JayJay's POV~~
After the wedding, and after the reception I ran to my room
Like literally sprinted to my room with ari and locked the door
Then I threw my heels in my suitcase , then I threw my bridesmaid dress
And basically ripped my earings off my ears and my pendant off my neck
Then I jumped on the bed not caring about wearing any clothes over my underwear , atleast I wasn't fully naked 😭😅😅
and ari just stared at me and made a sad face
It was then i realised that ari also threw all her dress and shoes on the floor and was waiting for me to give her some space on the bed
Cause it turns out I am laying on the whole bed
I smiled awkwardly and finally moved
And as soon as I did Ariella jumped on the bed
More like jumped on me and sent me to heaven with the sudden weight
I yelped
"Ah , the hell Ariella , i know I am bigger than you , but it doesn't mean that I became your trampoline!!! That you can jump on!!!!'
Ariella just laughed
"Hehehe"
Then collapsed beside me and i turned to face her
Ariella slid closer to me and hugged me hiding her face in my chest
I smiled and hugged her back and started running my hair through her soft and silky hair
I frowned and looked at my hair which was a complete mess!!!
Like my hair looked and felt like a damn broom hair!!
I just sighed and went back to running my hand through my baby's hair
Whenever I looked at her sleep like this , without any worry in the world
Something in me softened , knowing that my daughter will stay away from all the monsters
I would never become like my mom and let her suffer forever
Oh yeah I still have the blood trauma , i remember everything now ,
It was the most painful night for me and my brain's mental health
Everything in me hurted and i locked myself in my room for three days without ever getting up from my bed
Until Ariella knocked on my door with that sobbing noise that broke my heart
Ari was two at that time
That means i remembered two years ago
I felt disgusted by my body but when Ariella hugged me and slept in my lap like I was not someone who was only abused and didn't deserve love
My heart melted and i forgot everything
I mean not exactly, i chose to ignore all of my pain and stay with my baby
Back to the present,
I smiled at Ariella
If she wouldn't be here with me , i would have lost my mind and gone insane so long ago
But I am glad I didn't, most people think I regret getting pregnant so early
But the truth is , I won't lie , I did in the starting of the pregnancy,
but then mom (Reecee) showed me a photo album, of her when she was pregnant with Percy and she explained to me that being pregnant with Percy was her Most beautiful time in her whole life
And then i thought what if my pregnancy becomes magical too
And it did, and i didn't regret not taking abortion
Not that I even ever considered that but still
I never regretted getting pregnant
Because tbh I loved keifer i did , but my most magical moment of my life was with Ariella , not with keifer
With keifer it was magical too, but not as much as with Ariella
If I ever get a chance to go back in time , and change something in the past
I wouldn't change a damn thing
Maybe I few embarrassing things I did , that i absolutely regretted forever
Like the time when keifer gifted me the island and i went crazy
(*Sorry guys but that scene gave me the biggest second hand embarrassment ever!!*)
It was pretty bad embarrassing
But besides the embarassing things i wouldn't change anything, especially not my time with keifer, section E , tita gema , kuya Angelo , Percy , papa, and mom
And especially never ever ever ever my time with Ariella
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