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The Tomorrow That Never Came

In an ocean of words, the ones I wanted to give her have always stayed submerged, heavy as stones. Every time I stood before her, resolve rising like a tide, my mind whispered the same cruel promise: Tomorrow. And tomorrow never came.

Today is the last day I will see her.

Will those words ever break the surface? Will they finally leave my heart and reach my lips after all these years of careful silence?

The silence I kept was only because I feared losing the fragile thing we already had? Because I was too afraid to trade a safe present for an uncertain beginning?

Time is moving on without me. And the longer I wait, the louder the other voice grows: What if? I do not want her to say yes. I do not want her to say no.

I am caught in the pendulum's swing, back and forth between two equal griefs. Speak, and watch whatever we are fracture into something new.

Maybe beautiful, maybe ruined. Stay silent, and carry the second-hand ache of "what if" for the rest of my life, replaying this exact afternoon until the memory itself grows thin and colorless.

Either way, I will be sad. The only difference is which sadness I choose to keep.

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