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Chapter 18 - Luna's Confusion

Emma stepped out of the feeding chamber towards Alpha's wing and moved toward the towering pack command citadel — a glass-and-stone structure where territorial administration and Alpha affairs were conducted. Her wolf stirred uneasily as she approached. She pulled the stylus rune from the wall and wrote her name across the identification slate the way she had done days before, expecting the barrier to open. It did not. The sealed door remained unmoved, cold, silent — like rejection made physical. Emma's chest tightened as she assumed Brandon did not want to see her. She turned to leave.

The elevator doors slid open with a soft mechanical hum. Emma hesitated, then stepped inside, drawn forward by equal parts hope and stubbornness.

When she stepped out on the twentieth level, the air carried the scent of ink, metal, and shifting power. She followed the long, narrow corridor leading toward the administrative den where pack logistics and Alpha orders were recorded.

"Moonrise, Alpha's mate," a familiar voice greeted.

"Maxwell."

"The Alpha is in his command office."

"Where is his command office?" Emma asked, trying to sound composed.

"The highest level."

"Will he be angry that I came without notifying him first?"

"He saw you before you announced your presence," Maxwell replied calmly.

"I didn't announce anything."

"You did when you marked your name on the identification slate, Alpha's mate."

Emma nodded quietly and returned to the elevator, her pulse quickening with every passing second.

At the top level, Emma walked forward with the confidence of someone pretending certainty. Truthfully, she did not know where to go. A logistics Sentinel gestured toward a corridor, and she followed. Another Sentinel guided her through visitor protocols — identification runes, printed access sigils, and a direction toward the reception den. Emma hated the formalities. Part of her wanted to declare, "I am his mate," and walk straight through. But uncertainty kept her silent.

The she-wolf at the reception desk studied Emma with sharp eyes before motioning her to a visitor's chair. Emma felt the weight of that gaze — judgment wrapped in curiosity. She glanced at her wristwatch. Twenty-five minutes remained before her scheduled meeting elsewhere.

"I need to see the Alpha," Emma said politely. "It's urgent."

"Contact him through his communicator," the receptionist replied dryly.

She reached out, testing the mindlink, unsure if it would even respond. She wasn't from his pack… and her thoughts hit a wall. Not allowed. Not yet.

"I don't have his contact frequency," Emma admitted, shame brushing her voice. The receptionist's expression shifted — surprise, then dismissal.

"He's occupied."

Relief came when Bernard stepped out of one of the pack's workspace. Emma rose immediately.

"Moonrise, Alpha's mate," Bernard greeted with a knowing grin.

"I need to see Brandon. It's urgent."

Bernard tilted his head. "You don't need permission to see your own alpha."

" Where's his workspace?"

"There," Bernard pointed Brandon's workspace.

Emma caught the receptionist's stunned expression but ignored it and walked toward the glass doors Bernard had used.

Inside the workspace, two elegant she-wolves occupied the space as though they belonged there. One perched on Brandon's desk, her dress daring, confidence deliberate. The second leaned forward, elbows braced, laughter soft and intimate. Emma's wolf recoiled. Jealousy struck sharp and immediate — instinctive, territorial.

Emma stood still, confusion wrapping around her like fog. Brandon lifted his gaze to her, waiting. Expecting. The moment stretched painfully. Emma tried to speak, tried to hide the storm beneath calm, but the words refused to form. She shook her head and walked out.

Tears blurred the corridor as Emma hurried toward the elevator. Jealousy mixed with the familiar ache of inferiority — the belief that she did not belong beside someone like Brandon. Hearing his voice given to others felt like losing something she had barely been allowed to hold.

Emma tried to resent Brandon. She tried to convince herself she could remain only the political mate he required. But the truth pressed harder — she wanted friendship, partnership, something real. And Brandon existed beyond her reach like the moon itself.

Her tears did not stop. Every desire felt distant, unreachable. Emma needed answers. She needed Richard. She checked her watch again — twenty minutes left. Her communicator began to ring.

"Hello."

"How are you today?" the unknown voice asked.

"I'm fine," Emma replied cautiously, searching her memory.

"Did you speak to your mate?"

"The driver?" Emma asked, confused.

"Yes."

"I'll contact you tomorrow."

"Driving is how I survive," the voice insisted. "I went to your Stronghold. Your Sentinels denied seeing my vehicle."

"Tomorrow," Emma repeated before ending the call, uncertainty deepening.

Standing outside the citadel, Emma scanned the territory. She spotted Richard's vehicle near one of the auxiliary quarters and walked toward it quickly, desperation guiding her steps. She needed clarity before her thoughts consumed her.

A young she-wolf sat on the balcony. Emma waved. The little she-wolf glanced up, sighed, and returned to her communicator as if Emma were insignificant.

"We sat beside each other at the feeding hall gathering," Emma said gently, ignoring the coldness. "You didn't speak to me."

Silence answered.

"I am—"

"I know who you are," the little she-wolf interrupted. "My father is inside."

Richard appeared then, drawing Emma's attention. "She is my daughter," he said calmly before studying Emma's face. "You cried again."

Emma nodded, embarrassed.

"Come in."

Emma followed him into the small lounge — quieter than the Stronghold, more human, less political.

"Sit," Richard said, gesturing toward a sofa.

Emma sat, fingers twisting together.

"Brandon," Richard guessed. Emma nodded again.

"What happened this time? Something he did — or something others said?"

"I need honesty," Emma said. "Nothing else."

"You'll have it."

Emma inhaled. "Did he claim me as his mate to punish me? To repay embarrassment I caused him?"

Richard shook his head. "No. Why would you think that?"

Emma's voice trembled. "He shows me warmth… then distance. When I move closer, he withdraws. It feels deliberate. Like a lesson I don't understand."

Richard stood, picked up the remote rune, and increased the volume of the large viewing screen before sitting again. He did not answer immediately — a sign he was choosing his words carefully.

"Powerful Alphas live in contradictions," Richard finally said. "Protection and distance. Desire and restraint."

Emma stared at the screen without seeing it. "I don't know where I stand."

"You stand closer than you realize," Richard replied.

Emma shook her head. "Then why does it look like I'm outside his world?"

Richard studied her — not with pity, but recognition. "Because you are inside a war you cannot yet see."

Emma blinked. "What war?"

Richard hesitated — the smallest pause, but Emma noticed.

"Your existence changes balance," he said quietly. "Bloodlines. Territory alliances. Old promises."

Emma's pulse quickened. "You know something about my birth."

Richard did not deny it.

The silence thickened.

Emma leaned forward. "Please. I need the truth before someone else uses it against me."

Richard's gaze shifted toward the screen where a news broadcast about Northern Region leadership flickered. His jaw tightened.

"Timing matters," he said.

Emma's voice broke. "I'm running out of time."

Richard inhaled slowly — the breath of someone about to open a door that could never be closed.

"Your birth was never ordinary," he began.

Emma's heart pounded.

"But the truth does not belong to me alone," Richard continued. "And once you hear it, the life you know will end."

Emma whispered, "It already is."

Richard reached for another remote control — not the viewing screen, but a secured communication device. His expression changed from guardian to strategist.

"You deserve answers," he said.

Emma leaned forward — hope and dread colliding.

The device activated. A name appeared on the screen — one Emma had never seen but her wolf reacted to instantly.

Richard's voice lowered.

"Before I speak… there is someone who must confirm it."

Emma's breath caught as the call began connecting.

On the screen, the silhouette of a powerful Alpha emerged — a presence that felt strangely familiar, impossibly significant.

Emma's wolf surged forward in recognition she could not explain.

And in that suspended second before the face became clear, Emma realized the truth might not only change her past — it might redefine who she was meant to stand beside.

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