meri zindagi ke badalte padhao

Jab mein choti thi I mean 6 to 12 year jab mein bahut innocent and careless thi mujhe lagta thha ki mein sab ke liye bahut achi or pyar bachi thi mujhe lagta thha ki mein sab ke liye important rakhti hun sab mujhe se pyaar karte hai meri care karte hai mujhe marte hai thho shayad mein hee galat hongi mere sath bura behaviour karte hai thho lagta thha ki meri hee galti hai mujhe marna pitna chillana cheekh na badtamiz kahna sab ke samne meri insult karni mujhe bura Bhala kehna yeh sab hone ka bawa jud mein soch thi thhi ki yeh mere bade hai mera bura kabhi nhi chahiye lekin yeh log insaan nhi darindey hai or fhir