Caelan's POV
The red full moon has been a challenge for me for decades, or even centuries.
Since I came of age, every red full moon I must lock myself up and wait until it passes.
This time was no different. The only thing that was different this time was that it was more unbearable than before.
After knowing about my mate, I couldn't stop thinking about her.
Recently, we have known each other a bit better through messages and phone calls.
However, I didn't dare to get close to her again before the full moon. Otherwise, I might run to her.
I once witnessed a wolf who ran for hundreds of miles to reunite with his mate on the night of the full moon unconsciously.
I didn't want to be the same. That would scare the little girl.
So, this time, I had Casper tie me with thick silver chains in my basement before the moon surfaced.
The silver would help to suppress Alaric, even though it would also hurt me.
However, I would rather hurt myself than hurt my mate.
