It was an ordinary day for the boy named Yagi.No different than the previous days that transpired after he stoped watching anime and reading manga.
How much time was it? He couldn't remember but somewhere around 2019-2020, he had stopped.Because he didn't want to face the death of his favorite character, His Goddess Kocho Shinobu.
He had been watching anime long before the covid even began, The first ones to come to his mind were Pokemon, Doraemon and Shinchan. He had grown up with these three practically. Oh how he loved the different Pokemon, but his favorite always had been Rayqaza and ultra necrozma ever since he had seen them.
He had liked the laughter that came with Shinchan, The annoyance that came with Nobita not doing anything to improve his life, but he had loved them nonetheless.
The first true anime was definitely High school Dxd, how he felt at that time was an emotion he couldn't yet comprehend or give a reaction because he had been young, Hardly 9-10 years old.
The next anime that were to come were definitely very good, but he couldn't remember their names now, it had been too many years of leaving them behind.
He still remembered the plot but not the faces and the characters, One anime was about piloting gundams and main character had the strongest one, his gundam was balckish and some other colour, the Main character himself had white hair and some eyes he couldn't remember, it was also just a harem collection for the Main character so he had stopped watching it along with High school dxd.
The other anime was about a demon from hell, meeting with the angel or goddess from heaven, it was definitely Japanese anime I remember that much. The plot at the end had made them cats so they could stay together because they had not been able to get together in the lives. It was such a refreshing feeling that he had gotten during that time.
He liked that feeling.
It was the same feeling he had towards a girl from his class before he moved to different city, oh how he wished he could have talked to her about his feelings but alas it was not fated or he was too much of a coward to do anything, he has always been like this unable to express himself because he felt he was not good enough.
She was the first ever woman to make his heart go fluttering and giving butterflies in his stomach. She was beautiful through and through, he had talked to her.
In a weird sense he tried to act cool but was slapped because she complained to her mother that I was not following the rules. We were kids, she was the class moniter and her mother was the arts teacher. He hadn't held it against her and he never will.
Because in a sense he was the problem, he had mellowed down and starting improving himself more, he had always gotten good grades but then he started coming 2nd in the class, after her ofcourse. Her math was strong, His wasn't. He never really tried in the maths subject, it was easy to understand because he practiced it but never got good enough. Full in all but Maths, heh.
Then in the 5th grade, His family moved to a different state for the second time, he had felt hollow starting then, to leave them all behind he bestfreinds that were together with him for 4 years was a hard pill to swallow, he was but a child so why would his parents listen to him.
He had to repeat that year in a different school, in that different city. Because they never went back to get his certificate of the 5th grade.
He met new friends, new people but they always left, none stayed. Even then he didn't give up, why should he, he had always been smart and would continue to be, but alas that seemed not the case anymore, he didn't study that much from then just here and then but still got good grades and became even more complacent, His positions droped from 2nd to 5th to 7th and finally he never came in the top 10 anymorr.
It was a heavy feeling he felt at that time, like It was crusing him but he ignored it and started playing games to escape, he always did wanting to escape from reality.
During the covid, he had grown rapidly but his addiction to mobile continued, He didn't get the vaccine for covid but his family did, they shouldn't have done that. His mom got severally I'll and had to go through multiple operations to live, while his brother got kidney stones, he was so young when he started getting them.They were reoccurring for God knows what reason.
He built a wall around his heart and swore to never feel anything but when he saw his mother's tired face after the operations he felt destroyed from the inside, he felt like crying but he never could. His biological father was not a good one, he used to beat his mother and even broke her leg, he had been so scared, but then his step dad came and shielded them.
He was not young, but he never shyed away from showing me and my brother affection, he had 2 sons in England, they lived there, His step dad had given them everything.
The only reason my mother was alive was because of him because without him we couldn't have afforded the several operations she had to go through.
It was during covid that he saw the first episodes of the demon slayer, he liked it but also felt sad for tanjirou, in a way they were similar but he had gotten the good end of the stick in the form of his stepdad, while tanjirou's family was.....
He stayed up late night to binge watch it, he didn't knew it existed, how could he have missed it. As he watched the episodes the time continued to pass, he had started watching at the evening and it had gotten late night, at 12 o'clock he saw her.
Shinobu kocho was her name, she was the second woman to make his heart beat faster, He didn't knew what it was but it was a pleasant feeling that he didn't dislike.
His next few days were just so so, thinking about Kocho Shinobu, she rarely left his mind in a pure way, he hadn't yet gotten the addiction to fapping.
The addiction began when he tried to rewatch High school Dxd. He had just followed his intincts and done it but he felt good and then came the post nut clarity. It was a weird mix of anger and questioning.
He could never look at Kocho Shinobu with that filthy way of lusting eyes, so he stopped thinking about her when he would fap accidentally.
She was a goddess that he felt was to to be tainted. The covid ended and his classes again began, but the new craze was arm wrestling, he had beaten his friends and classmates on the very first day oh his new class and it never stopped.
Due to the fapping he felt so disgusting towards, had made him stronger, so he did pushups, and squats, he couldn't do pull ups for some reason but could pump out 50 pushups easily.
He was not going to be beat by the mere likes of them in arm wrestling. He had won many time during those 2 years, then 10th came and he was in the study chase again, studying to pass the board exams. But he still was never beaten by his classmates, it was during the exams that he was beaten for the first time in arm wrestling, during one of the exams, then he got to know his friend was doing hammer curls.
He never did, why should he when he could just overwhelm them with his hook and his strength, that friend of his has trained for 2 years, he didn't and during the 12th class he was beaten again and again in arm wrestling, his freinds had all trained in toproll.
During these last months of 12th he had also started training Rigourlessly and beaten all his friends but he couldn't beat 3 of his classmates, they all went to the gym, he couldn't , they bench pressed, he couldn't.
But then.....
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How was the first chapter?
Hoh it took quite a while, I used my mobile to write but could have used my laptop but I felt lazy so I didn't, this is just the beginning, imma improve my writing during this phase of mine and continue to write fanfics in the future, so please if you to say something, say it , it would only help me improve.