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Chapter 4 - with yuri

Jay POV

I walked through Section E like I didn't exist. Every glance, every whisper, every attempt to call my name—I ignored it all. Cin, the others… they didn't matter. Everyone already knew about Keifer's plan, about how I'd been caught in his mess. I didn't need their questions, their pity, or their judgment.

The only person I let exist in this space… was Yuri.

Even though our engagement had been arranged by our families, he had always been different. He had pushed me to fight, to save myself, and now I understood exactly what he meant. He was the only one I could trust, the only one who truly cared.

Cin tried once, but I didn't even glance at him. Not today. Not now. My focus, my trust, my attention—it all belonged to Yuri.

Then Keifer appeared.

My stomach tightened. His eyes searched mine, nervous, conflicted. He stepped closer, and the air around us seemed to shrink.

Keifer POV

Damn it… I was supposed to keep my distance. I was supposed to push her away, to not drag her into my mess. But… I couldn't. I can't. I lost control. I was drunk last night, and everything I said… it was wrong. Saying she would be mine—that was wrong. But God… I didn't mean to hurt her but i need to . I was trying to protect her. I had a planto make her fall in love with juste to get back at aries yes , but then… I started really having feelings for her and when i will come back i will fight for her damn all this bcs i'll have 18 i need to get my heritance but the elders refused they even treated to drag my love my life and to bloved in that facking mess But I can't leave it like this.

I swallowed hard and forced the words out:

"Last night at King Ground… everything I said was wrong. I was drunk. I didn't really have feelings for you."

Damn it, Jay… she has every right to hate me. I was reckless. I was selfish. I should've stayed away. But I wanted to protect you… even if it meant losing you in the process.

Jay POV

Her eyes met mine—calm, cold, unyielding. I said it quietly, letting every ounce of control show:

"I know."

Not forgiving. Not soft. Not giving in. Just acknowledgment. She understood what I said, but she wasn't letting me in. Not yet. Not ever—at least, not until she decided it was safe to trust me.

Yuri POV

I stayed a step behind, watching Jay carefully. Section E, Cin, all the whispers—they didn't matter. She ignored everyone else, but she let me be near her. She always had.

I remembered telling her before, quietly, seriously, "Give me a chance." But she had been with Keifer. Even with the engagement, even with everything around them, she had chosen someone else. Now… things had changed. It was over with Keifer. Completely.

I could see it in the way she moved, the way she held herself—cautious, still guarded. But her walls weren't directed at me. I stayed close, silently protective. I didn't push. I didn't demand. I would wait. Patient. Quiet.

Because she needed someone steady, someone she could trust, and I was willing to be that. Not just because I cared—though I did, more than I could say—but because I wanted her safe, even from herself sometimes. And maybe… just maybe… now there was a chance for me.

Jay POV

It's been three weeks since that… King of Ulupong left. Three weeks since Keifer went to London, leaving this quiet, heavy emptiness in its wake. I've ignored everyone—Section E, Cin, the whispers—they don't matter. I've built walls around myself, letting no one in, except Yuri.

And slowly… I feel myself leaning into him without realizing it. Every time we talk, I notice the way he listens, really listens, when I ramble about nothing. Every laugh we share, every small joke, every moment where he makes me feel like I can breathe—it's pulling me closer, piece by piece.

I catch myself glancing for him when he's not there. I notice the way my chest lifts a little when he smiles at me, the little comfort I feel when his hand brushes mine by accident—or maybe not by accident. I never expected it, not after everything with Keifer, but I can't deny it. I'm starting to care about Yuri, more than I thought I could.

Then, one day, he steps closer, looking nervous, almost scared, but determined. "Jay," he says, voice low, firm but trembling slightly, "it's been almost three weeks since… since he left. Only a week left before everything goes back to normal. I'm scared… I don't want to lose you again."

My heart freezes. The words hang in the air between us. I feel my chest tightening, my pulse racing.

"I… I need you," he continues, taking a careful step closer. "Be with me. Even with the engagement… even if everyone says we shouldn't… I want a real relationship with you before… before everything else. Please. I'm asking. I need you."

I swallow, my lips parting slightly. I can feel the warmth spreading in my chest, the tension twisting into something tender, something I can't fight. I've started to care about him, yes. Slowly, quietly, but undeniably.

"I… I'll be with you," I whisper, voice soft, honest. "Because… I've started to care about you, Yuri. More than I expected. And… I also wanna be with you. I realized… I also have a crush on you."

A small, shy smile spreads across my face. It's strange, admitting it out loud, but it feels right. Every laugh, every shared moment from the last three weeks—the comfort, the quiet support, the small touches I barely noticed before—it all makes sense now. I've begun to attach myself to him, truly, fully, in ways I didn't think I could after everything with Keifer.

Yuri POV

My chest tightens the moment I see Jay's eyes on me, soft, hesitant, yet… something else. Something I've been waiting to see for weeks. She's been quiet, distant to everyone else, but for me… she's been slowly opening up.

When I finally hear her whisper, "I… I also wanna be with you. I realized… I also have a crush on you," my heart nearly stops.

I can't help the smile that spreads across my face, relief and joy flooding through me. Every laugh we've shared over the past three weeks, every little moment where she leaned on me, every small joke… it all makes sense now.

I take a careful step closer, not wanting to scare her, not wanting to rush anything. "Jay…" I murmur, voice soft, trembling slightly. "You… you really mean that?"

She nods, shy but certain. My heart feels like it could burst. I reach out slowly, letting my hand brush hers—not too much, just enough so she feels it. "I've… been wanting this for weeks," I admit, eyes locked on hers. "I didn't want to push you, not while Keifer was still here… but now, knowing how you feel… I just… I want to be with you too."

Relief washes over me, but it's mixed with a new kind of hope. Hope that she'll let me in completely, hope that we can share something real before everything changes.

And as I watch her smile, shy and nervous, I feel it—every beat of my heart telling me that this… this is where I'm supposed to be.

Jay POV

Since that day, things have been… different. I feel it every time I see Yuri. Every laugh we share, every small conversation, every accidental brush of his hand—it all makes my chest tighten in the best way. I find myself looking for him, craving his presence without even realizing it.

We've started spending more time together, just the two of us. Walking through Section E, sitting somewhere quiet during lunch, sharing little jokes no one else understands. I catch myself smiling at him when he's not even looking, and it scares me a little—how much I've started caring. But it also feels… safe. Comfortable. Right.

He notices, of course. Yuri always notices. And every time his eyes meet mine, there's this quiet understanding between us, unspoken but powerful. No one else matters right now. Not Cin, not Section E, not the engagement. Just him.

Sometimes he teases me, soft and playful, making me laugh until my cheeks hurt. Other times, he's serious, protective, making sure I'm okay in ways no one else even thinks to notice. I realize… I've started to rely on him. I trust him in a way I never trusted anyone else.

And I know… I like him. I really like him. Maybe even more than I realized in the beginning. Every moment, every smile, every touch—it all pulls me closer.

Yuri POV

Every time I'm with Jay, it feels like the world slows down. The way she smiles at me, the way she laughs at my dumb jokes, the way she leans into me just a little when we walk… it's addictive. I've waited weeks for this, waited for her to finally let herself care about me, and now she has.

I'm careful, though. I don't push her. I just let her feel comfortable, let her laugh, let her talk. Every small moment where she lets her walls down feels like a victory. And I notice it—the way she starts to look at me, the little shy smiles, the soft touches. She's mine… but not fully yet. And I don't want to rush it.

Still, sometimes, I can't help but reach for her hand, hold it a little longer than necessary. Sometimes I brush her hair back from her face, just so I can see her eyes better. And every time I do, my heart pounds.

She's not just my crush anymore. She's… everything I've wanted. And I know it won't be easy—Keifer might come back. The engagement is still there. But for now… for this moment… she's with me. And I'll protect her, make her feel safe, make her laugh, and show her that I care more than anyone else ever could.

Jay POV

I never thought I'd feel this way again. After everything with Keifer, after all the chaos, I didn't think I could trust someone—or care about someone—this deeply. But Yuri… he's different. He listens, he notices, he's patient. Every small moment we share builds something I didn't even know I was missing.

I lean a little closer when we walk, let his hand brush mine without thinking. I laugh a little louder when he teases me, savor the way he smiles when I do. And in my chest, there's this warmth, this quiet certainty that… I'm starting to fall for him. Fully. Completely.

And maybe, just maybe, this time… things could finally be right.

Jay POV

I hear the door slam, and my stomach drops. Keifer… he's back. Just like that, he's here, like he never left, like the last three weeks never happened. My chest tightens.

I feel Yuri stiffen beside me, hand tightening around mine without me even noticing. I shouldn't care—Keifer and I are finished—but my heart races anyway. Memories flash: King Ground, the chaos, the way he touched me, kissed me…

Keifer steps closer, eyes scanning the room, and then they lock on me. That same cold intensity, that same dangerous aura. "Jay," he says, low, almost growling, "we need to talk."

I swallow, trying to stay calm. "Keifer… it's over," I say firmly, my voice steady, even though my pulse is racing.

He tilts his head, like he's both amused and frustrated. "Over? Do you really think it's that simple?"

I glance at Yuri, who doesn't move, doesn't let go of my hand. My chest swells with something I hadn't realized before—protection, safety, trust. Yuri is here. And right now… he's mine.

Keifer POV

I stepped into the room, feeling the tension immediately. Jay is with someone else. Yuri. And of course… it should be simple. But it's not. I can feel it—the way she looks at him, the way she leans into him, the way she trusts him.

I want to push him aside, take her back, claim her… but I can't. Not fully. Not without risking everything. My family, the company, the future—they drag her into my mess if I act rashly.

Still… part of me can't stand it. I step closer, letting my eyes meet hers. "Jay," I growl, trying to keep control, trying to remind her of what I mean to her. "We need to talk."

Yuri doesn't flinch. Neither does Jay. She stands there, calm, resolute. And that… that actually stings.

Yuri POV

I feel Keifer's presence before I even see him. The tension is immediate. Jay stiffens beside me, hand gripping mine a little tighter.

He steps closer, and I can feel the danger radiating off him, the control he wants to exert. But I won't let him scare me. Not with Jay here. Not with her trusting me, letting me stand by her side.

"Jay," Keifer growls, low and dangerous. "We need to talk."

I glance at Jay. She doesn't move. She doesn't falter. And I know… she's choosing me. Choosing to stay. Choosing to trust me, even in the face of someone like Keifer.

I step slightly in front of her, protective but calm. "She's not going anywhere," I say firmly, voice steady. "So if you want to talk… talk to me first."

Keifer's eyes flash with something dark, frustrated, maybe even a little… respect? He pauses. And in that pause, I see it—the moment he realizes Jay isn't alone anymore

Jay POV

Keifer grabs my arm gently but firmly. "Jay, we need to talk… somewhere quiet," he says, and there's no room for argument. I glance at Yuri, who simply nods, trusting me to follow.

We walk down the hall, the noise of Section E fading behind us. My heart is racing, but it's not just fear—it's anticipation. Every step feels heavier, like the air itself is charged with something important. Keifer stops at a small, empty room, the door closing behind us with a soft click. The quiet hits me, and I feel exposed, vulnerable, but also… ready.

"Sit," he says, voice low, tense. He sits across from me, leaning forward, hands clasped. My chest tightens as I realize how serious he looks. I've never seen him like this—no anger, no teasing, no chaotic energy. Just… honesty.

"I need you to understand," he begins, eyes locking onto mine. "Everything I did… all the chaos, all the pushing you away… it wasn't because I didn't care. It was the opposite. My family… it's complicated. I'm about to turn eighteen. My grandfather wants me to take over the company, but the elders… they won't allow it easily. If you got involved… you'd be dragged into my mess. I couldn't let that happen."

My mind whirls. I thought I knew him, but this… this is something I never imagined.

"I love you, Jay," he continues, voice rough, almost breaking. "More than anything in this world. And I had to push you away to keep you safe. Every choice I made… it was for you."

I swallow hard, trying to hold back the mix of tears and disbelief. "You… you really did all of this for me?" I whisper, voice shaking.

He nods slowly. "Yes. I never wanted to hurt you. Not ever. But I had to. To protect you from everything my life will throw at me."

Yuri POV

I follow quietly, letting Jay lead my pace with her hand brushing mine. The hall feels tense, each step echoing softly. When Keifer finally closes the door behind us, I feel the charged silence immediately.

Jay's eyes are wide, vulnerable, searching Keifer for answers. And I watch him—Keifer—the man who scared her, hurt her, and yet clearly loves her more than anything. I see the tension leave her shoulders slowly, replaced by a cautious understanding.

Keifer's voice is low, raw, filled with honesty I've rarely heard from him. "I had to protect her… she couldn't be dragged into my family's chaos."

I squeeze Jay's hand lightly, a silent anchor. She doesn't flinch. I can feel her processing, her heart opening in small cracks, realizing the truth. Keifer might have been cruel, dangerous, even chaotic—but it was all to protect her.

And in that quiet room, I feel something shift. I see Jay begin to forgive—not fully, not yet—but she understands now. She trusts me enough to stand beside me, and I will protect her, no matter what comes next.

Keifer POV

I watch Jay, every flicker of emotion on her face. Confusion, hurt, surprise… but slowly, understanding. That's what I wanted. I needed her to understand why I did everything I did, even if it looked cruel.

"I love you, Jay," I repeat, letting the words hang in the air. "And every decision, every lie… it was to keep you safe. I can't control the family or the company yet, but I can control keeping you out of harm's way."

I glance at Yuri, who hasn't moved, hasn't let go of her. Protective. Steady. And I can't hate him for that. Not now. My focus is Jay. Always Jay.

Her lips tremble slightly as she whispers, "I… I understand."

It's not a full forgiveness—but it's enough. Enough to know she sees the truth. Enough to know that my love for her, messy and chaotic,

Jay POV

I stare at Keifer, my chest tight, but it's different this time. I understand him now. I see why he did everything—the lies, the chaos, the way he pushed me away. It wasn't cruelty. It was love, twisted and messy, but love all the same.

And yet… my heart doesn't skip for him anymore. It doesn't ache for him. It belongs to Yuri. Every laugh we shared, every small touch, every quiet moment over these past three weeks—it all belongs to Yuri. He's the one who makes me feel safe, the one I want, the one I've chosen.

I glance at Yuri, sitting close, his hand brushing mine gently. That warmth in my chest, the flutter, the relief—that's where my heart lives now. And I realize fully, finally: I'm not thinking of Keifer that way anymore. Not even a little.

I meet Keifer's eyes, voice calm, steady. "I understand why you did it," I say softly. "And… I'm grateful, truly. But my heart… it's with Yuri now."

The weight in the room shifts slightly. Relief? Confusion? I don't know, and I don't care. I feel… certain. I feel free. I feel alive in a way I haven't with Keifer.

Yuri's hand finds mine, and I squeeze it lightly. My chest swells, and for the first time in weeks, I breathe without tension. The past with Keifer doesn't hurt anymore. It's history. My heart has moved on.

I am with Yuri. I chose him. And nothing—no chaos, no family, no lingering shadows of Keifer—can change that.

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