Ham sab Ne kahin na kahin jin ke bare me Sun Rakha Hai kabhi logon Se to kabhi kahaniyon se Ham sabhi ko pata hai ki Jin do prakar ke hote hain acche bhi aur bure bhi acche din Jo kahin na kahin insanon ki madad bhi kar lete hain lekin bure jin aise hote hain jinse aapka pala pad jaaye to aapki jindagi tabah Ho jaati Hai, aur Noor ki kismat ne bhi uski mulakat ek aise jin se kara Di Jahan and ate ate samjho maut ka Sauda ho chuka tha.
Noor tripoli ke pass ek hostel town me Raha karti thi Noor ko Libya shift hue Mahaj do se teen sal hi hue the aur usne abhi itna jagah explorer nahin kiya tha. Noor 19 sal ki thi, Noor Shan thi simple thi aur kitabon ki deewani thi uske dost hamesha majak me kahate the Noor Tum insano Se jyada kagjo or kitabon Se pyar Karti Ho aur unka kahana galat bhi nahin tha, Noor ke liye zindagi ka sabse sukun bhara pal woh hota tha jab apni library ka satar band karke purani diary ya map lekar Akeli hi Kisi historical jagah ki Khoj per nikal jaati thi noor ka shauk Baki logon se bahut alag tha jahan logon ka shauk ghumna, firna, Masti karna tha lekin vahi per Noor khandaron ki chikhati hui khamoshi mein khud Ko Zinda mahsus karti thi.
Ek din decide Karti Hai ki instan City laptus Magna ki taraf jayegi, ek aisi jagah Jahan din ke waqt bahut sare tourist aate the ghumne ke liye lekin Raat ke waqt vahan per Koi kadam Tak nahin rakhta tha reason tha vahan par faili Hui kahaniyan, kahate Hain un veeran imaraton tute hue rominar cheese, aur samander ke kinare bikhri Hui reto per Insan nahin sirf Jin rahte hain. Nur ke liye yah sab sirf ek kahaniyan thi library ki kitabon per likhi hui bus ek kahaniyan. Lekin uske Dil ke andar ek Ajeeb Si bechaini thi ek khud Se Kiya hua sawal kya yah kahaniyan Sach Hai kya Insan aur jin ke raste kabhi takrae bhi hai kya sach mein Jin Insan Se Mohabbat kar baithte hai ya fir ye sab sirf kahaniyan hoti hai. Aur isi taraf ne Noor ko majbur kar diya tha vahan jaane ke liye vo sochati hai ki Chalo ek bar vahan jakar dekha jaaye.
Sham Dhalte hi Jaise hi Aasman ka rang neele se Kala hota Gaya Noor apni diary aur torch lekar chal padati hai khud Se kahati Hai ki bus ek chhoti Si walk hogi bus dekhna hai ki Sach aur afsano ke bich Kitna farak hai lekin Nur Ko Jara bhi andaza nahin tha ki jis chij ko vo Chhota Sa walk Keh Rahi Thi vo uski zindagi ki sabse lambi aur daravani Raat hogi.
Noor use jagah per pahunchti hai samundar ke kinare vah jagah bahut shant Thi Noor ko Mano Jannat mil chuki thi, itna sukun or Shanti use kabhi mahsus nahin hua jitna use us jagah per jakar mahsus ho raha tha.
Noor chupchap un lehro ke bich me jakar baith jaati Hai aur us Mausam ka Anand le hari thi, use sirf pakshiyon ki awaaz sunai de rahi thi aur samander ki laharon ki aawajen sunai de rahi thi Noor vahin baithi Thi aur apni hi khyalon me khoi hui thi. Noor ki ek aadat rahti Thi vah hamesha jab Khali baithi Rehtinthi ya bahut achcha feel karte rahti thi to vah poem likhti thi aur vaise hi us Raat Ko vah poem likhna shuru karti hai, Noor ko ek hamsafar ki talash thi vo us age se gujar rahi thi ki kaisa lagta hai relationship me aana,jo aapki care kare, jo aap se bahut pyar karta ho. filhal to Noor ki Humsafar uski diary thi jisme vo apni sari feelings byan karti thi or isi tarike se usne poam likhi thi " har lehre mere dil ko sajda karti hai or har sahil teri yaado ka haram lagta hai,tere husn ka Noor chand se bhi Roshan hai ,meri ruh ka har naks teri mohabbat ka asar lagta hai,ye Mehboob Tera zikr Meri labon ka vo Dua Hai jo raat ki tahajun me Rab Se guftgu lagta hai." Ye line ke and karte hi Noor ko pichhe se kisi ke chalne ki awaaz aati Hai vo awaz sunte hi Noor turant ekadam ghabra jaati Hai kyunki use abhi tak lag raha tha ki vah yahan per Akeli hai, Noor Jahan piche mudkar dekhti Hai to piche char ladke Khade hote Hain aur Charon ladke vahan per aapas me Hi baten karte rahte hain Nur unhen dekar thoda uncomfortable feel karti hai aur vo vahan se jaane lagti Hai vo apna dupatta niche karti hai aur chupchap niche dekha jaane lagti Hai tabhi use kuchh feel hota hai aur vah apni najre uthakar upar dekhti Hai lekin Achanak se un Charon me Se Kisi ek ladke Se takra jaati Hai aur vah uski aankhon mein dekhne lagti hai aur vah ladka bhi uski aankhon mein dekhne lagta ha Noor apne aap ko sambhalti hai aur jaldi se apne ghar ki or nikal padati hai noor ghar jakar aaram se fresh hokar khana vana kha kar so jaati Hai. Aur vah sote huye sochati hai ki theek hai vo jagah utni bhi daravani nahi hai jitna log sochte Hain vahan to ek alag sa sukun tha faltu mein log aisi kahaniyan banaen baithe Hain, Noor ki jo talap thi vo bhi khatam ho jati hai or vo chan se so jati hai, jiske bad noor ko Sapna aata Hai ki vah Kisi registan ke andar hai uske pair registan ki mitti mein dhas rahe ho jab Noor upar ki taraf dekhti Hai to upar Jo Chand hota hai vah bhi aadha chamak Raha hota hai aur aadha dhundhla hota Hai vahan ki hawa bhi thandi Thi lekin uske sath ek Ajeeb Si jalan bhi thi jaise hawa me aag ki chingariya ghul gai ho vo kafi ajib ji filling thi jaise koi lakdi hai jo body ke paas jal rahi ho noor ko samajh hi nahi aa raha tha ki vah Kya Kare tabhi use samne Se ek parchhai najar aati Hai jo uski tarafhi aa raha hota hai,uski Aankhen ekadam Lal thi upar chhai uske pass Aakar kahta Hai ki tum sirf meri ho Noor ke hoth khule reh gaye lekin uski awaaz uske gale me hi atak gai thi Na jaane aisa kya hota hai Noor ko ehsas hota hai ki uske hathon me Kisi Ne Jalti hui lakadi ko Rakh Diya ho vah jor se chillati hui nind se jaag jaati Hai finally vah thoda sa relax karti hai ki vah sirf ek Sapna tha per pata nahin use kahan se jaldi hui lakdi ki badbu yaha tak aa rahi thi. Noor jyada sochati nahi hai aur Pani pikar fir se so jaati Hai. Agale din Se Noor ki jindagi badalne lagti Hai Jaise uski room ka darvaja apne aap khul Jana, khidkiyon ke parde apne aap hilte rehna, Noor Ne socha Shayad ye uska bahan Hai tabhi vah ek jagah baithi hui thi aur vo dekhti hai ki table par ek kuran rakha hai uska ek Panna ajib tarah Se Hil Raha hota Hai jab vah us page ko jakar dekhti Hai to vo page puri tarha printed tha lekin Kisi Ne alag se pen se kuchh likhe tha Quran mein likha tha ki Jin Insan ko dekh sakte hain lekin Insan jinko nahin dekh sakte yah dekhkar Noor ajib sa fill karti hai ki ye koi kaise likh sakta hai vah kuchh sochati usse pahle uski ammi use awaaz lagati Hai aur Nur jyada kuchh Na sochte hue vahan se Chali jaati Hai yese hi kuchh din bitte hai. ek din Nur Apne bistar per let kar nind ka intezar hi kar rahi thi ki use uske Kan ke pass kuchh fusfusahat sunai deti Hai ki mai yaha hu ye sunte hi Nur ke gale mein uski shans atag gai
Jab vo uth kar dekhti hai to vaha par koi nahi rehta, lekin vo ek baat notice karti hai ki jab bhi vah so kar uthti hai to uska badan bahut dard karta hai jaise kisi ne uske body par koi bhari saman rakh diya ho.
Aise hi kuchh din beet jaate Hain is bich Noor ki halat bahut jyada kharab hone lagti Hai vah din bhar din patali hone lagti hai aankhon ke niche kale gaddhe hone lagte Hain, yah baat Nur ki ammi notice Karti Hai Lekin unhen lagta hai ki vah diet per hogi yah vajan kam karne ki vajah se hoga. Aise hi ek din noor kitchen me kuchh kam kar rahi Hoti Hai tabhi uski ammi ko kitchen se kuchh Saman girne ka awaaz aata Hai uski ammi Nur ko awaaz lagati Hai per unhe Noor ka koi jawab nahin aata yah dekhkar uski ammi ghabrakar jaldi se kitchen ki or jaati Hai vah dekhti Hai ki Nur jameen per Giri Hui Hai vah Noor ko awaaz lagati Hai per vah nahin uthati vah dekhti Hai ki noor Jo banaa rahi thi vah kitchen mein faila hua tha, tabhi vaha par noor ke Papa bhi a jaate Hain aur Noor ko aise dekha ghabra jaate Hain aur use turant room mein le jaate Hain. Thodi der mein doctor bhi vahan Aaj jate hai or Noor ka checkup karte Hain unhe kuchh samaj nahin aata vah bas itna kehte hai ki kamjori ki vajah se behosh Ho Gai thi. Aisi hi Noor ki halat din ba din bigadati jaati Hai vah aur patali hoti jaati Hai jaise ki vah ek dhacha Ho uske sharir mein Koi Mans Na Ho uske aankhon ke niche gehre gaddhe Ho jaate Hain, yah sab dekhkar bhi Noor ke mummy papa ko koi fikra hi nahi thi Jaise ki unhen Kisi Ne rok Rakha Ho uski upar Dhyan dene ko.
Ek din Noor ke Papa Apne office mein Apne manager ke sath baithe the tabhi usnke manager Ne Noor ke bare me poochha tab uske Papa unhe sari baat batai yah sari baat sunkar manager samajh gaya ki ye koi bimari nahi hai,or manager Ne Noor ke Papa ko samajhya or bataya ki unke papa ek bahut bade amil hai, manager Ne unhe apne papa se Milne ki salah di noor ke Papa unse milne ke liye tayar ho gaye Vah dono sham ko unse milne ka plan banate hai. Thode der baad noor ke Papa ke paas ek call aata hai vah daudte hue apne ghar ki or jate hai, manager ke puchhme par vah batate hai ki noor ki tabiyat bahut kharab ho rahi hai manager ko kuchh ajib lagne laga ki yaha par hamne papa se Milne ka plan banaya or vaha noor ki tabiyat kharab ho gayi. Vaha noor ke Papa jab ghar pahuchte hai tabhi noor apne bed se uth kar daudte hoye aati hai or apne papa ka gala bahut joro se pakad leti hai,noor ke Papa ye sab dekh kar hairan ho jate hai. Tabhi vaha manager or uske Papa aa jate hai or darwaza khatkhatane lagte hai, noor awaaz sun kar dar jati hai or jaldi se apne room me jakar room ka darwaza band kar deti Hai. Noor ki ammi darwaza kholti hai, noor ke Papa manager ke Papa ko dekh kar unhe sari baat batate hai manager ke Papa ke sath do or log aaye the, vo sabhi noor ke room ki or jane lagte hai darwaza andar se band tha, noor ki ammi ke paas ek or chabi thi jisse vah room ko khol deti hai vah sabhi room me jate hai lekin noor room me nahi thi tabhi unki nazar almira ke upar jati hai, noor almira ke upar baithi unhe dekh rahi thi uski aankhe lal thi or vo unhe dekh kar muskura rahi thi. Manager ke Papa ne apne sath aaye admiyo ko ishara kiya, vah dono almira ke paas jakar khade ho gaye. Manager ke Papa or vo dono admi kuchh mantra padne Lage, mantra ki Aawaz sun kar noor chillane lagi, chikhne lagi, uski ankhen ekdam lal ho gai, alim or dono admiyo ne mantra padna band nahi kiya, noor Jo ghabrai hu thi vah dhire dhire almira se niche utarti hai or alim ke paas jakar baith jati hai, alim usse kahta hai jo kuchh bhi andar hai vah bahar aa Jaye ham use kuchh nahi karenge noor bilkul bhi nahi hilti alim usse dhire se chhute hai tabhi Noor ke bagal me ek parchhai aker baithti hai, alim samajh to jate hai ki ye kya hai fir bhi vo saval javad karte rahte hai, alim usse puchhte hai ki kon hai tu or kya chahta hai lekin saval ka javab noor de rhi thi, mano jaise vo saya abhi bhi noor ke andar ho vo kahta hai ki vo ek jin hai or jab us din noor lactic magna gai thi tab jo use char ladke mile the or jisse uski nazare takrai thi vo ek jin tha or jab noor ki nazar usse mili tabhi se usne noor ke andar kabja kar liya or usi raat se vo noor ke andar tha. Jab Noor raat ko roya karti thi tab vo sarir se bahar aata tha or uske sath kuchh aisa kart tha jo jise sun kar logo ki ruh kap jaye, alim use noor ka sarir ko chodne ko kahte hai lekin jin manta hi nahi vo kehta hai ki main noor ke sath ye tab tak karta rahunga jab tak Noor uski nahi ho jati. Alim ko in sab chijo ke bare me jyada jankari thi, alim apne hi imam ke sath or kuchh sochte hai or age ki prakriya suru karte hai, jin ye sab dekh kar ghabra jata hai, vo kahta hai ki thik hai main yaha se chala jaunga par tum mujhe kuch nhi karoge, unke bich ek Sauda ho jata or jin noor ke sarir ko hamesha ke liye chhod kar chala jata hai or noor bhi dhere dhere thik ho jati hai. Jin to chala jata hai par jab noor ko pata chalta hai ki uske sath kya kya hua hai uske Karan uski life me bahut si dikkte aati hai, vo depression me chali jati hai. Vo ladki jo hamesha kitabo me khoi rehti thi, jise jyada tar akele rehna achchha lagta tha, vo akele me hi kahi kho si jati thi, khud se hi bate karti rehti thi, roti thi. Jab raat hota tha to use ek ajib sa dar lagta tha, jo jayas bhi tha. Ab vo apne mummy papa ke sath hi soti thi light tak off nahi karne deti thi. Ek sal tak ye sab chalta hara, uski medicine chalti rahi, vo doctors ke paas, therapist ke paas gai hai or abhi tak vo puri tarha se thik nahi hui hai. Jaha noor ko in sabhi jagho me Jana achchha lagta tha Khali khandar jagho me, ab vo un jagho ko dekhti tak nahi hai, samne se koi aa raha ho to unse nazre tak nahi milati. Kahi na kahi ye dar uske man me basa hua hai or usse is dar se bahar nikalne me thoda time lagega, kitna ye pata nahi.