This was a fear born from inadequacy, a worry that he wouldn't do well enough, that nothing he did would ever be satisfactory.
As a healer, he was terrified of his own abilities—afraid he couldn't complete a healing, couldn't fulfill his duties, couldn't satisfy his patients.
Watching Poke tremble all over, Mo Ling finally realized that even this powerful race, possessing such wondrous strength, could be filled with self-doubt.
Fear stemmed from doubt, and doubt stemmed from inadequacy.
Poke carried a deep sense of inadequacy, and it brought him endless fear.
Recalling their previous experiences, Mo Ling couldn't help but suspect that Poke had also been infected by those black spheres, causing him to inject his personal emotions into the healing process.
These personal emotions had led him to become abnormally obsessed with eradicating the parasitic plants. Even after so many cycles, he stubbornly persisted in this task.
