VALORIA WILDEROSE
I am terrified at the idea of returning home.
Azrael's announcement about going back to my childhood home of horrors and torture has left my mind on edge, replaying countless traumatizing scenes I thought I'd buried deep enough to never be affected by again.
I believed that since my rebirth, I wouldn't be haunted by them—that I'd turned my life around and stopped being the same dumb, timid Valoria who was terrified of her family.
But simply being given a second chance at life doesn't mean a dramatic transformation of will, as I had imagined.
My encounter with Alice was proof enough that I haven't gotten rid of that sick habit of going mute and helpless under ridicule and pressure.
I haven't changed. I haven't improved enough to face them again.
I had hoped things would be different—that I would be a stronger version of myself when I returned home.
