Jab mai 14 saal ki thi to mera padhyai mein bhutt man lagta tha mai pyarr se kafii dur thi mujhe pyarr bhii nahi pta kya hota thaa.tab merii life mein ekk ladka aya mere same village ka tha merii usse shadi nahi ho saktii thii Maine haste haste us se bat karli vo bhutt achha tha vo merii sabhi feelings ko smjta thaa par achanak meri mom dad ko yeh bat pta chl gii mere dady ne mujhe thapad mara .uske badd mai us ladke se
Ho gii firr achanak uska mere bina bilkul dil nahi lagta tha firr mera bhi uske bina dil nahi lagta tha !Maine fir batt karnii shuru kar di achanak mai bhii us se bhutt pyar kartii hum dono same school main padhte thee hum done kyi k Barr bate bhi kar lete the parr achanak Hamere rishte ko kisi ki nazar hi lag gii va kisi aur ladki ke sath bat karne lagg gyaa !sath hi sath mere se bhii usne mujhe bhutt chuth bola .par mai chup chap uski bate suntii rahii akhir mai Maine usko ladkii ke sath dekh Liya usko bhi pta lag gya ki usko Maine dekh Liya haii .fir usne mujhe msjh kiya mai to msjh krne band kargii thiii !fir bhii vo bar bar msjh krtaa .mujhe smjta v asa kujj nahii par mujhe pta tha ki vo dhokhebaj hai mera sath game khel raha haii! Mai rojj bhutt rotii thii mai mrnah chahtii thii parr mere god ne mujhko mere nai diya .ek din Maine usko chodd hi diya.!parr mai fir bhii bhutt royii mai us se bhutt payarr kartii thii parr jisko merii kadar naii thii mai uske pass kyu hi janu?! Fir achanak mai reels dekh rahi thii to mujhe God ki reels bhutt sariya dekhii !God ke planns,kaise God apne Bhagat ki priksha lete hai aur kaise apne pass jodta haii !fir uske bad mai itnah change ho gyii kii Maine God ke plans ko agree kiya aur apni life change karnii shuru kardii mai God ka nam jpne lagg gyii fir mujhe smj ane laga kii is duniya Maine koii apnah nahi hota chahe vo kitnah hii pyarr kyu nah krta ho !fir mujhe apne main hi chages feel hone lagg gye !feel hota hai ki is duniya main koi hamara sath nahii deta God ke ilwa koi dost ,pyar koi bhii nahii fir mujhe app main ekk motivation milne lagga esa lagg raha tha kiii agar maii ishawar ke sath nah judtii to Maine bilkul barbad ho jana tha uske pyarr ke chikar main parr bhagwan esa nahi hone diya !par mai spne bhagwan se ekk hi batt bolti hu ki mai apkii beti hu aur app mere pita sab kujj apne hii karwaya haii aur agee bhiii app hi karwayege ,apne hi smbhala hai aur age bhi app hi smblage ,mera apke ilwa koii is duniya mein nahi hai nah bhen ,bhai ,ma bap,pyar koi nii bs ek app hi mere sab kujh haii is trah main dusroo ke uper vishwas karr letii thii aur tut jatii thii parr mere bhagwan hemsha mere sath rahe mujhe kabhi dukhi nahi hone diya Abbey mujhe apni life kii koi tension nahii rahii sabhii kam khud bhagwan karwa rahe haii I am proud of y God vo jo krege achha hii krege!ab mujhe kisi ki koi tension mahi koi aye ja jaye kisi ki bhii nahii mujhe appne app par bhii vishwas nahi ho raha kii mai itnah bhii bad saktii hu yeh sab to bss bhagwan ki kirpa hai!♡