Hello to everyone who read this. I actually tried my best of my abilities with this book. My friends have given me moral support and I've been seeking out further from other people and learned that it's better to not continue to publish the book here any longer.
I'm an Anime Artist I get more money doing arts while I'm still studying for college. Once I've graduate I'll be soon as possible be picking this up again.
My pen name here is my artist name so I won't be that much of a mystery.
I will try my best to create an illustration for this story one last time and if I didn't, I must've gave up altogether, but I'll really do my best as I try every ounce of courage I am left with deep dissatisfaction due to the unprofessional outcome. As to only be passed on from an old comment from a great editor speaking, when I waited for MONTHS.
I was actually aiming for the essence of this story, every details is precise and all. That's why I usually take my time understanding the flow of the story cause even I too am left in question on what's the climax I'm thinking of and what I want it to be, but I always mind that what will they do if they were alive which makes their action reason out further, I'm not aiming for characters that will only get cast aside, I actually made them pop out early for people to learn more about their part before they change, Saki is always the type of person that everyone has a reason why they did it, he was to calculative on others that he eventually didn't know what to do with them unless he understand them further.
I have so much to put in this story as I created a many scenes regarding to a lot of extra characters, Every character in this story is created with a heart and mind of their own, I was thinking of creating short stories for them as specials to make the story a bit longer but I guess that would never be the case. I really aim for it to be a slow burn of learning like what it feels in reality that everything takes years to accomplish and rushing things may only felt rush in my part also, as to reason why everything felt like boring? XD I'm sorry.
I'll only be providing full context of how it will eventually end but there will still be possible changes. I hope that to my readers you'll eventually find this book again, possibly hand drawn by me in the near future.
I might come back since this is mostly my main reference for update if not, maybe because I've already moved on.
Please don't read the following if you don't want to be spoiled.
Then again this is the (possible) final ending of I'm a villainess so why am I a woman!?!
I'll be providing context about it (possible changes if I pick this up again somewhere.)
Velora and Saki's body :
Velora Rosethorne, The real Velora Rosethorne suddenly finds her way back to her own body, that's the reason why in some chapters that Saki collapses or memories overlaps. The real Velora Rosethorne was supposed to go back to her body as a way as if life repeated cause the real Velora experienced the death she had before from the original story or rather she was supposed to be in Saki's body yet due to coma she wasn't able to posses Saki's body altogether. The Real Velora only see it in confusion unable to posses or interlock with Saki's body, she starts questioning her existence on why she sees a person in a coma at the same time with unfamiliar objects surrounding him and a jump to a different time line as where Saki is now. Everytime Velora tries to go back to her real body after meeting an imposter in her body, constant overlap happens until they eventually greet one another as Saki collapses from exhaustion, the real Velora finally wakes up as herself, but it was unstable, a constant confusion with the real Velora, she was rather have a fiesty personality which correlates with Saki's goofiness creating this humorous comedy vibe, until real Velora eventually ask who he is by leaving a letter, for that the two of them find ways to help each other go back to their right body. (note : The reason why it barely happens is because I followed the ghost myth regarding that the flow of time as a ghost or spirit is slower than humans, in their realm it only takes a day but for the humans its takes years that 's why in that 1 year period we never saw Saki get all scared or hurt badump dump.)
Saki and Velora's power :
Saki owns the power of light so everytime real Velora goes back to her body the light element disappears and the white fairies scatters only to find Saki's ghost form. Real Velora can only see her dark element. From this part the reason both of them can be ghost is because of Saki's elemental power, light, the reason why they were able to go back and forth to the body whoever possess the Velora's body who XDDD it was so funny in my head as they go back and forth fighting for it lol cause Velora is stubborn while Saki is trying to escape death and be rational as they continuously try to possess Velora's body. They were able to go back to one another is because of the light element Saki possessed and one of the reason why real Velora found her way back cause Saki's real wish was to find the real Velora but I don't know it sounds like Saki's the one who found her, Saki is low-key OP.
For season 2.
Duke Lucien actually tried to kill Velora as he was consumed and brain washed by their father. Eriisa was rather loyal to no one but has a chain in her neck (metaphor), we were supposed to meet Erisa alongside the former duke beside each other, Erisa has nowhere to go but to obey and the last wishes of the late Duchess was keep an eye to the Former Duke and protect the children, including Velora. Reynard, Rey was forced to go to we know it picking herbs at the same time battle, ofc there's still battle in some parts which is why it took so long the reason why I mentioned Rey that he was wearing an armor and trying to hold Velora in the original story which I mentioned (I forgot which chapter.) and Before Saki could even escape and live to the Wind country, Duke Lucien was ordered by the Father alongside Nylis to make Velora live somewhere in the Grandduke fire element (during the birthday of Velora) since the Rosethorne has a villa there, which perfectly aligns with the original story with no force occurance just their thoughts with their circumstances aligning with the original story no matter what..
Nylis :
(Nylis isn't actually part of the Original story) He loves Velora in a way the reason he came to the household actually much early than before is because he actually heard about the changes of Velora knowing that Nylis was one of the reason why Velora has this torn of constant questioning of herself which made her fragile in the original story is because Nylis bind a spell out of Velora to be obedient, Nylis manifested his elements much early because he was forced to drink the holy water in a young age. Nylis also tried binding that spell again to Velora on that time they sleep together after that it didn't work he tried it again and again but he can't and that's why reason he was clingy, he didn't know about the thing between the Cassien talk though so he's very innocent!!! that's why he also suggested to the father of Velora to put her somewhere for Velora's sake, he just think the punishment Velora received is fine and to keep her safe cause she's very clumsy.
(I really love Nylis, he's my favorite character, I was thinking of making him an evil villain but I start to see myself from him since I've come from an abusive family, so I made him very innocent in a way that the villain in him overshadows it eventually he died once again in the ending :> why? Well the crown prince tried to kill Velora, so he fought the crown prince in her stead.)
Nylis wasn't supposed to die as he isn't part of the original story yet he did in the end.
Real story of Velora(still working on this part of i should include it or not) :
She was used as an experiment, a hidden story that isn't said but eventually comes out. She became the first ever half fairy, cause rather than drinking holy water, they actually injected the fairy blood through her veins nonstop while Nylis watches and suppresses her.
The final ending summarize:
Saki was able to ask other fairies for help form different elements to defeat the church (our earth element eventually gone to Mira). Since fairies are powerful of their own, they only sign contract with people is because of Aether since a human cannot be one with a fairy (wizards exist!) so Aether a considered wizard gave this contract a way to supposedly unite the human and fairies yet didn't realize that people use it as a ranking of power and abuse.
The blood of the fairies that is mixed on the holy water is the reason why people gets powers and fairies are familiar with it's scent. It was usually randomize as to only one element can only posses one soul.
So what happened with the mines has much far worst happening. THE CHURCH IS EVIL!!!
Eventually after punishing those who did bad stuff in the church, Amerist family of their illegal mines and fairies and other evil characters that I've work on (even though The Crown Prince is bad to Velora or the whole royal family except Prince Cassien Lysanthir the child of the Queen who lost her life in the fire), eventually they forgave Velora's power as the poisonous flowers she makes doesn't actually affect the fairies if possible those with fairy blood in them won't die but maybe without fairy blood can since it's poison flowers. But From chapter one was far enough proof about Nightshade not affect fairy blood like the crown prince didn't die as Velora holds the crown prince collar while getting close to him. It's not because Velora is immune to poison but because she has fairy blood in her herself.
Royal family, Lysanthir kingdom and little about Velora and Cassien after-story:
They're not bad (but i'll make them look bad in the story) just wrong beliefs in their system and an image to attain. As for the crown prince if Saki was still even alive he would've let the crown prince have his down fall, but a forever mockery on the royal family will lay down through generations forever due to the royal families outburst lol for being rejected twice from Velora who's known as the passed down Aether daughter vibe and Cassien who actually became duke of their own land!!, a land of their own with a tiny village too in the Grand Duke of wind element, they're really kind and good guys (the knight we met is the wind element, son of the Grand Duke).
Who is Aether?
Aether has a tousled brown hair and brown eyes, giving him this gentle look, like a traveler in his 25s screaming I may look young but I'm old enough to be your grandfather. He is the last wizard and a pure fairy in this world, he actually know what was happening but remain to be secluded and only protect what he can grasp [the fairies], his releases a pink element, he never dies as he lives forever, he eventually comes out as he senses that most of the fairies starts to go back to the safe place where the fairies resides and suddenly notice the problem happening to Velora's body.
A supposed Cassien and Saki love story I'm sorry ITS REALLY NOT BL but WILL LOOK LIKE IT because it started when Saki being just dumb what was happening thinking they're just friends like come one who wouldn't if you've been friends for long and you're a guy who forgot you're a girl. Eventually real Velora starts to fill inlove with Cassien too and they live happily ever after. Saki also felt a little crush to Cassien cause everything is too blushy. There's even a scene I wanted.
Such as this :
"Who's more handsome?"
'first of all im a man not a woman and idk who to choose since I dont want to be involve with the story by having my neck cut.'
"Maybe the the Spirit Oracle." I said bluntly.
Cassien blushes as he hides his face.
What happened to Saki you may ask?
This is the final ending, eventually Velora got stabbed and died once again (related story as the original story but rather than being beheaded, Saki was stabbed by a disciple from the church), but in this part she suddenly comes back not knowing what happened, the real Velora was confused about it but eventually was able to carry out her duties while scared yet Saki's words gave her courage like a big brother she never knew she'll ever need, for later story we slowly start to learn this isn't the Saki we know as real Velora finally speak up that she can't sense Saki anymore, at the end of the story, real Velora created a tomb for Saki to remember him, thanks for Velora's body both real Velora and Saki's memory overlaps as the real Velora laughs as she remembers every memory flash through her in what Saki endured and did, she starts to find ways to have fun in life in a humorous way like Saki. Cassien and Velora eventually have a beautiful ending with two kids boy and girl. OFC OURSE in the wind country where Saki made the drinks!! they live in this villa with vast lands. Cassien and Velora only has a 3-4 year gap OKAY IF YALL FORGOT!!!
Saki's legacy continues as one of the first ever to have wings on his back while possessing Velora's body, who controls all of the fairies elements like aether, his statue is engraved within the NEW church. It may sound so cool in the legends like aether but Saki was just a person who only follows himself without letting fear hold him down, he prefer to don't mind anything that happened to him, an open minded person that thinks everyone has a reason to be like that. Which another story I'm planning to work on after related to fairies and magic and Aether is also included in this :>.
Velora's body looks like in transformation of using the elements (not sure if I should include this) :
Velora's left red thatd starts to turn pink as her left back forms a vivid wing, the fairies notices the changes and understood that she's one of them whether a friend or a for.
Lore about FL? :
FL? I was about to mention her!! Her name is Eirlys or Eiri Bellafleur with brown twin pigtail hair and green eyes, she's very very jolly and I bet Saki and Eiri will start talking to each other. And the lore about the flowers I've input is all about Eiri taking notes from the book she has regarding flowers, its mostly about its meaning and what its use of and each chapter also means what the flower meant, if its a love part ill put a rose as a title, if its about tragedy i put a forget-me-not flower.
Did Saki and Eiri the female lead of the original story met? :
not sure if I want to make her meet with Velora (they didn't met but maybe the real Velora did as they come face to face from a letter received as Caelrion and Eiri getting married.)
Where is Saki?
As for Saki, he's actually the one who died in Velora's body meaning the story thinks that Velora actually died and let it be. He met Aether during his ghost form that time, Aether said that the real Velora knows what to do now and let the story flow as the time real Velora was supposed to die has finally past.
Saki saw what Velora did, he insist to stay a little even though to watch like an older brother, on the part where she finally succeeds and finally achieving peace. real Velora let her father rot in jail forever though as she realize that nothing ever hurts more than wasting your life trapped into nothingness forever as the time flows by. Saki eventually says his goodbye as Velora prepared a grave for them and every step Velora took is years passing by, Saki saw everything about Velora, as her smile grow brighter. In Saki's grave shows a specific flower that Saki mentioned to Velora. Linaria Bipartita, means "Please notice my love for you.", a flower I personally love and the reason I started loving flowers since its somewhat a silent confession to the one you love, that may never be returned since you're not actually confessing.
Saki eventually wakes up in his coma seeing the final ending of the FAF.
'Has it always been a dream? The story didn't seem to change much.'
I scroll through the story as a light tap from my scream echoes the hospital room Saki Hanamura is staying in, uncertain whether this is the ending or not as I've experienced Velora's death yet seeing her smile through the screen as a take my time to observe her carefully, without realizing I'm smiling too as if I something amazing happened.
I, Saki Hanamura finally confessed to my co-workers that I read shoujo!!! Fantasy and romance !!!! His co-workers were so happy and my life continoues on normally.
The End...
(Maybe a separate story about Saki and his love life? BL OR NOT IDK)
If you did read it till the end, I thank you so much for spending your time. I don't need ratings, this has always been my childhood dream to write novels but I wasn't given that type of life, so I'm working hard for it.
You may or may not realize it this is somewhat closed to Mr. Queen if you're not familiar I highly recommend you guys watch it.