(my deskmate ) meri school ka gamandi ladka mera crush ban geya

Ye baat tab ki ye jab me 9 saal ki ti me apne mummy papa ke saat gumne gai ti tab waha muje ek ladka Mila jise chot legi hui ti mai maine uski madad kerne ki sochi per usne mana kar diya per fir bhi me jabrdasti uski madad ki wo muje kaise dhek raha ta jaise ki mere alawa us se koi bolna hi pasand nhi kerta ho wo meri taraf lagatar dhek raha tha or usne halki si smile ki or dhree se bola tum meri dost banogi Maine bhi ha bol diya usne muje uski madad ki tur per ek lokit diya ta bola ise sambal ker rekna or phene rhena hum dubara milge tab is lokit se me tume pehchan lunga or jaisa usne kaha Maine bhi waisa hi kiya aise hi kuch saal bhit geya na me use jagah her saal jaya kerti ti ye soch ker ki wo sayad waha aa jaye pe aisa nhi hua wo nhi aaya me intjar Hi kerte rehe gai uska per wo nhi aaya fir dhree dhree kerke me use bhulne legi ha wo mere dil mai to ta per use yaad kerna chod diya kuch saal baad me 11 class Mai aa geyi apni purani yaadein bhul ker neye dost bana liye per dil se uski yaadein nhi ja rehi ti jab meri 11 class shuru Hui tab wehi ladka mere sher m aa geya or meri hi school class me addmission liya ta tab na hi me use pehchan payi or na hi wo muje per in kuch saalo mai wo nhi badla wo pahle bhi arrogant ta or jab wo bada hi geya tab bhi arrogant hi ta per ptaa nhi kyu wo muje acha legne legaa wo mera deskmate ban geya per humari baat nhi hoti ti aise hi kuch din bith geye bina ek dusre se baat kiye (or fir Aisa hua ki Maine socha bhi nhi ta )