she interrupt me and said that directly at my face "wh..a.t?" i said confused but she just laugh. "from your words think you didnt know hm"she said which make me confused even more. She tap my nose and touch my line of face while laughing, so my curiosity really cant take it anymore, i asked her " what's this angel thing your all on about?" she stare as if shock and she smirk "that little girlfriend of yours is an archangel, if you want to know everything you just need to go and put your kne...." before she can finish her sentence i beg on my knees to tell me what all this on all about i cry out of despair to know where she is or if she's okay, she was stunned yet she gave up sighing " you sure are interesting" she add. She pull the chair on the side and sit on it while crossing her leg " her mother is an archangel, she was such a curious child. She leave her planet and travel to every other planet she could find, she fight and doing some adventure to fill all her question until she got distracted by the light that the earth was giving, she go here thinking what is it but when she arrive. some boy around 30s saw her and her appearance which make the boy shock, after that they got along so much that they decided to marry each other, she thought that this was all needed to take out that curiosity out of her, she called it love but for the boy he manipulate her, learning every power and what it gives to a person she's close with and what will happen if she lose all of it. Every single night he force the archangel to make out with him, but he keep saying it to her that it is her duty to serve the man nasty thing and that she should be spreading her legs every day, he even force her to be naked all around the house or wear some animal clothes. Even until she got pregnant he still sleep with her like nothing inside her tummy is living. When the girl was born her father didn't get excited much on it because he thought the girl was just an ordinary human, So he just go out drinking and spending money all around And flirt with some hot chick he can find. The girl name is Giami she pity her mother by her choice but what can she do when she was destined to be like this? Her mother is getting weaker and weaker each time until she can no longer move. So she just teach her daughter About her power luck, and the ability to changed appearance to become an ordinary human, time and time went the mother died so the luck of her father gone out that he go insane that he even try to think of selling his child to some bar to make money,Bit before that could happen the kid already gone, before her mother died she help him to escape to make her daughter live happily. 18 years passed by now and her father got the info about his daughter, he got wild all out again knowing her daughter is an archangel too like her mother, and that is why he did his best to kidnap that girl and lock her up somewhere in that house, and rn that guy is at a higher position on our country and have the bad outside all the paparazi he go out and in to sell some drugs and sell people to other people one of the people that got sell out is my sister. We aren't a bad people here we all just want to take back what ours" she look angry and sad at the same timez she said all of it while clenching his hands out of anger and for me i dont even know if i can believe this i dont know what im hearing, and how can i not know whaf she been through, i feel pathetic. " and that is why we pull you into this, your just like us, you want to see her right? We all want to save our love one so what im saying is let us help each other" she said in a serious tone and a brave look, look like she's back in her normal state, she grab my hand to handshake "we will help you so you should help us" then out of nowhere all the people who kidnap me got there and show me all their faces.
"then please take care of me" and i bow to show my gratitude towards them looks like this will be my start first "ill do my best"
I thought it was suppose to be a training thing like a gym to be like them but when i follow them, they lead me to some room full of chemical on the bottle that i cant figure what it is.while they are talking, i looked around, the room doesn't have any window or any vent. Full of paper and just one door. They called me aandmake me sit in some unordinary chair where i have to lock both hands on each side, one person put something in my head, it was like a silver thing that i cant explain, it was leading to a computer. I got scared because what kind of training is this??? I looked atawhat they all doing but they're too busy to even look at me. Then a few minutes later after i finish my thought i ask them. "um..what..is..all of this for?" all of them looked at me like im joking, one guy talk to the girl "hey didn't you tell this guy what were going to do with him? Right?" but she just look at me and say " if you really want to save her you'll at least do this am i right? "do.... what?? i don't even know what were doing here or what is all of this" i know they wwantto help me but what is all of this, is this all really necessary?? I looked at them again yearning for answer until one person in white clothes said " you'll lose your emotion" then he let me take a look of the red thing that is on the plastic at the end of it it has a thing to be injected i ask him what it is but he just shake it infront of me, then he just ask me out of nowhere "do you want to save her and lose your emotion or do you want to lose her and keep your emotion" the question hit me hard, i dont know what emotion they're saying but i do want to save her, i dont want to lose her but what will happen to me? But i didn't say anything i just said "yes i do please help me" like a pathetic man begging to be save but not to be save, "well no need to worry this might hurt a bit But will help you, so what do you say hm" i just nod to all his word, all of them go on to their own work, tapping and doing some code, spectating my health and position.
After that someone ready all of the injection and some alcohol, they dont look at me, just focusing on their duty "ill inject this so be ready" her voice sounds cold, and even though i can't see her face i can tell it's serious. "yes im ready" i said not caring at all, like what the worse that could happen anyways. But when the needle touch my skin i feel like all my hair went up and when it went down and down i feel like im going to die, my head and my heart and my lungs are all reacting so high to the point im fighting off like i got possessed, my roots i can feel them wanting to explode, my eyes are twitching like im some crazy, all my hand and feet getting cold like all my blood is joining in one side on it. I cant even hear what they all saying, they're just staring at me. Then all of the sudden all my energy weng out and i feel like i just died. When i open my eyes i was in a black blue water, too deep that i cant breathe,falling down with just a cirle little white until it went black again. But now im staring at myself, he's in other side lock in a mirror, he look different from what i look. More mature and way bigger body, i was about to touch him when he open my eyes and grab my hand and switch me to his position, i can't get out, i keep banging and banging, but he just smiled and walk of leaving me behind.
When i wake up i feel different. But i cant figure my own self, i looked in the mirror and look at myself, it looks exactly like my dream. But is it really a dream? Its too real to be one. I can see my body too, big and muscular, i get out of the room to look but when i open the door i was in a luxury penthouse i dont think i own, but my body didn't even flinch or anything, the body i cant control it, it's as iifim talking to nowhere like an air, no body nor soul but just a mind. WHAT THE FRICK IS GOING ON!!??!?