THE FIELD – 7:00 AM
The grass was wet. The sky was gray. The stands were empty.
Aaron stood at the center circle, alone. His cleats sank into the mud. His breath fogged in the cold. He'd been here since six, running drills, taking shots, trying to quiet the noise in his head.
The noise was winning.
Vicky's face. Mandy's texts. The unknown number. His mother's voice: Leave her. Focus on your books.
He kicked the ball. It sailed past the goalpost. Wide. Useless.
"You're up early."
Kosi walked onto the pitch, hands in his pockets. No cleats. No kit. Just a hoodie and tired eyes.
"I couldn't sleep," Aaron said.
"Nightmares?"
"Something like that."
Kosi picked up the ball. Tossed it in the air. Caught it.
"You're thinking about her."
"Which her?"
"All of them."
Aaron took the ball back. Placed it on the ground. Stepped back.
"I don't know how to be alone," he said.
"Then learn."
"That's not helpful."
"It's not supposed to be. It's just true."
Aaron kicked the ball. This time, it bent left. Found the corner of the net.
Kosi nodded. "Better."
THE LECTURE HALL – 9:00 AM
Dr. Adeola stood at the front of the class, her braids swinging, her smile crooked.
"Today," she said, "we're talking about labels."
A guy in the back raised his hand. "Labels like what?"
"Labels like 'criminal.' 'Deviant.' 'Slut.' 'Psycho.'" She let the words hang. "Who decides? And what happens after you've been labeled?"
Nelly sat in the front row, her pen frozen above her notebook. Beside her, Kelly was doodling a flower.
"The answer," Dr. Adeola continued, "is that once you're labeled, you can't un-label yourself. Not really. You can change. You can grow. But someone will always remember what they called you. And they'll use it against you when it's convenient."
She looked directly at Nelly.
"The question is: what do you do about it?"
Nelly's throat tightened.
Kelly raised her hand. "You own it."
Dr. Adeola raised an eyebrow. "Own it?"
"Yeah. If someone calls you a bitch, you say 'thank you.' If someone calls you crazy, you prove them right." Kelly smiled. "Then they can't use it against you. Because you're already using it yourself."
The class murmured.
Dr. Adeola nodded slowly. "That's one strategy. Aggressive. Effective. But exhausting."
"Everything's exhausting," Kelly said.
"Fair point."
Nelly looked at Kelly. For once, her annoying sister had said something that made sense.
THE BASKETBALL COURT – 12:00 PM
Tryouts.
Oliver stood in a line of twenty guys, all taller, all louder, all hungrier. His heart pounded. His palms were dry. He hadn't used in weeks. His body felt clean. His mind felt sharp.
Coach Ogun walked down the line, clipboard in hand, eyes scanning.
"Number fourteen. Oliver."
"Here."
"Your brother was good. You're not him."
The line laughed. Oliver didn't.
"I know," he said.
Coach Ogun stopped. "What did you say?"
"I said I know I'm not him. But I'm faster. And I want it more."
The coach stared at him. Then he wrote something on his clipboard.
"We'll see."
The drills started. Sprints. Layups. Defensive slides. Oliver's lungs burned. His legs screamed. He kept going.
By the end of the first round, five guys had dropped out.
Oliver wasn't one of them.
THE GIRLS' DORM – 2:00 PM
Zuru was loud. Unbearably loud.
She stood in the middle of the room, phone in hand, reading a text from a guy she'd met over break.
"He said I have 'intoxicating energy.'"
"That's not a compliment," Zizi said.
"It is when he's a poet."
"He's a third-year business student. He's not a poet."
Zuru ignored her. She was already typing back.
Vicky sat on her bed, scrolling through her phone. Aaron had texted her last night. I'm sorry. I miss you. She hadn't replied. She'd read it seventeen times. She hadn't replied.
Ese sat in the corner, watching. Always watching.
"You're doing it again," Zizi said.
"Doing what?"
"Staring at your phone like it killed your dog."
Vicky put the phone down. "I'm not staring."
"You're sulking."
"I'm thinking."
"There's a difference."
Zuru looked up. "If you're going to get back together with him, just do it. The suspense is killing me."
"I'm not getting back together with him."
"Then block his number."
Vicky picked up her phone. Opened Aaron's contact. Stared at the block button.
She didn't press it.
Ese turned a page.
THE FIELD – 4:00 PM
Qualifiers.
The stands were full now. Students. Parents. Strangers. The opposing team was warming up on the other side of the pitch. They were bigger. Faster. Better on paper.
Aaron stood in the tunnel, his teammates around him. The noise from the stands was a dull roar.
Coach Okafor walked down the line. No speech. No cliches. Just a nod.
"You know what to do."
The team ran onto the pitch.
Aaron was last. He looked up at the stands. Found Vicky. She was sitting with Zuru and Zizi. She wasn't cheering. She was just watching.
He looked away.
The whistle blew.
The game began.
THE GAME – FIRST HALF
The first ten minutes were chaos.
The other team pressed high. Their forwards were fast. Their midfielders were ruthless. Aaron's team couldn't keep possession. Every pass was off. Every tackle was late.
In the fifteenth minute, the other team scored.
The stands erupted. Aaron's teammates slumped.
"Wake up!" Aaron shouted. "It's one goal. Just one."
Femi looked at him. "They're better than us."
"They're not better. They're just playing harder. That's different."
Aaron ran to the center circle. Called his teammates in.
"Listen to me," he said. "We're not going to out-skill them. We're not going to out-run them. But we can out-work them. We can want it more."
He looked at each of them.
"Thirty minutes left in the half. Let's make them remember us."
The team nodded.
The whistle blew.
They played like demons.
THE BASKETBALL COURT – SAME TIME
Oliver was still there.
The tryouts had ended an hour ago. The other players had left. The coach had gone inside. But Oliver stayed. Shooting. Dribbling. Running drills.
Peculiar sat in the stands, watching.
"You're going to hurt yourself," she called out.
"I'm going to make the team."
"You don't know that."
"Yes, I do."
He shot. Swish. Shot. Swish. Shot. Missed. Growled. Shot again. Swish.
Peculiar walked down to the court. "Why do you want this so badly?"
He stopped. The ball bounced away.
"Because I need something that's not drugs."
"Basketball is drugs."
"It's a different kind."
She picked up the ball. Held it.
"What happens if you don't make it?"
He looked at her. "I don't think about that."
"Maybe you should."
He took the ball back. Spun it on his finger.
"I'll make it," he said.
He shot. Swish.
THE GAME – SECOND HALF
The score was 2-1. The other team was winning.
Aaron's legs were dead. His lungs were on fire. His head was pounding.
Femi passed him the ball. Aaron dribbled down the wing. A defender came at him. He cut left. The defender stumbled. Aaron kept going. Crossed the ball into the box.
Kehinde headed it. The keeper saved it. The rebound bounced. Aaron ran. His body screamed. He slid. Connected. The ball rolled into the net.
2-2.
The stands exploded.
Aaron lay on the ground, chest heaving. Kosi pulled him up.
"One more," Kosi said.
"I can't."
"Yes, you can."
Aaron looked at the clock. Five minutes left.
He looked at Vicky. She was standing now. Clapping. Not for him. For the team. But it was something.
He ran back to his position.
FULL TIME
The whistle blew.
3-2. Aaron's team had scored in the last minute. A scrappy goal. An ugly goal. The kind that comes from wanting it more.
His teammates mobbed him. Shouting. Crying. Laughing.
Aaron stood in the middle, exhausted, relieved, empty.
He looked at the stands again. Vicky was gone.
THE LOCKER ROOM – AFTER THE GAME
The team was loud. Celebrating. Singing. Someone had brought speakers. Someone had brought drinks.
Aaron sat on a bench, staring at the floor.
Kosi sat beside him.
"We won," Kosi said.
"I know."
"You should be happy."
"I'm tired."
"That's not the same thing."
Aaron pulled out his phone. A message from Mandy: Saw you won. Congrats, cunt. A message from Vicky: Good game. A message from the unknown number: Enjoy the win. It won't last.
He deleted the last one.
"You okay?" Kosi asked.
"No."
"What's wrong?"
Aaron looked at him. "Everything."
THE GIRLS' DORM – NIGHT
Vicky sat on her bed, her phone in her hand.
Zuru was braiding her hair. Zizi was painting her nails. Ese was reading.
"You watched the whole game," Zuru said.
"So?"
"So you still care about him."
"I care about football."
"You don't know the rules of football."
Vicky threw a pillow at her. Zuru caught it.
"I'm just saying," Zuru continued, "if you're going to pretend not to love him, at least be convincing."
"I don't pretend."
"You're doing it right now."
Vicky stood up. "Fuck you."
"Fuck me? You're the one who watched him score a goal and then left before he could see you."
"I didn't want him to see me."
"Why? Because then he'd know you still care?"
Vicky grabbed her jacket. "I'm going for a walk."
"It's dark outside."
"Good."
She walked out.
The door slammed.
Zizi looked at Zuru. "You're annoying."
"I know."
"It's not a compliment."
"I know."
Ese turned a page.
THE PARKING LOT – 10:00 PM
Oliver sat on the hood of his car, staring at the sky.
The tryout results would come tomorrow. He'd done everything he could. Run faster. Shot straighter. Wanted it more.
Now he waited.
Peculiar appeared beside him. "You're still here."
"I'm always here."
She sat next to him. "Results come out tomorrow."
"I know."
"Nervous?"
"Terrified."
"That's good."
"How is that good?"
"Because it means you care."
They sat in silence.
A car pulled into the lot. Headlights cut through the dark. The car parked. The engine died.
Vicky got out.
She saw Oliver. Walked over.
"You look like shit," she said.
"Thanks."
"Did you make the team?"
"I don't know yet."
She nodded. Looked at Peculiar. "You're the sister."
"Peculiar."
"I've heard about you."
"Good things, I hope."
"Not really."
Peculiar smiled. "Good."
Vicky almost smiled back. Then she walked away.
Oliver watched her go. "She's angry."
"She's hurt," Peculiar said.
"What's the difference?"
"A lot."
THE ABANDONED STUDIO – 11:00 PM
Rose stood alone in the dark.
The list was longer now. Seven names. Two she'd crossed out. One she'd added.
Temi had texted her twelve times today. Please talk to me. I'm sorry. Whatever I did, I'm sorry.
Rose hadn't replied.
She picked up her phone. Blocked Temi's number.
Then she opened a new chat.
Rose (11:05 PM): I need a favor.
Kelly (11:05 PM): What kind?
Rose (11:06 PM): The kind you don't ask questions about.
Kelly (11:06 PM): I'm listening.
Rose typed. Deleted. Typed again.
Rose (11:08 PM): I need you to spread a rumor. About Temi.
Kelly (11:08 PM): What kind of rumor?
Rose (11:09 PM): The kind that makes The Watchmen look somewhere else.
A long pause.
Kelly (11:11 PM): Done.
Rose put down her phone.
The garden was safe.
For now.
THE DORM – 11:30 PM
Aaron lay on his bed, staring at the ceiling.
Charlie was snoring. Wesley was reading. Oliver wasn't back yet.
His phone buzzed.
Unknown number (11:32 PM): Good game today. You earned it.
He stared at the screen.
Aaron (11:33 PM): Who are you?
Unknown (11:33 PM): Someone who's been watching.
Aaron (11:34 PM): That's not an answer.
Unknown (11:34 PM): It's the only one you'll get.
Aaron (11:35 PM): What do you want?
Unknown (11:35 PM): To see how far you'll go.
Unknown (11:36 PM): Before you break.
The messages stopped.
Aaron sat up. His hands were shaking. His heart was pounding.
He looked around the room. Charlie. Wesley. Oliver's empty bed.
Someone knows, he thought. Someone is close.
He didn't sleep that night.
VOICEOVER
Second semester. Three days in. Three wins. Two losses. One mystery that wouldn't let go. Aaron had made the team. Oliver was still waiting. Rose was pruning her garden. Vicky was pretending not to love. And somewhere, in the dark, someone was watching. Someone who knew everything. Someone who hadn't made a move yet. That was the scariest part. Not the attack. The waiting.
