Aisa nahi h ki mere mammi papa sath nahi the to maine apni zindagi barbad kar di ya mere mammi papa ne mere sath nahi diya. Nahi, aisa nahi h. Mere mammi papa ne mera sath kabhi nahi chhora, lekin kahte h na ki mammi papa sath nahi h aur bachche yaha vaha ghume to log kahte h ki mammi papa nahi h isliye bigad gaya, lekin mammi papa ke sath rahne se kam se kam ye duniya to kisi bachche ke charitra par sawal to nahi karti, lekin jab mai apne papa mammi se ye sab bolta hu to vo kahte h ki logo ka kya h? Log ko aise hi bolte h. Tum bas apna dhyan rakho, baki sab hum par chhor do. Hum dekh lenge. Bas, ye sab sunkar mai chup ho jata. mane apne abhi tak ki puri zindagi me meri mammi se keval do hi bate shikhi h—ek tab jab mammi bhi papa ke sathh rahne chali gayi thi tab ma school jane se darta tha tab unhone kha tha ki-----
"Beta, zindagi ki asli shikh wahi milti hai jahan mushkilein hoti hain." lekin ma abhga is line ko samjh nahi paya
Aur dusri bar tab jab mai 10th class me gya tha unhone kaha tha ki ------
''Zindagi mein mushkilein sabhi ki life mein aati h par jo un muskilo ka samna karte h vo hi jindgi mein aage bad pate hain.''
Iske baad maine 10th class padna start ki. Pata nahi ki ye sab kesath hota h ki ya mere sath hi hua ki mera ek junun sa ban gya ki kuchh bhi ho ih saal to apna poster lagvana hi h. Maine puri saal acche se thyari ki. Kafi mushkilein aayi par pata nahi kya hi hua ki ek bhut sa savar ho gya ki ab pichhe nahi hat sakta. Us time hamare sir ne bhi hamara sathh diya aur ghar walo ne bhi. Ek baar Diwali par papa aaye hue the, aur usi time pe mera ek science ka paper hua tha; usme mere full marks aaye, to sir ne bola ke apne apne papa ke signature karava ke lana. To full marks aaye, the to ek alg level ki khushi to ban hi jati h. Ek baar to aisa laga jaise ki school ka topper mai hi hu, par jaise hi mai papa ke pas le gaya to pahli baar full number aaye the, to unke face par thodi jhijhak si aayi, fir thodi der bad bole ki aise number aayenge to hi teri 80% se uper banegi, aisa bola aur paper de diya. Ek baar to mujhe laga ki ye lo gayi sari mehnat pani me, fir dhire-dhire mahsus hua ki vo mujhe is ghamand se bachna chahte the ki mai hi class ka topper hu. Is tarah din betate gye-rate dhhalti gayi aur half-yearly exams aa gaye. Maine half-yearly me zyada to nahi lekin thik kiya. Only math me mere full marks, aye. Is baar papa ne zyada kuchh kaha nahi, fir ab jor-shor se yearly exam ki tayyari hone lagi, fir last February ke mahine me hamra ek dost tha jo padhta bhi thik tha jab vo majak karta to hum sab bhi uske saath majak karne lag jaate. Ham logo ne soch nahi tha ki ye aisa kuchh kar dega. Ma, appko kya batao? Vo school me phone lekar aa gya. Hamari school me ye sab allow nahi tha, fir vo 5-7 din phone lata raha. Ek din hum log third test ki copy sir ko de rahe the to humne chupke se phone nikala aur dekhne lag gye. Jis karan hum dosto ne hamari copy bhi hamari kisi ek dost ko hi de di jiske karan sir ko hum par confusion create hua to vo hamare pass aaye. Humne unhe aata dekha to humne phone chhupa diya, lekin sir ne hume apni table se uthkar dekhne lage. Humne koshish ki par pakde gaye. Jase hi sir ne humko pakda to humne phone lane wale ka naam bata diya, jiske bad to gajab hua. Un, sir, the principal sir ko bata diya, fir principal sir ne usko bahut mara. Uske parents ko bulaya gya. Hum to bachh gaye lekin hum us din ke baad se exam tak school nahi gaye. 10th class the isleye ghar hi rukne lag gaye fir paper aa gaye humne paper achhe se diye. Vo ladka bhi hume paper wale din hi mela paper samapt ho gye aur ab sabse kathrnak time resuit ka intjar hone laga