Mai priya ,aj mai apne pahle pyar ke bare me batana chahti hu.
Mai suru se suru karna chahti hu, ki pyar mtlb kya hota hai. ye mujhe samjhne me badi der kr ho gai. Mai ak chhote se gao me rahti hu hamare gao me 18, 20 ghar hai
Maine padhai gao se hi ki hu 5th tk pachapan to vaise feelings ke bare me pta nhi rahata, jb hm 14 , 15 ke hote hai tb ladko ke liye attraction feel hota hai lekin mujhe ak ladke ko mai 11 sal ki thi tb se pasand karti thi, wo hamare gao ka hi tha main use roj dekhati to achha lagta use hm pyar nhi bol sakte attraction bol skte hai ye sb ko mai pyar samjhati thi apne dimakh me yahi sochati thi ki Mai use pasand karti hu, wo bhi hamare ghar ate, unka ghar hamre ghar se thodi duri pr thi hm us time me pine ka pani late the ,apne sahiliyo ke sath jate or unko roj dekhati mujhe bahut achha lgta kyu aise dekhati mujhe kuchh pta nhi ta Mai use pahala pyar samjhati sb tv dek dekh ke sikh gai thi ki ladkiya ladko ko pasand karte hai lekin wo mujhase bahut ke bade the or ak din unki sadi ho gai fir wo ho gya uske bad mera dil ruka hi nhi mujhe or pahala pyar ho gya Mai samjhi ki wo mera pyar nhi hai ab is ladke ko dekh ke achha lgta hai to ab ye hai mera pahala pyar uski to ab sadi ho gai mtlb ki meri life aisi hai ki mujhe bahut sare pahala pyar hua . Mai jisko bhi dekh ke achha lgta Mai use apna pahla pyar samjhati thi lekin kathe hai he kisi ko kabhi n kabhi sachha pyar hota hai mujhe bhi uha lekin bahut sare attraction feel karne ke bad wo feeling ko par karke mujhe bhi pahli bar ak ladke se sachha pyar hua uske bad mujhe koi ladka pasand ho nhi aya lekin unse milane se pahle bhi mera bahut sare crush the jis bhi ladke ko dekhati hy ye ladaka aisa feel hota tha pyar mtlb mai bs aise hi samjhati thi aise hi baat karte hai or chhod dete hai, lekin mn me feelings ho to insan kabhi bhi apne pahala pyar ko nhi chhod sakta .
Mai apne gao se bahr padhane gai tb pahili bar unse mulakat hui tb unke liye mn me koi bhi feeling nhi thi unka name Santosh tha hm dono classmate the sath me school Jana or sath me waps ana hm dono ki friendship bhi class me hi Hui thi,
Wo class ke kisi bhi ladki se baat nhi karte the sayd mai class ki pahili ladki friend bani thi .
Hamare class me ak ladka tha topper,
mera dil bahut awara tha wo topper bhi mera crush tha topper ka name karan tha maine is bare me Santosh ko bataya tha ki mai karan ko pasand karti hu usne bhi khush hokar bola fir bata du karan ko,
Mai dar gai nhi boli mujhe dar lgta hai Mai use chhup chhup kr dekhati thi karan ko karn bhi dekha karte the sayad karn ne bhi mujhe dekhna suru kr diya tha, lekin mai comform nhi thi ki wo bhi mujhe pasand karte hai, jb hmara group ka work rahata tha to aj tk kismat ne sath hi nhi diya unke sath group me kabhi work nhi ki.
Lekin itni bhi kharab kismat nhi thi meri, ak din bhagwan ne meri sun li or mai or karan ak group me work karne ka time aa gya hame group me kam kiye hamare bich baat chit bhi achhi suru ho gai thi, jb unse baat karti to haat pair kapte or dhadakan tech ho jati thi , wo bhi mujhe dekhte mai bhi unhe dekhati kai bar hm dono ki najar mil jate the Mai sarmake najar niche kr Sethi kuchh time tk aise hi chalta raha fir bhi mai apne dil ki baat unki bol nhi payi fir hame garmi ki chhuti lg gai or mai apne gao chali gai, santosh ko bolti ki karan se kuchh bhi kr ke baat karade lekin call me kabhi bhi baat nhi ho payi.
fir chhuttiya khatam ho gai hamra school suru ho gai thi maine karan ko 3 mahine baad dekha tha, chhuttiya ke baad mera pahala din tha school ka us din karan ne khud se pahili bar mujhase baat Kiya tha, Mai bahut khush ho gai thi nachne lgi thi, ak din Mai or meri friend hm dono class me the or fir karan aya usne mujhe kuchh aise bola ki Mai rone lagi.
Aisa kya bola ye janne ke liye
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