Meri zindagi koi Happy story nhi hai aur na hi abhi tak iski ending hui :)
Jindagi Ek Safar Hai kahate Hai lekin ye nhii batata Koi ki is Safar mein Kitni unchaiyan hogi ya Kitne giravat akelapan mein duba degi bachhe ki masumiyat chin legi... Mera Safar Ek asi jaghe hua tha jaha srif aur srif ladai hoti thi mera bachpan ladaiyo m Gujra..Sapne Aasman jitne bade they. Lekin unhe hasil karne ki chah uljhi aur kathin thi.
Me sirf ek bacchi Thi jab pehli bar Mujhe ye ehsas hua ki Har chij mere hisab se nahi hogi. Itni kam umar m ye smjh aana aasan baat hai ???ye koi movie nhi jisse apne hisab se bna diya jaye...jisme srif aur srif khushiyaa aur khushiyaa hi rahe.
mera bachpan kisi kahani jsa nhi hai jisme sab khush houngi.
meri ma lagatar kaam karti thi unke hath thake hue aur muskan Aksar chinta mein chhupi rehti thi !! Uss muskurahat ke pichhe chhupe aasu jo kabhi btaye nhi gye Hume kabhi dikhaye nhi gyee !! Bs humare liye
Mere papa daru ke nashe m apni hi duniya m rehte they. Sharab unke liye ek dusre duniya Thi .din raat bas ek hi dar lagta rha ki ab aage kya hogya ghar m ?? Har jhagade ne meri masumiyat Chin li aur me ek Kone m akele baithkar roti aur sochti ki kya meri zindagi kabhi normal hogi ?? Kabhi kuch thik hoga ??
School se lautate samay khadi hokar sochati Thi Ki Kya kabhi mujhe normal family Jaise Anubhav le paungi ?? Dosto ke ghar jaati toh ubke papa kaam ya unke sath khel m Shamil hai.bahar dekhti ki bachhe apne papa mmy ke ka hath pakad kr khush hore ghumre.kya ye khushi me deserve nhi karti ??? Pichle janam m asi kya glti ki thi humne jo hum log aaj Bugatt rhe hai Me hamesha ye mehsoos krti ki me asi duniya ka hissa nhi hu. In khusiyo ka hissa nhi hu.
Meri ma ko kahi se support nhi milta ulta masumiyat dekh kr ghar wale mehnat ka paisa le lete . Pr mmy ne kabhi har nhi manni unhone na sirf pala balki humeri har vo khwahishen puri ki jo kabhi nhi hoti mmy ke bina puri , humesha mere liye mehnat ki aur mujhe padhaya likhaya aur sikhaya ki zindgi m kathinaiya aati rahegi pr hume kabhi har nhi manna kabhi himmat nhi harni. Ulta uska saman Krna hai.
Dada dadi ka Sath to dur Ki Baat vo Meri Mmy Se unki mehnat ke paise Tak mangte the kahate the ''Teri beti ko paalne ke paise De Khud ki mehnat ke paise rakhne Ko Bhi Koi hak nahin tha ???
Khudke mehnat ke paise bhi mangne padte jb jb zaroorat padhti... :)
Jo chize mmy lati khelne ki vo tod dete kya mtlb khushiya nhi dekhi gyi kisi se.
Jse jse me badi hui .mere papa ke glt rasto ko .aur usse hone wale jaghde mere liye Sikh ban gyi. Lekin samey ke sath daru ke nashe se hone wali har ek bimariyo ne mere papa ko gher liya Aur chhin liya me smjhti hu ki unki choice ne unhe yaha tak pouchaya .
mene sikha ki zindagi hume kabhi kabhi bhot zyada kathin raste deti hai aur kuch log apni glti ki wajhe se khudko kho dete hai..!!
Meri ma ne hume akele sambhal sab mujhe bhi aur meri bhen ko bhi unhone mehnat ki aur hume ye sikhaya ki sachi takat aane wale kal m hoti papa ki mout ne hume ye sikhaya ki sharab aur glt aadat Keval vyakti ko hi nhi balki pure Parivar ko prabhavit karti hai.
Daru ne papa ko badal diya aur papa ke sath sath humari zindagi ko bhi family ek normal family jsi nhi Rahi kabhi bhi.
Aaj me apni zindagi mein Nazar dalti toh mujhe samajh aata Hai Ki mera safar keval meri ma ki mehnat aur meri papa ki gltiyo ase sikhne ka bhi hai Safar bhot mushkil raha.
Me janti Hu Ki jindagi Aage Bhi chunautiyon Se Bhari aayegi pr me apne papa ki gltiyo se ye Sikh leti hu ki jindagi mein Sahi aur galat ka faisla Lena Kitna jaruri hai..
Meri zindagi ke safar m srif aur srif meri ma ki mehnat rahi hai..uss muskurahat ke pichhe vo aasu jo kabhi btaye nhi gyee..
Abhi mera safar khtm nhi hua..
Kabhi kabhi life hume asa lesson padha deti hai chote m hi ki hum uss chiz se nikal nhi pate pr ussi traf meri zindagi m ek achha role bhi raha jo ki srif aur srif meri ma ♥️
Har koi papa ki pari nhi hoti :)
Zindagi m jo bhi ho raha hai vo ek bade picture ka hissa hai aur aage kya hoga , ye abhi ye nhi pata hai , isliye kabhi har nhi manni chahiye aur aage badhte rehna chahye !! :)
Journey ka 99% bs issi se bhara hai Meri zindagi koi Happy story nhi hai aur na hi abhi tak iski ending hui :)
Jindagi Ek Safar Hai kahate Hain lekin ye nhii batata Koi ki is Safar mein Kitni unchaiyan hogi ya Kitne giravat akelapan mein duba degi bachhe ki masumiyat chin legi... Mera Safar Ek asi jaghe hua tha jaha srif aur srif ladai hoti thi mera bachpan ladaiyo m Gujra..Sapne Aasman jitne bade they. Lekin unhe hasil karne ki chah uljhi aur kathin thi.
Me sirf ek bacchi Thi jab pehli bar Mujhe ye ehsas hua ki Har chij mere hisab se nahi hogi. Itni kam umar m ye smjh aana aasan baat hai ???ye koi movie nhi jisse apne hisab se bna diya jaye...jisme srif aur srif khushiyaa aur khushiyaa hi rahe.
mera bachpan kisi kahani jsa nhi hai jisme sab khush houngi.
meri ma lagatar kaam karti thi unke hath thake hue aur muskan Aksar chinta mein chhupi rehti thi !! Uss muskurahat ke pichhe chhupe aasu jo kabhi btaye nhi gye Hume kabhi dikhaye nhi gyee !! Bs humare liye
Mere papa daru ke nashe m apni hi duniya m rehte they. Sharab unke liye ek dusre duniya Thi .din raat bas ek hi dar lagta rha ki ab aage kya hogya ghar m ?? Har jhagade ne meri masumiyat Chin li aur me ek Kone m akele baithkar roti aur sochti ki kya meri zindagi kabhi normal hogi ?? Kabhi kuch thik hoga ??
School se lautate samay khadi hokar sochati Thi Ki Kya kabhi mujhe normal family Jaise Anubhav le paungi ?? Dosto ke ghar jaati toh ubke papa kaam ya unke sath khel m Shamil hai.bahar dekhti ki bachhe apne papa mmy ke ka hath pakad kr khush hore ghumre.kya ye khushi me deserve nhi karti ??? Pichle janam m asi kya glti ki thi humne jo hum log aaj Bugatt rhe hai Me hamesha ye mehsoos krti ki me asi duniya ka hissa nhi hu. In khusiyo ka hissa nhi hu.
Meri ma ko kahi se support nhi milta ulta masumiyat dekh kr ghar wale mehnat ka paisa le lete . Pr mmy ne kabhi har nhi manni unhone na sirf pala balki humeri har vo khwahishen puri ki jo kabhi nhi hoti mmy ke bina puri , humesha mere liye mehnat ki aur mujhe padhaya likhaya aur sikhaya ki zindgi m kathinaiya aati rahegi pr hume kabhi har nhi manna kabhi himmat nhi harni. Ulta uska saman Krna hai.
Dada dadi ka Sath to dur Ki Baat vo Meri Mmy Se unki mehnat ke paise Tak mangte the kahate the ''Teri beti ko paalne ke paise De Khud ki mehnat ke paise rakhne Ko Bhi Koi hak nahin tha ???
Khudke mehnat ke paise bhi mangne padte jb jb zaroorat padhti... :)
Jo chize mmy lati khelne ki vo tod dete kya mtlb khushiya nhi dekhi gyi kisi se.
Jse jse me badi hui .mere papa ke glt rasto ko .aur usse hone wale jaghde mere liye Sikh ban gyi. Lekin samey ke sath daru ke nashe se hone wali har ek bimariyo ne mere papa ko gher liya Aur chhin liya me smjhti hu ki unki choice ne unhe yaha tak pouchaya .
mene sikha ki zindagi hume kabhi kabhi bhot zyada kathin raste deti hai aur kuch log apni glti ki wajhe se khudko kho dete hai..!!
Meri ma ne hume akele sambhal sab mujhe bhi aur meri bhen ko bhi unhone mehnat ki aur hume ye sikhaya ki sachi takat aane wale kal m hoti papa ki mout ne hume ye sikhaya ki sharab aur glt aadat Keval vyakti ko hi nhi balki pure Parivar ko prabhavit karti hai.
Daru ne papa ko badal diya aur papa ke sath sath humari zindagi ko bhi family ek normal family jsi nhi Rahi kabhi bhi.
Aaj me apni zindagi mein Nazar dalti toh mujhe samajh aata Hai Ki mera safar keval meri ma ki mehnat aur meri papa ki gltiyo ase sikhne ka bhi hai Safar bhot mushkil raha.
Me janti Hu Ki jindagi Aage Bhi chunautiyon Se Bhari aayegi pr me apne papa ki gltiyo se ye Sikh leti hu ki jindagi mein Sahi aur galat ka faisla Lena Kitna jaruri hai..
Meri zindagi ke safar m srif aur srif meri ma ki mehnat rahi hai..uss muskurahat ke pichhe vo aasu jo kabhi btaye nhi gyee..
Abhi mera safar khtm nhi hua..
Kabhi kabhi life hume asa lesson padha deti hai chote m hi ki hum uss chiz se nikal nhi pate pr ussi traf meri zindagi m ek achha role bhi raha jo ki srif aur srif meri ma ♥️
Har koi papa ki pari nhi hoti :)
Zindagi m jo bhi ho raha hai vo ek bade picture ka hissa hai aur aage kya hoga , ye abhi ye nhi pata hai , isliye kabhi har nhi manni chahiye aur aage badhte rehna chahye !! :)