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Chapter 5 - THE FIRST NIGHT UNDER HIS ROOF

Lily's POV

Sophie was asleep before her head hit the pillow.

Lily sat on the edge of the bed and watched her daughter's chest rise and fall. The sheets were soft. Too soft. Everything in this place was too much. Too expensive. Too clean. Too quiet.

She tucked the blanket around Sophie's small body and tried not to think about how much her daughter needed her to be brave right now. How much Sophie needed her to survive this.

The penthouse was silent except for the hum of expensive air conditioning. Outside, the city moved. Inside, everything was still.

Lily wasn't sure how long she'd been sitting there when she heard the knock.

It wasn't polite. Wasn't asking permission. It was the knock of someone who didn't need to wait for an answer. The door opened before she could respond.

Ethan stepped inside.

The air changed immediately. Became heavier. Became charged with something Lily couldn't name.

He looked at Sophie sleeping peacefully. Then he looked at Lily.

His anger was visible in the tension of his shoulders. In the way his jaw was clenched. In the darkness of his eyes.

"Three years," he said quietly. The quiet was worse than yelling. "You had her for three years and never told me."

Lily stood. Her protective instinct flared like a match catching fire.

"You left," she said. Her voice shook but she didn't care. "You left without a word. Without a message. Without anything."

"Because I didn't know." His voice cracked. "Lily, I searched for you. My security team searched everywhere. You vanished."

She flinched at that. He'd searched. She'd spent three years convincing herself he hadn't cared enough to look.

"I was nothing to you," she whispered. "One night. A mistake."

He stepped closer. The space between them became dangerous.

"You were never a mistake. You were the most real thing that ever happened to me."

Lily's throat closed up. She wanted to believe that. She wanted to believe he'd thought about her the way she'd thought about him. Every single day for three years.

But she also knew better.

"I had to protect her," Lily said. "I had to protect Sophie from you."

"From me." His voice was hollow. "From her own father."

"You would have taken her. You would have decided she was yours to own. You would have built her into something that served your empire and forgot that she was just a little girl who needed her mother."

Ethan looked at Sophie again. His expression softened but it didn't erase the anger.

"I would have been her father," he said. "Not her owner. Her father."

"You don't know how to be a father. You don't know how to be anything except successful and cold and untouchable."

He turned back to her and the look in his eyes was so raw that Lily had to grip the bedpost to stay steady.

"Then show me," he said. "Teach me how to be something different. But don't ask me to pretend I don't know about Sophie. Don't ask me to act like she doesn't exist."

Lily's hands were shaking. Sophie was sleeping through all of this. Sleeping while her parents fought over her like she was something to be won.

"This was a mistake," Lily said. "Coming here was a mistake."

"You could have left. The contract has a clause. You can leave anytime."

She looked at him sharply.

"What do you mean."

"I mean you're not trapped here. You can take Sophie and go. I won't stop you."

Lily wanted to believe that. Wanted to believe that the man in front of her, the one whose anger was practically radiating off him, would actually let her walk away.

She didn't believe him.

"Then why make me sign the contract in the first place," she asked.

"Because I was angry. Because I needed to know you couldn't disappear again. Because I wasn't thinking about what was fair, only about what I wanted."

He stepped closer. One more step and he'd be close enough to touch her.

"I'm still angry," he continued. "But I'm trying not to let it control what happens next."

Lily's breath came shallow. She could smell him. The same cologne from three years ago. The same scent that had kept her awake those first months after he left.

"Ethan, we can't," she whispered.

"Why not."

"Because this is a custody situation. Because I work for you. Because I'm trapped in your house and I don't have a real choice."

"You have a choice," he said. "You always had a choice."

She didn't believe him. But his hand came up slowly, giving her time to pull away, and touched her face. His fingers brushed her cheekbone like she was made of glass.

Lily didn't pull away.

She should have. Every part of her brain screamed that this was dangerous, that this was exactly how he'd gotten inside her three years ago, that this was how he'd made her feel like she mattered when really she was just convenient.

But his thumb traced her cheekbone and she closed her eyes.

"I've missed you," he said quietly. "Every single day. I've missed you."

The words broke something inside her.

Sophie shifted in her sleep. Whimpered slightly. The sound snapped through the moment like a knife.

Lily stepped back and Ethan's hand fell away.

"We have a daughter," she said. "We have to think about what's best for her."

"I know."

"This can't happen. Whatever this is, it can't happen."

"Okay."

But they both knew it was a lie. The air between them was still charged. Still dangerous. Still filled with three years of longing and anger and need that didn't have anywhere to go except toward each other.

"I'll have Margaret show you to your room," Ethan said. His voice was rough. Controlled with effort. "You're in the west wing. Sophie is across from you."

He went to the door then stopped.

"For what it's worth, I'm sorry. For leaving. For not finding you. For making you feel like you weren't important enough to stay."

He left before she could respond.

Lily stood alone in the beautiful guest room with her daughter sleeping peacefully and her heart racing like she'd just survived a crash.

She'd signed away her freedom for nothing.

Because the moment he'd touched her face, she'd realized the truth. The contract didn't matter. His money didn't matter. None of it mattered.

She was already falling. Had probably been falling since that night three years ago.

And now she was living in his house. Under his roof. In his world.

Where she was going to have to pretend that his touch didn't burn her skin. That his words didn't break her apart. That his love, if that's what this was, wasn't the most dangerous thing that had ever happened to her.

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