Meri zindagi ki Paheli galti,
Main jab 16 sal ki thi tab mujhse ek bahut badi galti Ho gai jiski pachtava Aaj bhi Hai Lekin maine ek bahut hi galat Insan ko life partner banali jiske sari jindagi pachtava ke Siva aur kuchh bhi nahin maine uske liye kya kya nahi ki aur usne mujhe bich mahfil mein inkar Kar Diya use samay main bahut hi kamjor Ho Gai thi Lekin main fir bhi maine har nahi Mani uski wajah se Ghar mein bahut galat galat bole mummy papa ki use Insan ke saath kaise rahogi jisne tumhen bich raste mein chhod Diya apni maa baap ki wajah se agar vah tumse pyar Karta to jarur tumhari paas aata aur Sari duniya Se lad jata per vah Aisa nahin Hai Lekin main fir bhi har nahin Mani aur yahi galti Maine fir ki aur is per Maine bahut
bada kadam utha liya uthane uthane ke bad Meri jindagi
Bahut jyada kharab ho gai Na Koi pyar karne Wala na Maa baap koi bhi Sath Na Raha main jindagi mein tanha Ho Gai jaise ki Marne se bhi behtar aur kuchh Aisa pal tha jise main jina nahin chahti thi per upar wale ki karm thi ki Main jindagi ki nai shuruaat karu vaise hi maine jindagi ke fir se shuruaat ki lekin han maine kabhi har nahin Mani aur vah chij
Maine fir se hasil kar liya duniya Wale bahut Tana mare bahut kuchh sahana pada aur bahut Dard bhi Jaise koi mujhse do pal ki pyar ki baten bhi nahin karne lage main vaisa jagah se gujari hun Main khud janti hun ki Main kaise jindagi Gujar hi hun use Insan ke liye Maine Sara Jahan se lad gai aur usne mujhe
Ek hi pal mein Aisa Kar Diya ki Apne maa baap ki ijjat kharab kar de aur maine usi samay mein Kasam Kha Li ki main use kabhi bhi maaf nahin karungi uske liye Maine sari khwaish ko usi jagah mein dafan Kar Diya Maine FIR usse milane ki koshish Na ki per Dil bahut hi nadan Hai Maine fir bhi pagalpan ki usko pane ke liye nahin maa baap se Ladi aur usne mujhe ek pal mein begana Kar Diya is dukh Ko mere Dil Ne bahut hi mushkil waqt se gujari hun main FIR apni man baap ko nuksan nahin pahunchaungi isiliye maine usse bolane ki bahut koshish ki fir bhi Mera Dil nahin Mana aur maine FIR Se wahi galti ki Jahan mujhe Koi sambhalne wala nahin tha aur main bahut lachar thi Kar bhi Kya sakti thi Dil ki baten Kisi kah sakti dukh Dil mein rah Gaya pyar Dil mein dafan Ho Gaya uske liye Maine Kasam Khai ki main use kabhi Na dekhun per upar wale ki marji mujhe vah rah mein Mil Gaya aur Main use dekh Kar bahut Rone lagi ki ek bar mujhse milane to aata ek bar mere dil ki hal ki baten to puchta ek bar mujhse kahkar to dekhta tune apni maa baap ki vajah se mujhe chhod Diya ek rasta per main kitni roi kitni chillai Koi nahin suna tumhare alava main Kisi Se bhi pyar nahin Kiya aur tune mujhe aisi rah mein chhod Diya ki use jagah se
nikal nahin paati vah bhi dekh ke mujhe Rone Laga kahane Laga apni maa baap ki wajah se majbur hun Varna to Main Tere liye jaan bhi De sakta hun agar Main Jaan De du meri maa ki ek hi beta to tum mujhse hamesha contact mein rahana Lekin main tumse shaadi nahin kar sakta maine bola kya kharabi hai mujhmein mein Jo tu mujhse shaadi nahin kar sakta usne kaha Meri Man ki pasand nahin Ho Tum main tlumhare tasvir apni Maa Ko dikhaya usne dekhne ki bavjud sidhe inkar Kar Diya ki mera ek hi beta hai main use Kisi kharab ladki se shaadi karne ki ijaajat nahin de sakti aur mera dil usi samay Tut Gaya aur maine kaha Tere liye meri jaan bhi diya tune Apne man baap ki vajah Se mujhe chhod raha hai tu kabhi Khush nahin rah payega main rongi aur tu tu bhi roega dekhna ek din Aisa aaega ki tu Mera bagair ji nahin payega aur lagbhag 6 mahine Ho Gaye use Meri yaad aa he gayi vah kahane Laga chal main bhag jata hun tumhare sath maine kaha nahi bahut mushkil Se khud Ko sambhali hun aur ab Aisa me kar nahin sakti usne kaha Main tumhare bagair ab nahin rah Sakta maine kaha jab Meri tumhari jarurat thi tab tune mujhe inkar Kar Diya apni maa baap ki wajah se ek pyar Ko tumne Dhokha Diya Hai aur FIR tumne kah rahe ho ki mere pass a jao Aisa Ho nahin Sakta ki Main tumhare pass Chali jao usne bahut Rone Laga ki tum mere pyar ho use waqt tumhara pyar kahan gaya tha jab main ro rahi thi mere baap Meri Maa bahut mushkil se abhi mere gharwale mere Sath Hai aur tu fir mujhe aisa baat karta hai to vah kahane Laga ki main Apne maa baap ki wajah se majbur tha to Main kaha abhi kya hua kyaw tumhare maa baap nahin bolte
To vah kaha ki main apne man baap Ko Mana chuka hun Meri Khushi mein unki Khushi Hai Maine kaha per ab Meri Khush rahiye Jo ladka use waqt mein se kah diya sar mahfil ke samne main ise nahin jaanta to fir Q aaj aaye ho to Kaha ab mere Dil nahin manta tumhare bagair to maine kaha use waqt Mera pyar kahan gaya tha jab main ro rahi thi chilla rahi thi Koi nahin sunta tha aur ajj aaye tumhen tumse pyar Karta Hun nikal Ja Meri najar se Jo mujhse pyar nahin karta vah Mera sath kya dega jindagi Bhar maine use Aisa kahe ki vahan se jaane ko kah diya per Bhala kahan din Kishor ki Dil Na Mane pyar tu pyar hota Hai usi waqt maine apne ghar mein Aakar bahut Rone lagi vah Mera pyar tha mere junoon tha Mera Aashiq tha maine use thukra Diya kyunki mujhe vah pahle Se thukra chuka tha isiliye kahati hun jindagi mein pyar Karo to soch samajh ke jindagi ki pahal ek aisi pahal hai jise jindagi ek bar dobara mauka deti Hai aur vah mauka aakhri hota Hai pyar bhi aakhri hota Hai aur use ko laga ke kaha Main bhi bahut pyar karti hun kya mujhse pahle jaisa pyar karta hai usne kaha Main sari kasme khata hoon jab Se tumse Mila tab Se mere Dil mein Bechain Kya hota Hai na rah sakta hun tumhare Bina maine kaha use waqt Mera pyar kahan gaya tha jis waqt mein roti thi usne kaha Main lachar tha majbur tha apni Maa ki wajah se FIR maine kaha theek hai dekhti hun maa agar man gai to theek hai main tumse call karke bataungi usne kaha agar nahin tumhare ghar wale Mane to maine kaha tumhari maa ki tarah nahin Hai vaha Meri Man hai apni aulad ki Khushi chahti hai ki meri aulad Jahan bhi Rahe khush rahe acche se Rahe use pyar karne Wale mere Jaise mainePala hai usi tarah rakhen usi tarah pyar Karen har Maa ki
Maa ki khwahish hoti hai ki meri aulad acche se acche Ghar mein jaaye aur use Meri taraf pyar karne Wala mile bus aur kya bus yahi jindagi ki Meri kahani Hai pyar ki ek pal jindagi ki shuruaat ki kahani hai jisme me maine jindagi ki nai shuruaat ki FIR usi Insan Se Meri shaadi ki Or aur meri Aaj ek Nana Sa baby hai jise main bahut pyar karti hun apni Jaan ki tarah use Koi dukh Na pahunchaye waise Apne pyar Karti đź’“