you are the one I could spend hours looking at, but my desire to see you never fads. Seeing you is a desire I can't explain to anyone. Even in the midst of a busy day, your face suddenly appears in my mind. You know, my dear, I didn't realize when you took a place in my silent heart. Now, just thinking about you brings a strange peace to my chest. I try to be strong, but the moment your name comes up, I think of you. You know, you're the one I love more than myself; you're my reason to live. Sleep doesn't come easily now; your memories sit beside me at night. When I close my eyes, you're there; when I open them, you're gone. In this emptiness, I silently break down alone. I think of you, and sometimes my eyes get wet thinking about you. You're the one I cry for, silently and alone.
When I remember your illness, my heart gets heavy, and my eyes fill with tears. Unconsciously, I feel suffocated, my mind gets restless, and I cry a lot. The sorrows of a thousand years pile up in my mind, and I can't express them to anyone or control myself. Insha'Allah, we'll never be separated; separation happens to those who are in a relationship, but I'm caught in your love. As long as I live, there will be no separation between us, Insha'Allah. People never get separated from the one they love in their imagination.
That day when I said I love you, it was different; my heart was light, my eyes had a thousand dreams, and my heart was filled with an unknown peace - as if love itself was by my side. You accepted my love with a smile, and it felt like the world had stopped for us. If men were crazy about bodies, they wouldn't marry. Men are caught in a woman's love; they want their beloved to be devoted only to them and value their words. They don't want their woman to even glance at another man, let alone talk to him. In my opinion, men don't want anything more than this.
You know, I have many desires with you - like watching the moon at night, building a life with you, eating from your hand, being with you in happiness and sorrow, exploring the city... my desires revolve around you. I can't imagine a moment without you.
People are beggars; some beg for money, some for peace of mind, some for food, and some for love. Everyone in this world reaches out for something. Some wander door to door to fill their stomachs, some bow their heads for respect, some pray all night for a peaceful sleep, and some wait a lifetime for their loved one. From the outside, everyone seems complete, but inside, we're all incomplete. Some have money but no peace, some have food but no love, some have people but no loved ones. So, people are actually beggars - some beg openly, while others silently beg in their hearts.
You know, my dear, if you're a thorn, I'll catch you even with blood. If you're fire, I'll embrace you even if I burn. If you're pain, I'll keep that pain close. Because without you, happiness has no meaning. If love is a war, I'll stay on your side even if I lose.
Let me tell you something - you might think there's a motive behind my love for you. My motive in loving you is to have you. There's no other motive. I didn't love you for selfish reasons; I held your hand just to have you. There's no other purpose here. I wanted you, and I love you.
My dear wife 😊, I feel you all the time; I love you in every moment. I really love you, dear wife!