*****Song Recommendation; "When the party is over" by Billie Eilish
GWENETH
FOUR MONTHS LATER
CHRISTMAS DAY
"Guess what?" Mom asks cheerfully. I look up from my phone to her with a blank neutral expression. She is sitting on the edge of my bed. I'm not the least bit curious of what she wants to say. She is all sparky and excited. I should be hella curious and interested but I'm not just feeling it. Nowadays there is not much difference between me and a gloomy weather.
This Christmas is so quiet for me compared to the ones I have had. It might as well just be the funeral of a loved one instead of a day of celebration.
I used to laugh out loud. Be internally vibing with Mariah Carey's "All I want for Christmas"
