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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5: A Marriage Without Illusions

Lin Xiaoyu realized something was wrong the moment the house felt too quiet.

It wasn't the normal silence of wealth—the muted, padded calm that came with thick walls and careful design. This was different. This was the kind of quiet that meant people were talking somewhere she wasn't meant to hear.

She had gone to the study only to return a book she had found in her room earlier that day. It wasn't hers. It wasn't his either, judging by the pristine condition of the pages. It had likely been placed there deliberately, like everything else in this house.

The door was ajar.

She stopped.

Voices drifted out, low and composed.

"…the timing is appropriate," a man said. "Public perception has stabilized since the marriage announcement."

Lu Shen's voice followed, calm and measured. "That was the purpose."

Xiaoyu's fingers tightened around the book.

Another voice joined in, unfamiliar. "The board is satisfied. A married man appears grounded. Less risk."

A pause.

"And the wife?" the man asked. "Is she cooperative?"

Xiaoyu held her breath.

"She understands her position," Lu Shen replied.

That was all.

No pause.

No explanation.

No defense.

Just a statement.

Xiaoyu stepped back silently, every muscle in her body tense. The book slipped slightly in her grip, its spine creasing. She didn't notice until later.

She returned to her room without a sound, closing the door behind her as carefully as if noise itself were dangerous.

So that was it.

A position.

She sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the floor. The room was large, elegant, and unfamiliar. Everything in it was expensive. Everything in it was temporary.

She had known this marriage wasn't real. She had never once believed otherwise.

And yet—

some foolish part of her had still hoped she wouldn't be reduced to a function.

Dinner that evening was quiet.

Not tense.

Not hostile.

Just empty.

Lu Shen ate with the same restraint he always did, movements precise, posture perfect. He spoke only when necessary. Xiaoyu matched his silence, her appetite gone.

Halfway through the meal, he looked up.

"You're distracted," he said.

She met his gaze calmly. "You noticed."

"I notice most things."

"That makes one of us."

He studied her for a moment longer than usual. "Did something happen?"

She considered lying.

Then she didn't.

"I overheard your meeting this afternoon," she said.

His expression didn't change. But something in the air did.

"How much did you hear?" he asked.

"Enough."

Silence stretched between them.

"You should announce meetings if you don't want to be overheard," she added lightly.

"This is my house."

"And I live in it," she replied.

He set his fork down slowly. "You were not meant to hear that conversation."

"But I did."

"Yes."

Neither of them looked away.

Finally, he spoke. "Does it change anything?"

She laughed softly. Not because it was funny—but because it was absurd.

"No," she said. "It confirms things."

"Such as?"

"That I was never meant to be more than a solution."

"That was clear from the beginning."

Her smile didn't reach her eyes. "Then let's not pretend otherwise."

He frowned slightly. "Pretend?"

"You expect me to play the role," she continued. "Smile in public. Behave at events. Maintain your image."

"That is part of the agreement."

"And in private?"

"There is no requirement for intimacy."

"That's not what I asked."

He hesitated for the first time since she had known him.

"In private," he said carefully, "we coexist."

She nodded. "Good. Then we understand each other."

He watched her as if trying to read something beneath the words. "You seem… relieved."

"I am," she said honestly. "Illusions are exhausting."

That night, Xiaoyu lay awake long after the house had gone silent.

She stared at the ceiling, counting breaths she couldn't slow. Her chest felt tight, but she refused to cry. Crying was pointless here.

She thought of her mother, asleep in a hospital bed that would soon hold her during surgery. She thought of the money already paid, the confirmations sent.

This was the price.

And she had chosen to pay it.

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