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ADDICTED TO HIM (His Touch, My Weakness)

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Kayla never planned to fall for him. Not for his voice, not for his touch… and definitely not for the way he made her feel things she couldn’t control. He was distant. Unpredictable. Dangerous in a way that made her crave him even more. Every glance, every brush of his fingers, pulled her deeper into a world she shouldn’t belong to. She knew he wasn’t good for her. She knew he would break her. But every time he touched her, every time he whispered just the right words, she forgot all warnings. Now Kayla is trapped—between desire and danger, love and obsession, pleasure and pain. And the worst part? She knows she’s addicted to him… and she isn’t the only one.
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Chapter 1 - CHAPTER 1 - TOO CLOSE TO RESIST

"Don't get attached, Kayla."

His words hung in the air, low and effortless, like a warning I didn't want to hear. His eyes, dark and unreadable, fixed on me with a calm intensity that made my chest tighten. He sounded so detached… so sure that what we had was nothing.

But the moment his fingers brushed against mine, everything he said felt like a lie. The subtle heat of his touch traveled through me, setting my nerves alive in a way that made it impossible to think clearly. I tried to pull back, tried to remind myself that he wasn't mine—but my body betrayed me. It always did.

He leaned closer, so close that I could feel his breath against my neck. "You're thinking too much again," he murmured, his voice low and husky.

I swallowed hard, my thoughts scattering like fragile leaves in a storm. The warning in his voice should have sent me running, should have reminded me that I was stepping into dangerous territory. But I didn't move. I couldn't.

Because when he looked at me like that—like I was the only person in the world who mattered, even if it was only for a fleeting second—I forgot all reason.

I remembered the first time it happened: the first time he had touched me, the first time I had let my guard down, thinking maybe he was different. But he wasn't. And yet, I couldn't stop wanting him.

I tried to focus on the room, on anything but him, but every sound he made, every subtle movement, pulled my attention back to him. The way his jacket slipped slightly off his shoulder, the curve of his lips when he smirked, the faint scent of him that lingered in the air even when he wasn't speaking—all of it kept me trapped.

He ran a hand through his hair and tilted his head, studying me as if he was memorizing every line of my face. "Why are you staring at me like that?" he asked softly, almost teasingly, and I felt my stomach twist. I didn't answer. I couldn't.

It was impossible to explain the storm inside me—the mix of frustration, desire, and helplessness that seemed to exist only when he was near. I had promised myself I wouldn't fall, that I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of knowing how much control he had over me. But promises didn't matter. His touch had already claimed me.

He stepped closer, the heat of his body radiating into mine. I could feel the brush of his chest against mine, light but deliberate, and it made my knees weaken. My heart pounded, loud enough that I was sure he could hear it. He leaned in slightly, his lips almost brushing my ear.

"You're mine, even if you don't realize it yet," he whispered.

I wanted to hate him. I wanted to tell him to stop, to walk away, to leave me alone. But my body refused to listen. It trembled, reacting to his words, to the promise hidden in them. The pull between us was magnetic, impossible to deny.

I swallowed the lump in my throat and tried to step back, but his hand caught mine. Not forcefully—just enough to stop me from moving. His fingers intertwined with mine, warm and strong, anchoring me in place. I couldn't pull away, not that I wanted to.

"You think you can resist me?" he asked, a faint smirk curving his lips. "You think you're stronger than this?"

I didn't answer. There was no answer. Because deep down, I knew he was right. I wasn't strong enough. I had never been strong enough to resist him.

The silence stretched between us, heavy and electric, until he finally let go—but only after letting his fingers trail a little longer than necessary, making sure the memory of his touch stayed with me. I shivered, my pulse racing, my mind screaming at me to do something, anything—but my body stayed frozen in its weak surrender.

I told myself I was overreacting. That it was just a touch. That it meant nothing. But I knew it was a lie. Every part of me recognized the truth: I was addicted. Addicted to him, to his touch, to the way he made me feel alive and broken at the same time.

I turned my gaze away, focusing on the floor, trying to ignore the heat creeping through my body. But even as I tried, I felt him there, the memory of his presence lingering like fire on my skin. I could almost feel the brush of his lips, the teasing brush of his hand, the quiet dominance in every move he made.

"You can try to fight it," he said softly, almost like he was reading my thoughts. "But I know you won't. You'll come back. You always do."

I wanted to argue. I wanted to tell him that he was wrong, that I was stronger than that. But I couldn't. Because I already knew he was right.

I had tried to resist before, tried to convince myself that I didn't care. But every time he looked at me that way, every time he brushed past me in that casual, impossible way, I fell. A little more. A little deeper. And I couldn't stop myself.

The worst part was knowing that he knew it. That he enjoyed it. That he could control me with just a glance, a whisper, a touch—and he did.

And so, there I was, standing in the middle of the room, heart racing, pulse pounding, completely under his control.

I should have left. I should have walked away the moment I realized I was already lost. But I didn't.

Because I didn't want to.

Because no matter how much he hurt me, no matter how careless he was with my heart, I craved him.

I wanted him.

I was his weakness.

And somehow… I knew I was his too.