I opened my eyes and immediately saw Lucas's sleeping face next to me.
How dare he look like he was glowing in sleep after that session? He didn't hold back a thing. Did he seriously want to make me move in with him?
Fuck.
I'm parched... and I forgot to take my pills.
I sat up feeling Lucas's arms fall off of me.
Was he holding me?
Why does he feel so normal right now?
I looked at his sleeping face a little longer. Actually... if Lucas acted even a little more normal, I don't think I'd mind him at all. My dad wouldn't have acted the way he did regardless but at least my aunt wouldn't have gone crazy and attacked him like that...
Shit. I guess Lucas could have the same complaint about me.
"Sweet dreams," I heard myself say.
I cringed.
It's really fucked up to try to be sweet now. There isn't even anyone to see it.
I shook my head and got dressed. I made my way into the kitchen, poured myself some water, then fished the medicine from my pants pocket and swallowed it.
