"Alright... Thanks~" I waved goodbye to him until the sound of the door told me he was gone, "… should I or should I not go… I don't think he'll be coming today either. I had a hunch I would meet him this weekend, but… I guess I was wrong now that it's Sunday."
Tomorrow I have work too, it might be a bad idea to stay tonight. Somehow, I was too tired. I'm not satisfied since I feel like there's something missing, but I also can't do much about it because it's not in my hands to solve it.
Finding a marriage partner was also something that weighed on my mind. I don't want to do it… But soon I'll have to. Life feels difficult lately, but not because I want it to.
"Haaaa… I think I'll just sleep." I finally sighed again, deeply at that. Closing my eyes, I decided to take a nap, turn my phone off and just not give a f*ck for a while. At least that's what my stuffy chest told me was best, "I don't know anymore."
