( Back to story. He had fallen on Hanuel)
His breath seemed ragged.His white hair highlighted his blue eyes. His jawline looked like it could cut a paper and his eyes reminded me of a Strom which were searching my eyes.
His lips.....His lips looked so .....glossy and tender....
I wish...aaugh!!!!(she imagined what it would be like to kiss him. Awakard i guess?)
With sudden embarresment and a sudden spurt of strength Hanuel grabbed both his hands and...kicked him out of the bed so as to avoid any further embarrassment.
She dived under the sheets out of embarrassment of his face being so close to her and after several seconds being cooped up she realised what she had done.
She quickly got out from the sheets.
She looked down and started to say sorry....
She didn't know how to react.
She had just pushed a man and...he was doing pushups?
At that time it felt funny to her.
She started to laugh.
"Ha ...ha..ha ha ha ha"
She laughed for several seconds and then her laughter Began to fade she ....started to cry not because of pushing him and definitely embarrasing herself.
She cried....because she realized how pathetic she had became.All because of .....all because of ....a man.No a man she loved. She realised how pathetic and weak she had become. She had gone against her parents. Just because for that man. When had she become so... so just pathetic?
How many times had her mother Warned her? How many countless fights she had? How .....how many times had she thought that her.....her parents were wrong?She had called her bestfriend a liar just because to protect the man.
And now she had become one of those weak people who could not take care of themselves who had given up on their present amd future who relied on others she thought maybe she was the only one who is so despicable and now she was in the home of some other man's house with no memory of meeting him amd already thinking of what it would be like kissing him. Maybe Her ex was right when he had called her that.
"Hey I am going out to buy some food alright. On the kitchen counter your things are kept. If you are hungry eat the soup I have made. It is kept on the kitchen counter. The keys are on the shelf ,lock the door. I will tell you everything when i am back home" he... the man said so and went out quietly and quickly out the door.
At first she was shocked.But then Hanuel fully let go. She started to cry it was all just too much for her.
After an hour of crying and being curled up in the bed Hanuel finally decided to remain calm at least in a stranger's house . Oh I cried in a stranger bed . Wow. Pathetic. She thought to herself. "What more can I do to portray myself as cringe and pathetic" she thought to herself.
She got up and walked to the kitchen counter.Her things lay there inside her purse.All was in the exact way as she remembered. She took out her phone . She tried to turn it on bit it appeared her phone had switched off. She took out her charger and tried to find a charging point. There was a charging point near the man's desk. She decided to plug it there. But then she remembered that it was not her house so she didn't plug it in. She looked around the desk it was cluttered with things . One book had fallen down. So She decided to pick it up. The book appeared to be of law and Tax accounting.
She decided to take a look through the book. She read through it and soon found herself immersed in it and didn't notice when she reached the last page .On the last page there was a name " XÚ LURANG REN" it read. Hanuel guessed it was his name "what a long name to have" she said out aloud." Pity waste of such a long name"
"Can't do anything about it my mother is chinese and my father is korean so they couldn't choose on a name and decided to mix their languages" XÚ LURANG REN said standing behind her.
"What the-" Hanuel fell back startled.
" Sorry did i scare you? The door was open and I saw you leafing through it and you seemed pretty engrossed so I did not want to disturb you-"
" Sorry sorry i didn't mean to disrespect your name neither did I want to be nosy it was just that your book had fallen down and the law book looked interesting you know since I am a lawyer"Hanuel said getting up to her feet ofc embarresed.
" No no it's all right i just mean that... never mind i dont mind you at all" he said managing a smile. He looked kind and appeared to be 28 or