Damn it. I need to get my head back on track. Should I find myself someone to fuck?
Even as I thought about it, since it was natural to me, it didn't seem right anymore. This kind of escape from reality wouldn't help out, what's more, it might make it worse.
I decided not to go out that night. I had just gone back to my apartment after spending last week at our family home, and I didn't need any more bothersome people making my life difficult. Nevertheless, the overwhelming confusion remained. This curiosity about why I wanted Miss Burry around and what was really going on in her life wasn't leaving me alone.
I convinced myself it was because she was Connor's sister. That fact was the very reason I got closer to her in the first place, so it had to be it… It just so happened that it stopped being only about Connor on the way… that's all.
She's just the sister of the guy I want to fuck... nothing else. I told myself but as I thought it I felt like that was a disgusting lie.
