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Many trillions of years ago.
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The planet had a name once.
The name had been given by the first beings who settled it — the specific name of something that had been named by people who were still discovering what they were naming and who had found the most honest available word.
The name had been used for long enough that it had become the place rather than just the word for the place.
The planet was red.
Not the red of fire or of heat — the specific red of a geological body whose mineral composition expressed itself at the surface as red, whose soil and stone had always been this color since the first cooling, the red that was simply the honest statement of what the planet was made of.
It glowed faintly.
Not from any internal heat source — the specific faint glow of certain mineral compositions at certain temperatures, the planet's surface communicating the quality of what it was through light rather than just through color.
The sky.
At morning: deep red. The specific morning red of a sky receiving the light of the nearby star through an atmosphere whose composition found the red wavelengths and expressed them first. The morning had always looked like something on fire from a distance even though nothing was on fire.
At sunset: pink. The impossible specific pink of a sky that had been red all day and was finding, in the day's ending, the softer version of the same wavelengths — the pink of something becoming quieter rather than stopping.
At night: dark blue. The genuine deep dark blue of a sky that had turned away from its star and was receiving the ambient light of the galaxy — the dark blue of something that had been warm and had found the cold and was expressing the finding through color.
With auroras. The green of them finding the dark blue sky and moving through it — the specific patient movement of auroras that had been moving through this sky since before the first being who looked at them had found them worth looking at and which had continued moving without the benefit of being found worth looking at.
The cold.
The planet was cold.
Not the hot that red planets were expected to be — the cold of a world whose proximity to its star was insufficient for the warming that the color suggested, whose surface temperature had always been the specific cold of something that looked warm and was not.
Snow.
On the ground.
The specific quality of snow on a red planet — the white of it against the red of the ground, the two colors finding each other at the surface in the specific way of things that did not match and which therefore communicated something through the not-matching.
And on the snow:
A city.
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The city.
The specific quality of a civilization that had been a civilization for long enough that the civilization was simply what the place was — not something that had arrived, something that had grown in the way of things that grow until growing is what they do and what they are.
Modern in the way of civilizations that found the modern through their own available means.
The streets — wide, the specific width of streets that had been planned by people who understood that streets were for moving through and had made them the correct width for the moving.
The buildings — the demon architecture of a world that had been building for a very long time and which had found, across the full duration of the building, the specific shapes that communicated what demons built when they were building for themselves rather than for display.
The lights.
At night the city's lights finding the dark blue sky and communicating upward — the specific warm quality of a city that was alive after dark, that had its own night rhythms as distinct from its day rhythms as any living thing's sleeping was from its waking.
The demonic vehicles.
Moving through the streets with the specific quality of transportation that had been developed by a civilization for long enough that the development was invisible — they simply moved because moving was what they did, the technology behind the moving as unremarkable as breathing.
The snow on the streets.
Falling through the warm light of the city's lamps.
Finding the ground.
Accumulating.
Being moved by the vehicles.
Accumulating again.
The specific patient accumulation of snow in a city that had been accumulating snow for a very long time and which had developed, across that time, the infrastructure for it.
Demon citizens.
Moving through the streets.
Their horns and their red skin and their tails and the specific quality of a demon population going about the available business of a civilization's daily life — the specific unremarkable quality of beings doing what beings did in the places where they had decided to be.
Unremarkable.
Warm.
Alive.
The specific alive quality of a city that did not know it was being looked at from across a very large distance of time and which was simply being itself.
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The corner of the third street from the eastern district's school.
The building there — a commercial building, the kind that occupied the corners of commercial districts, whose ground floor had a covered entrance that extended slightly over the sidewalk.
Under the extension:
A cardboard structure.
Small.
The specific small of something built by one person for one person — not the architecture of excess or of comfort, the architecture of necessity, the specific design of something that served the available purpose with the available materials.
The cardboard had been gathered over time.
From the backs of shops that put their waste out in the evenings.
From the construction site two streets over.
From places that had cardboard and did not need it anymore.
Each piece had found the structure at a different time.
The structure had grown around the available pieces.
It was not beautiful.
It was not comfortable.
It was shelter in the specific honest sense of something that stood between its occupant and the wind.
That was what it was.
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Inside it:
Sindra.
Not the Sindra of Volume 9.
Not the null black eyes and the spiky white hair and the muscular presence that communicated, through its mere existence in a space, that the space had found a new organizing principle.
This Sindra.
Small.
Younger — not in the counted years of something recently born, in the specific quality of someone who had not yet found the form that all the accumulated experience would eventually produce.
The white hair already present.
Spiky.
Going upward.
Not styled — the hair that found its own direction and stayed in it, that had always been this way, that was simply the honest expression of what his hair did.
No horns.
This was the specific thing that communicated, in the way of the available demon society, everything that the available demon society needed to know about him.
No red skin.
Pale.
The specific pale of someone who had not been given the full genetic expression of what the demon lineage produced in most of its expressions.
No aura.
This was the second specific thing.
No power output at the standard demon level.
The power that existed was the small crimson flicker — the specific small flicker of someone at the very earliest available expression of the demonic energy, the expression that most demons developed past in early childhood and which Sindra had not developed past.
Not yet.
He was sitting.
Knees pulled to his chest.
Arms around them.
The sweater — a dark sweater, practical rather than warm, the kind of sweater that communicated that its wearer had found it and kept it rather than chosen it.
The small bag beside him.
His school bag.
The bag that he brought to school every day — the bag that was the specific weight of everything he carried to school, which was the available books and the available materials and nothing else because the available food had not been available that morning.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at the snow outside the cardboard structure.
At the way it fell through the lamplight.
At the way it accumulated on the ground.
He breathed.
He raised his hand.
The crimson flicker.
Small.
The flame of someone for whom the flicker was the full available output at this level — not the held-back expression of someone managing their power, the genuine full expression of someone whose power was this.
He looked at it.
He moved it toward his hands.
The warmth.
A little.
Not enough.
He breathed.
He moved it closer.
A wind came.
Through the gap in the cardboard.
The wind found the flicker.
The flicker went out.
The specific instant extinction of something at this scale meeting wind at the standard available scale.
Gone.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at his hands.
At the empty palm where the flicker had been.
He breathed.
He pulled his knees closer.
He breathed.
He looked at the snow outside.
At the lamp.
At the city being alive around him.
At the warmth that was in the city — in the lights, in the buildings, in the vehicles, in the movement of people going to the places they were going — and at the specific quality of someone who was in proximity to all of that warmth and for whom none of it was available.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He did not cry.
He had stopped crying about this specific situation at some point — not from the development of a coping mechanism but from the specific exhaustion of someone who had cried about a specific situation enough times that the crying had found its limit.
He simply sat.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
His eyes.
Not null black.
Dark.
The specific dark of eyes that had been noticing everything for a very long time and which had developed, in the noticing, a quality that was not the standard demon eye quality — the quality of something that was paying attention.
Always paying attention.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
The night passed the way nights passed for him — in the accumulation of hours, each one received with the patience of someone for whom patience was not a virtue but the available condition.
He breathed.
He was cold.
He was hungry.
He was still.
The city moved around him.
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Morning.
The sky finding its red.
The city finding its daytime rhythms.
The sound of the demonic vehicles increasing with the specific gradual increase of a city's morning traffic.
And then:
Two officers.
The demon police.
Their red skin and their horns and their uniforms and the specific quality of authority that the uniform communicated.
They found the cardboard structure the way they found it every time — not by searching, by the route that brought them down the third street from the eastern district's school at the beginning of every morning patrol.
The older one nudged it with his boot.
The specific nudge of someone who had done this many times and who had no additional opinion about doing it again.
**Officer :** "Again."
He said it.
He said it flatly.
Not cruelty — the flat of someone for whom this was a routine activity and for whom routine activities did not require emotional investment.
He nudged the cardboard harder.
**Officer :** "Out. Move along."
Sindra came out.
The specific emerging of someone who had been in a small space and was finding the available space with the specific dignity of someone who had decided that dignity was available regardless of the circumstances.
He stood.
He looked at the officer.
He said nothing.
The officer looked at him.
At the pale skin.
At the no-horns.
At the sweater.
At the small bag.
He breathed.
He looked at the cardboard structure.
He kicked it.
The specific kick of someone demolishing something that they had determined should be demolished.
It came apart.
The pieces of cardboard finding the snow and the lamp and the street in the specific way of things that had been a structure and were no longer.
The older officer moved on.
The younger one stayed for a moment.
He looked at Sindra.
At the pale skin.
At the eyes.
He breathed.
He moved on.
Sindra breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at the cardboard pieces.
He breathed.
He picked up his bag.
He started walking.
Toward school.
Through the snow.
The wind finding him.
He breathed.
He walked.
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The school.
The specific quality of a school that had been a school long enough that it had taken on the character of the schooling — the walls carrying the accumulated quality of decades of young beings finding what they were through the process of being taught things.
The classroom.
Thirty-two students.
Desks arranged in the standard rows.
The morning light — the red morning light of the planet — finding the windows and expressing through them as the specific warm red of the planet's morning quality.
Sindra at his desk.
Third row.
Second from the left.
The specific desk of someone who had found the least conspicuous available position and had been in it long enough that it was simply his position.
He was falling asleep.
Not from laziness — from the specific falling of someone who had been awake through the night and whose body was finding the warm available space and communicating the warmth through the weight of the eyelids.
He was writing.
The notes from the teacher's morning instruction.
He was writing and his eyes were finding the closed position with the specific persistence of something that did not respect the importance of the activity they were interrupting.
His writing was still legible.
He was fighting the sleep through the writing — keeping the pen moving because the moving was the available signal to the body that this was not the time.
He fought it.
He breathed.
He fought it.
His head dipped.
He fought it.
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A poke.
His shoulder.
He looked up.
The girl at the desk diagonally behind him was leaning forward with the specific leaning of someone who had found a gap in the teacher's attention and was using it.
**Rui :** "Sindra."
She said it.
She said it quietly.
She said it with the warmth of someone who had been saying this name for long enough that the saying of it was comfortable.
He turned.
He looked at her.
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Rui.
Black hair — the long black hair of a demon girl who had found the length she was comfortable with and had kept it there. It fell straight, the specific straight of hair that had been taken care of consistently, the quality of something that communicated that the person who owned it valued the taking care of.
Dark red skin.
The demon red — the full expression of it, the specific healthy quality of demon skin that had the full genetic complement.
Small horns.
The early stage of the demon horns — still finding their full shape, the specific still-developing quality of something that was going to become larger and which currently occupied the space between not-yet-fully-there and already-clearly-present.
Her eyes.
Dark red eyes.
The specific dark red of the planet's stone — the color that communicated origin, the demon girl who had the color of her world in her eyes.
She was smiling.
Not the large smile — the small genuine version, the smile of someone who had found something worth smiling at and was smiling at it.
She had been in this classroom since the first day.
She had been in the seat diagonally behind Sindra since the seating arrangement had produced this configuration.
She had found, across the duration of the being in this seat behind him, the specific quality that made certain people find certain other people — the quality of someone who was paying attention to the person in front of them because the person in front of them was worth the attention.
She had been paying attention.
She had noticed the no horns.
The pale skin.
The small bag.
The specific tired quality of someone who had been somewhere cold all night.
She had not performed noticing any of it.
She had simply noticed.
**Rui :** "Are you falling asleep."
She said it.
Not with judgment — with the warmth of someone who was asking because they were paying attention and because the asking was the caring.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at her.
He breathed.
**Sindra :** "I have not slept since the night."
He said it.
He said it quietly.
He said it with the flat quality — not the Sindra of Volume 9's flat, which was the flat of someone who had been processing everything for trillions of years. This flat. The flat of someone very young who had decided that the available information about a situation could be communicated through the flat because the embellishment was not useful.
She breathed.
She breathed.
She breathed.
She looked at him.
At the pale face.
At the dark eyes.
She breathed.
She raised her hand.
**Rui :** "Do you want to share lunch today."
She said it.
She said it directly.
Not performing the generosity of it — the direct offer of someone who had decided on the direction and was going in it.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at her.
At the dark red eyes.
At the smile.
He breathed.
He was shy.
Not the performed shyness of social management — the genuine thing, the specific condition of someone for whom the proximity of a specific person produced the specific difficulty of having no available natural response.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He nodded.
Once.
Small.
Rui breathed.
She breathed.
She smiled.
The full version.
She turned back to her notes.
Sindra turned back to his.
He breathed.
He was still fighting the sleep.
He was fighting it slightly better than before.
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Lunch.
The school's courtyard.
The snow on the ground — the snow that accumulated and was cleared and accumulated again, the patient accumulation of a planet that had always had snow and which had no strong opinion about whether the snow was wanted.
The lunch hour.
Students finding their groups.
The specific social geography of a school's lunch hour — the groups that had formed across the full duration of the school year, each one communicating through its composition and its location the specific social realities of young beings finding their place in the available hierarchy.
Sindra at the corner.
The specific corner of the courtyard that received the least traffic — not a good corner in any standard sense, the corner that was available because it was not a corner that anyone wanted.
He had found it on the first day.
He had been in it every lunch since.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He was looking at the snow.
At the way the lunch hour moved around him without finding him.
He breathed.
A sound.
The specific sound of feet in snow finding his corner with purpose.
He looked up.
Rui.
She was carrying a lunch box.
The specific quality of a lunch box that had been packed by someone who cared about what went into it — not elaborate, the specific care of someone for whom the care was the point rather than the demonstration of the care.
Behind her:
Two others.
A boy — tall, the specific tall of someone who had grown faster than they had found the coordination for, whose limbs communicated that they were still negotiating their new length. Loud in the way of someone for whom loud was simply the available register. Dark horns. Bright eyes that communicated the specific quality of someone who found everything genuinely interesting and expressed the finding at the volume of the interest.
His name was Garo.
Another boy — smaller. The specific smaller of someone who had found the compact version of what he was and had decided it was sufficient. Quiet. Not the absence of things to say — the presence of a preference for selecting carefully what was said. Sharp eyes that communicated more than his face typically did. The humor was in the eyes before it found the mouth.
His name was Felo.
They found Sindra's corner.
They sat.
Not asking permission.
Not performing the sitting as an offer.
They sat because they had been sitting in this corner with him for long enough that the sitting was simply what they did at this hour.
Rui opened her lunch box.
She found the rice crackers.
She held them out.
**Rui :** "Here."
She said it simply.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at the rice crackers.
At her hand.
He breathed.
He took them.
He breathed.
He took a bite.
The warmth of it — the specific warmth of something that had been made with care and which communicated the care through the tasting of it.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He was looking at the snow.
He was smiling.
Not the large smile.
The small genuine version.
The version that arrived without being decided on.
He breathed.
**Garo :** "You know."
He said it.
He said it at the available Garo volume, which was the volume of someone for whom the concept of indoor voice had never fully taken root.
**Garo :** "You could just say thank you."
He breathed.
**Garo :** "Like a normal person."
He breathed.
**Sindra :** "Thank you."
He said it.
He said it quietly.
He said it at the available Sindra volume, which was the volume of someone who had found the quietest available register and had decided it was sufficient.
**Felo :** "There it is."
He said it.
He said it with the dry quality of someone who had found the humor and was presenting it in the specific low-key manner that was his.
**Felo :** "World record time."
He breathed.
**Felo :** "Three seconds from prompting to actual words."
He breathed.
**Felo :** "I believe that is personal best."
He breathed.
Rui laughed.
The warm version.
Garo laughed at his own joke, which he always did, and which was always genuine.
Sindra breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at them.
At Garo being too loud.
At Felo being precisely the right amount of dry.
At Rui eating her own lunch with the quality of someone who was simply present and glad to be.
He breathed.
He ate another rice cracker.
He looked at the snow.
He breathed.
The corner of the courtyard.
The lunch hour.
The snow accumulating on the edges of where they were sitting.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
This was the warmest part of any day.
He did not say this.
It was simply true.
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The training hour.
The school's training ground.
The specific quality of a space built for the expression of demonic power — the targets, the range indicators, the ground treated to handle the outputs of multiple young demons training simultaneously.
The teacher.
Senior demon. Horns large. The specific large of horns that had been developing for the full duration of an adult demon life and which communicated the duration through their size. Red skin at the full expression. The aura at the teaching expression — present, communicating authority, not at the full output but at the level that established the hierarchy of the space.
He walked through the students.
He assessed.
He found the ones who were developing correctly and he nodded.
He found the ones who were developing incorrectly and he corrected.
He found the ones who were not developing at all and he—
He found Sindra at the corner.
Not the corner of the courtyard.
The training ground's edge.
The place where the space between the active training area and the boundary communicated that you were not in the training area.
Sindra was watching.
He watched the others.
At the outputs — the melting rock technique, the wind ice combination, the specific techniques of young demons who had been given the available genetic complement and who were finding the techniques through the expression of that complement.
He watched them.
He breathed.
He raised his hand.
The crimson flicker.
Small.
He was trying to find the technique in it.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
**Sensei :** "What is that."
From behind him.
He turned.
The teacher.
Standing.
Looking at the flicker.
At the small crimson of it.
He breathed.
**Sensei :** "What is that supposed to be."
He said it.
He said it with the flat quality of someone who had already formed their opinion and was asking the question for the benefit of the surrounding students who were now watching rather than for the benefit of the answer.
Sindra breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He said nothing.
**Sensei :** "That."
He said it.
**Sensei :** "Is not a technique."
He said it.
**Sensei :** "That is an insult to every demon in this training ground who is working seriously."
He said it.
**Sensei :** "No horns. No output. No future in this school."
He said it.
**Sensei :** "Stand at the wall. Watch."
He said it.
He moved on.
Sindra breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at the flicker.
He looked at where the teacher had gone.
He breathed.
He moved toward the wall.
He found it.
He stood at it.
He breathed.
He watched.
The other students training.
The rock-melting technique.
The wind-ice combination.
The outputs.
He watched.
He breathed.
He breathed.
Then beside him:
Rui.
She had left her training group.
She had come to the wall.
She stood beside him.
The teacher had not noticed yet.
She breathed.
She looked at his hands.
At the flicker.
She breathed.
**Rui :** "Can I try something."
She said it.
She said it quietly.
She said it with the direct quality of someone who had decided on the direction and was going in it.
He looked at her.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He nodded.
She turned to face him.
She reached out.
She took his hand.
Both of her hands around his.
The warmth of her hands — the demon warmth, the red skin carrying the specific warmth of full-expression demon genetics.
He froze.
The specific freezing of someone for whom the proximity of a specific person produced the complete temporary unavailability of all the standard functions.
He breathed.
He breathed.
She was not looking at him.
She was looking at the flicker.
At the crimson.
**Rui :** "You are not combining the output."
She said it.
She said it practically.
**Rui :** "You are expressing each layer separately."
She breathed.
**Rui :** "The heat layer. The pressure layer. The directional layer."
She breathed.
**Rui :** "They are separate."
She breathed.
**Rui :** "They need to find each other."
She breathed.
She moved her hands — the specific guiding motion of someone who was showing rather than telling, who understood that showing was the more efficient medium for what she was teaching.
She guided his hands.
The specific position.
**Rui :** "Now."
She breathed.
**Rui :** "All three together. At the same moment. Not one and then the others — all three at the same foundational moment."
She breathed.
She breathed.
She was still holding his hands.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He found the three layers.
He had always known they were there — he had been feeling them separately for years, the three layers of the available output expressing in sequence rather than simultaneously.
He found all three.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He pushed them together.
At the same foundational moment.
The flicker.
Changed.
Not immediately — the specific building of something finding its correct configuration for the first time, the specific quality of something snapping into the arrangement that produced the correct output.
235 percent.
The output at 235 percent of the previous expression.
A flame.
Real.
Not the small crimson flicker of a child's inadequate output.
A flame — crimson, burning, the specific quality of something at the demon foundational level expressing at the level it was designed to express at.
It found the targets in front of them.
Multiple.
The rocks in the range.
It burned through them.
One.
Two.
Three in a row.
The third one's residual burning finding the fourth and the fourth beginning to glow.
The specific cascading quality of something at the correct output level finding the available material and expressing through it.
The training ground went quiet.
Not the quiet of silence — the quiet of a space that had been producing its standard sounds and had found all of its standard sounds replaced by the specific quality of attention.
Everyone looking.
At the rocks.
At the burning.
At the flame.
The teacher.
He had turned.
He was looking at the burning rocks.
He was looking at Sindra.
At the pale skin.
At the no horns.
At the flame.
He breathed.
His jaw.
It did not drop dramatically.
The specific subtle quality of a jaw that had been in one position and had found a different position without the owner noticing the transition.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He said nothing.
He kept looking.
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Sindra breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He was looking at the flame.
At the burning rocks.
At the output.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at his hands.
At Rui's hands still around his.
He breathed.
He breathed.
The heat.
His hands.
The output had exceeded the available tolerance of his skin — the hands that did not have the full demon genetic complement did not have the full demon heat tolerance either.
The burning.
His hands.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at them.
The skin.
The smoke rising from it.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He sat.
Not from the pain exactly — from the specific combination of the output having found its limit and the body communicating the limit through the hands.
He sat on the training ground.
He looked at his hands.
At the smoke.
At the burned skin.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
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Rui.
She was beside him immediately.
The specific immediate quality of someone who had anticipated the possibility and who had been ready for it.
She breathed.
She breathed.
**Rui :** "Stay."
She said it.
She said it directly.
She turned.
She went.
She was back with ice.
The specific ice of a cold planet — not fabricated, found, the genuine article from the training ground's edge where it accumulated between the wall and the boundary.
She crouched beside him.
She pressed the ice against his hands.
The cold of it finding the burned skin.
He breathed through it.
She breathed.
She was looking at his hands.
At the burns.
She breathed.
She reached into her bag.
She found the bandages.
She breathed.
She bandaged his hands.
Carefully.
The specific care of someone who was doing something because the doing mattered and who was giving the matter the full attention it deserved.
He watched her.
At the careful quality of it.
At the dark red eyes focused on the task.
At the expression — not performing the caring, simply in the caring, the caring as the available mode rather than the deliberate choice.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
**Rui :** "You should be more careful with the output."
She said it.
She said it practically.
**Rui :** "Your hands are not built for that yet."
She breathed.
**Rui :** "You need to develop the tolerance alongside the output."
She breathed.
**Sindra :** "I know."
He said it.
He said it quietly.
He said it with the flat quality.
She looked at him.
At the dark eyes.
He breathed.
She breathed.
She finished the bandaging.
She sat back on her heels.
She breathed.
**Rui :** "It worked though."
She said it.
She said it with the warmth of someone who was noting something worth noting.
**Rui :** "The output."
She breathed.
**Rui :** "It worked."
She breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He looked at his bandaged hands.
At the specific quality of them — the care visible in the bandaging, the attention to the task visible in the result.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He breathed.
He nodded.
Once.
Small.
The nod of someone acknowledging a true thing.
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*End of Chapter 1 — The Red Planet*
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