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Chapter 5 - Fifty-Three Songs

He posted "Let It Be" the next morning and "Yesterday" the morning after that.

Then, because he had been careful his entire life and careful had gotten him to a basement in Queens, he stopped being careful. He posted "Blackbird." He posted "In My Life." He posted "The Long and Winding Road." He posted "Here Comes the Sun" — which was technically a Harrison song and made him feel a brief wave of something like guilt, which he acknowledged and then set aside. He posted "Eleanor Rigby," accompanying himself on guitar in place of the string quartet, and the acoustic version turned out to be devastating in its own way.

He posted one song a day, every morning, sitting in the kitchen with the phone propped against the fruit bowl, wearing whatever he'd slept in.

The numbers climbed in a way that made him slightly dizzy if he thought about them directly, so mostly he didn't. He thought about the songs instead. He thought about the sequence, the pacing, which song belonged next in the unfolding story he was telling — because it was a story; the Beatles had written a story, and he was the only person left who knew how it went.

By the end of the first week he had 1.1 million subscribers.

By the end of the second week he had 3.4 million.

His email inbox, which had contained nothing but rejections for two years, was now receiving approximately 300 messages per day. Most of them were from other people who loved the songs. Some were from music blogs asking for interviews. Six were from record labels. One was from a person claiming to be a Hollywood producer who wanted to discuss "adaptations," which Adrian did not fully understand but filed under probably look at this later.

He read all the emails from regular people. He read the ones from the kids who had played "Hey Jude" for their grandparents and come back to tell him what had happened. The student who had listened to "Eleanor Rigby" on the train and had to get off two stops early because she couldn't see through the tears. The husband who had played "Yesterday" for his wife on their anniversary and said it was the first time in three years he'd felt he'd done something right.

He read all of those. He didn't always know what to do with them, but he read them.

Not everyone was moved.

In his third week, a music critic named Todd Everhart published a piece on a widely-read music platform called The Needle. The headline was: "The Adrian Chen Problem: Why Viral Sentiment Is Not The Same Thing As Art."

Adrian read it over morning coffee.

Everhart's argument, stated with the authority of a man who had been paid to have opinions for fifteen years, was this: Adrian Chen was a symptom, not an artist. His songs were emotionally manipulative in the way that a very good advertisement was emotionally manipulative — engineered to produce a response, not to communicate a truth. The "grandfather archive" story was implausible. The music itself was technically accomplished but spiritually hollow. The songs feel like originals, Everhart wrote, in the way that a theme park feels like a real town. Impressive from the right angle. Empty when you look closely.

Then came the killing line. Everhart had saved it for the second-to-last paragraph, where he clearly felt it would land cleanest: "Adrian Chen is the musical equivalent of a participation trophy — technically present, emotionally adequate, entirely forgettable. In six months, no one will remember his name. In ten years, music historians will list him in a footnote beside other viral curiosities: talented enough to fool the crowd, hollow enough to be forgotten by it."

He called Adrian's rise "the most successful manipulation of collective nostalgia since the invention of the jingle" and ended with the implication that anyone moved by Adrian's music might want to examine what that said about them.

The piece had 80,000 shares by afternoon.

Adrian's subscriber count crossed four million the same day.

He put his phone face-down on the table.

For a moment he felt something cold and specific in his chest — not quite hurt, not quite anger, but something between the two. Entirely forgettable. The word sat there and he let it. He'd spent three years being forgettable. He knew what it felt like. The difference was that now he had the complete discography of every significant recording artist of the twentieth century stored in perfect recall, and Todd Everhart did not.

He turned the phone back over. He opened his notebook to the next song.

He posted "Here Comes the Sun" instead and made himself a sandwich and thought about Bowie.

Google's ad revenue on YouTube was modest — he was monetized now, a process that had taken two days and one email from a very efficient YouTube Partnership representative who seemed almost personally affronted that his channel hadn't been monetized already. But the ad revenue on 3.4 million subscribers, across videos that were being watched multiple times by the same people, added up to something that required him to stare at his bank account for a different reason than before.

$4,300. Then the following week, $9,100.

He bought his own guitar. A Martin acoustic, 000-15M, which he'd researched obsessively from the basement on a Thursday afternoon and then walked into a music shop in Manhattan to purchase in person, which felt significant in a way he couldn't entirely articulate. The kid behind the counter recognized him. He asked for a photo, which Adrian took in the same spirit he imagined doctors accepted compliments — graciously, without quite knowing what to do with his hands.

He bought new jeans. He paid Marcus three months of back-rent for the basement, which Marcus refused twice before accepting.

He paid off the domain registrar for Memo, which was probably stupid but felt like closing a loop.

On a Tuesday evening in his fifth week — he had 6.2 million subscribers, and "Something" had just crossed ten million individual views — his phone rang with a number he didn't recognize.

He answered it.

"Is this Adrian Chen?" A woman's voice, brisk and professional, with a warmth underneath it that suggested she had learned to sound that way intentionally.

"It is," he said.

"My name is Diana Marsh. I'm the Head of A&R at Meridian Records. I've been trying to reach you for three weeks via email."

"I got your emails," Adrian said. "I've been — processing them."

A silence that contained what might have been amusement. "That's a diplomatic answer. I assume you also saw the Everhart piece."

"I did."

"Did it bother you?"

Adrian thought about this honestly. "For about twenty minutes," he said.

A pause. Then, something that was definitely amusement: "Todd Everhart called us, incidentally. After 'Something' crossed ten million. He wanted to know if we had more information on your grandfather's archive." A beat. "He read his own piece out loud to my assistant. The participation trophy line. Looking for a quote he could walk back."

"What did you tell him?"

"I told him to read the comment section." She let that sit. "He didn't call back."

Adrian said nothing.

"Anyway. Can I ask you something direct?"

"Sure."

"Are you sitting on more of these? Or have we heard everything?"

He looked at his notebook on the table. He was currently working through the Beatles' fifth album, which meant he had eight more Beatles albums to go, and he hadn't started on the Rolling Stones, and he hadn't started on Bowie, and he hadn't started on anything beyond the sixties yet, and he hadn't started on Queen, whose catalogue alone was going to break the internet in ways he was looking forward to.

"I have a few more," he said.

"How many is a few?"

He thought about how to answer this. He decided on honesty, more or less. "I have enough for a long time."

Another silence. Different this time.

"Mr. Chen," Diana Marsh said, "I'd like to fly you to Los Angeles. I'd like to sit you down with some people who take this industry very seriously, and I'd like to talk about what a proper recording setup could do with what I've been hearing on a phone camera in a kitchen."

He looked around the kitchen. At the fruit bowl. At the coffee maker. At the folding screen at the top of the basement stairs.

"I can do that," he said. "When?"

"Tomorrow," she said, without hesitation, which told him everything he needed to know about how the conversation had gone on her end. "I'll have flights booked within the hour. Can you send me your email?"

"Yes," he said. He paused. "It might have a lot of unread messages in it."

"I'll put URGENT in the subject line," she said, and hung up.

He sat at the kitchen table for a moment in the afternoon quiet.

Then he went downstairs and looked at his three cardboard boxes. He figured he should probably own a suitcase before tomorrow morning. He checked his bank balance. $14,340.

He went to buy a suitcase.

Walking up the basement stairs into the late October air, he let himself think a thought he'd been keeping carefully locked away for five weeks: I haven't even gotten to Queen yet.

He smiled and kept walking.

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