UNTitled,Chhaya_Pandey_49251770871550 meri zindagi ki kahani

Mera naam chhaya hai or mai Uttar Pradesh ki rehne wali hu mai apni family ke sath Delhi mai rehti thi meri life bhoot achi chlrhi thi mai private job krti thi ghr aati thi family ke sath rehti thi Mera bf bhi hai jiske sath mai bhoot khush thi lekin ek din aisa aya ki mujhe sbkuch chod kr gao ana pda apni dadi ke pass akele family se dur pyaar se dur or yea sirf isliye hua kuki mera gds mai selection hogya tha jiski vjh se mujhe yha ana pda yha ke log alg yha ka environment alg mujhe bhoot prblm hui adjust krne mai pura ek saal nikl gya yea sochte sochte ki ise job ki vjh se mai kha agyi paisa kya kya kra skta hai isliye maine socha ab jo hua hogya ab mujhe shi se rehna hoga insb ke bich mera pyr chuttta ja rha tha jiske sath mai 7 saal se thi maine bhoot mushkilo se use smjhaya or sb kuch mantain kiya lekin phir ekod aya meri life mai or mere office ka ek senior mere piche pdgya or usne mujhe menuplate kiya jiski vjh se bhoot prblm hui or mai ek aise prblm mai kdm rkh chuki jiski vjh se life ka sbse bda regret hua mujhe or maine thaan li ki mujhe kbhi aise glti ni krni glti sbse hoti hai lekin aise glti ni honi chahiye or maine fhaisla kiya or ajj mai sb kuch handle krke hu or use glti ke baad mujhe samajh mein aaya ki mujhe dobara aisi Koi galti nahin karni hai jiski vajah se mera pyar mujhse dur Ho jaaye usko samay bad ham donon hi bhej sare galtiyan sari galatfahmiyan sab theek hai main usse kuchh kuchh samay bad milane Gai vah Delhi se mujhse milane yahan aaya itni dur Ham donon Ne sari chijen theek Thi lekin fir bhi Aaj bhi usko mere upar itna trust nahin Hai kyunki Maine aisi galti ki thi uske hote hue jiski vajah se maine uska dress Toda tha uska trust banane ke liye mujhe bahut kuchh karna padega aur mere ghar mein koi bhi financial support nhi hai isliye Meri didi ek private job Kar Di Hai Mera Chhota bhai bhi ek chhoti Moti private job karta hai aur Main bhi GDS ke job mein hun jo ki ek commercial job hai proper government job nahi hai is job mein mujhe bahut sari pareshaniyan Hoti Hai senior mere se ghus lete hain job mein Bane Rahane ke liye bahut sari chijen mujhe bhej karni padati hai lekin main yah sari chijen isliye face Karti hun taki Main apne ghar ko support Kar paaun Meri didi yah shaadi karva paaun aur apni mummy ko ine sari problem se family problem se sari chijon se bahar nikal nikal paaun isliye Main apni job ke साथ-साथ apni padhaai bhi kar rahi hun ab Main Apne graduation ke last year mein hun mujhe yah lagta hai ki mujhe apni padhaai ke sath aur bhi kuchh karna chahie lekin Meri dimag mein itni sari chijen jaldi mujhe samajh nahin aata Main Kya Karun main please meri help condition bhi thodi kharab Hai jiski vajah se kuchh time mein mere ko operation karana padega lekin operation ke paise nahin Hai jiski vajah se main bhi sochati hun medical insurance Kara Lo jiski vajah Se mere medical mein yah Meri surgery mein Jo bhi paise Lage vah meri family Ko Na Dena pade aur ya FIR meri family ko kaise lo na Lena pade jiski vajah se Ham dobara Kisi karj mein pad jaenge Meri chhoti syster abhi padhaai Kari vah mujhse bolati hai ki didi mujhe police banna hai lekin usko kya pata ki abhi jindagi mein usko kya kya dekhna hai Main jab chhoti Thi padhaai karti thi socha uske liye padhaai karna lekin जैसे-जैसे padhaai Puri Hui 12th pass out Hui job karungi paise kamaungi yah karungi vah karungi Apne sapne pure karungi lekin pass hone ke bad 12th pass out hone ke bad mujhe pata Chala ki asali jindagi kya hoti hai dusron ki baten sunna private job mein seniors ki sunna aapki galti Na Ho Dil bhi aapko unki baten bardasht karni padati hai kyunki aapko paise kamane hote hain Apne Ghar ke liye karna hota Hai jab Meri mummy duty karti thi jab Ham छोटे-छोटे the to meri mummy kahunga supervisor dant deta tha tum jaldi ki let kyon aati ho tum itna let kyon bi tumhara kam mein man Hai ek sal ki thi jab Meri mummy office Se usko lunch na karke Meri chhoti bahan ko fees dene aaya karti thi vah time Ham kabhi nahin bhul sakte jab hamare pass kuchh bhi nahin tha hamen apna Bura waqt kabhi nahin bhulna chahie isliye lekin jo galti Maine ab is Umar mein ki Hai yah galti mujhse kabhi Na Ho aur yahi main aapko samjhaungi ki yah galti aapse kabhi na ho aap apni Raksha khud kar sakte aap kabhi kisi per depend Na Ho Shayad middle class family ka Na Ho lekin kabhi kisi ke samne apni problem Se is tarah share na Karen ki vah aapki fayda utha Le khaskar Jahan aap kam karte jao aap working Hai vahan ke logon se to aap apni problem ko dur hi rakhen nahin to aapke problems ko aur aapke working aapse yah kahana chahti hun ki aap thoda kam khae thoda kam per thoda kam kapde pahne lekin khud ka fayda uthane ke liye Kisi ko apni problem share na Karen Koi aapki problem dur nahin kar sakta Koi aapko khane ko nahin De sakta Keval aapke mummy papa aapke Bhai bahan hi aapki help kar sakte hain aur koi aapki help nahin kar sakta sirf dikhava karte Hain log isliye Kisi ke samne itni apni problem share na Karen ki vah aapka fayda uthana hai aur Main apni aage ki kahani aapko cal sunati hun ab meri duty jaane ka time ho gaya vahi duty Jo Meri GDS ki duty hai thank u