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Chapter 3 - The Last Dance Always Hurts the Most

Iris POV

 

The dress was a mistake.

Iris knew it the moment she pulled it on. Midnight blue silk, fitted at the waist, the kind of dress that made strangers look twice. She had worn it once before, eight months ago, and Gabriel had gone completely still when she walked out of the bedroom. He hadn't said anything. He never said anything. But his eyes had stayed on her the whole evening in a way that made her feel like she existed.

She had buried it in the back of the wardrobe after that.

Tonight she dug it out because tonight was the last night and she wanted to feel real one more time before she went back to being nobody.

The car was warm when she slid in beside him. Gabriel sat close, closer than usual, and she kept her face toward the window and thought about the notebook she had found that morning and told herself to stop thinking about it.

Then he reached over and took her hand.

She almost pulled away. It was pure reflex. Two years of careful distance had made pulling away from him automatic. But she stopped herself. She let his hand cover hers and stared at the city lights and said absolutely nothing.

His thumb moved in slow circles on her skin.

She kept her face toward the window so he couldn't see what that small thing was doing to her.

The gala was everything these events always were. Crystal chandeliers and white tablecloths and people who owned things talking about the things they owned. Iris smiled at the right people, laughed at the right moments, stood at Gabriel's side looking exactly like his wife was supposed to look.

But tonight something was different.

Tonight Gabriel kept touching her. Not the formal hand at her back he used when cameras were near. Real touches. His fingers brushing her wrist when they walked. His shoulder pressing against hers when they stood together listening to speeches. At one point he leaned down to say something quiet near her ear and his face was so close she felt his breath on her cheek and she had to breathe very carefully for a long moment after.

When the orchestra started, he turned and held out his hand.

He didn't ask. He just offered it.

She looked at it for one second too long. Then she took it.

The dance floor was crowded but she barely noticed anyone around them. Gabriel pulled her close. Much closer than any of their other public dances. His hand was warm at the small of her back. Her hand rested against his chest and she could feel his heartbeat.

The orchestra was playing something slow. The kind of music that climbs into your chest uninvited.

His face lowered toward her hair. She felt his breath.

"I hate these things," he said quietly.

She almost laughed. "You've attended hundreds of them."

"That doesn't mean I like them." A pause. "I only tolerated them because of you."

She kept moving. Her face stayed calm. Inside, her heart was doing something deeply inconvenient.

"You tolerated me too," she said carefully.

"No." His voice was quiet and certain. "I never tolerated you, Iris."

She didn't answer. She didn't trust her voice.

They danced through the whole song. Then the next one started and neither of them stepped back.

"I'm afraid of tomorrow," he said against her hair.

She closed her eyes for just a moment. "You shouldn't be. You're free tomorrow. That was always the plan."

"Is it."

Not a question. Something heavier than a question.

"You wrote the contract," she said. "You set the terms. Two years. Clean separation."

"I know what I wrote."

"Then you know tomorrow is exactly what you built."

He was quiet. The music moved around them. Somewhere nearby someone laughed. The world kept going, cheerful and indifferent, completely unconcerned that Iris Mercer was quietly falling apart on a dance floor.

"What if I built the wrong thing," Gabriel said.

She pulled back just enough to look at him.

His grey eyes were on her face. Completely open in a way she had never once seen. Not in two years. Not a single time. Gabriel Stone always had his guard up. It was as natural to him as breathing. But right now he looked like a man who had simply run out of walls.

She had words ready. Three months of swallowed feelings sitting right at the back of her throat. She wanted to say she didn't want to leave. She wanted to say that somewhere between the midnight kitchen conversations and the quiet mornings and the way he always had her coffee ready before she woke up, she had stopped being his contract wife and started being someone who loved him. Genuinely. Completely. Against every piece of sense she had.

But she thought about two years of separate rooms. Two years of being invisible in public. Two years of learning to make herself smaller.

She looked away. "I need some air."

She walked to the balcony before he could respond.

The night was cool and sharp. The city spread out below her, all light and noise, beautiful and indifferent. She gripped the railing and breathed slowly.

He came and stood beside her a minute later.

He didn't speak. He just looked at the same city she was looking at.

After a while his hand found hers on the railing.

She didn't pull away.

They stood like that without speaking. Together and apart at the same time. Close and impossible. Two people who had built something real inside a fake marriage and were standing right on the edge of losing it.

The city hummed below them.

His thumb moved once across her knuckles. Just once.

She stared at the lights and let him hold her hand and told herself this was enough. That she could carry this moment quietly into the rest of her life and that would be enough.

She almost believed it.

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