Jab mai 14 sal ka tha abhi bhi uss din ko jada samay nhi hua hai mujhe ek ladki se attraction hone lga or sab se buri bat pta hai kya thi? Ki wo ladki meri he cousin thi dhire dhire krke ye attraction bahut jada hoo gya
Uske chakkar me mane apne Kimti samay bhi Barbad kiye halaki usne bhi sath accha samaya diya merko per mai bhul gya tha ki wo ek ladki hai ek na ek din apni aukat jarur he dikhayegi humne bhut din acche se bat kiya acche se rahe mile sab kuch huwa
Lekin mujhe samajh nhi aata ki aakhir ladkiyo ko exactly chahiye kya mai mane kjsi bhi chij me koi bhi kami nhi dikhayi pher bhi usne mere Ander interest kam kr diya or mane usko jitna manane ki kosis ki wo utna he bhav khane lagi per meri bhi ek bahut buri aadat thi or wo aadat ye thi ki mujhe uski lat lag chuki thi mai uske bina reh he nhi paa rha tha dil ko bahut manaya per ye dil nhi man rha tha har samay bss uska he chahera dikhta tha
Pher mane apna hath kat liya [ye sab mai 14 ki age kr rha tha ]ye soch ki wo mujhse bat kare magar pta nhi kyu usey mujhse itni nafrat ho gyi thi ki mere hath katne se usse kuch bhi fark nhi pda abhi bhi bss uki tasver or uski yado ke sahare he jita hu bsss🥹😔