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Chapter 8 - THE YEARS PASS

JULIAN POV

Julian buys Kendall Manufacturing on a Tuesday morning and destroys it by Friday.

The company has been family-owned for thirty years. It employs four hundred people. It makes precision electronics for aerospace companies. It's a good company. It's an honest company.

But Julian Hart doesn't care about good or honest. He cares about winning.

He buys it for fifty million pounds. He fires the CEO. He restructures the entire operation. He sells off the assets separately and makes a hundred million in profit. The company ceases to exist by the end of the week.

Four hundred people lose their jobs.

Julian feels nothing.

This is three years after Evelyn disappeared. This is three years of learning to be empty. Three years of burying the part of himself that felt something real.

Evander calls him that evening.

"You're destroying another company," Evander says. His voice sounds tired. He's been saying the same thing for three years and Julian's been ignoring him for three years.

"It was a profitable acquisition," Julian says.

"It was a family business. It was someone's life work."

"Their life work is none of my concern," Julian says.

He hangs up.

Evander used to be his only friend. Now Julian barely tolerates his presence. Evander represents the soft version of Julian. The version that felt things. The version that lost control. Julian killed that version and he's not going to let it come back.

By the end of year one after Evelyn disappeared, Julian had transformed himself completely.

He became ruthless. He became cruel. He became the kind of CEO that people fear. He made business decisions based on pure strategy and profit, not on human impact. He destroyed competitors. He crushed smaller companies. He built his empire by stepping on everyone beneath him.

He was good at it.

Hart Industries grew exponentially. By year two, he was the most powerful CEO in his industry. By year three, he was the most feared billionaire in the country.

But he was also completely alone.

The people who worked for him didn't trust him. They feared him. The women he dated knew better than to expect anything real. He made it clear that he was incapable of feeling. He made it clear that he was using them for convenience and nothing more.

He had sex. He never made love.

He had business associates. He never had friends.

He had employees. He never had loyalty.

Everything in his life was transactional. Everything was cold. Everything was exactly what he wanted.

Except it wasn't.

Because somewhere deep inside, buried beneath the ice he'd constructed, he still thought about her.

He still thought about the silver mask and the brown eyes and the voice that sounded like it was speaking from underwater. He still thought about how real she felt. He still thought about how broken she was and how he couldn't save her.

But he pushed those thoughts away every time they surfaced. He pushed them down and covered them with work and cruelty and the need to win.

By year five, Julian had stopped thinking about her at all.

Or that's what he told himself.

He was cleaning out his penthouse one morning when he found her mask. The silver mask she wore at Nocturne. He must have taken it that night as a souvenir. He'd forgotten it was there.

He held the mask in his hands and felt something crack inside his chest.

For a moment, just a moment, he remembered what it felt like to be alive.

Then he threw the mask in the trash.

By year seven, Julian Hart was untouchable.

He was thirty-five years old. He was a billionaire. He was the kind of man that other men feared. He could buy anything. He could destroy anyone. He could have anything he wanted.

Except the one thing he'd lost.

Evander made one last attempt to reach him that year.

They were at a board meeting. Julian was presenting a plan to acquire and liquidate a pharmaceutical company. It was ruthless. It would save his investors millions and destroy a company that was helping people develop new medicines.

Evander stood up in the middle of the presentation.

"This is wrong," Evander said.

Julian looked at him like he'd never seen him before.

"This is business," Julian said.

"This is cruelty," Evander said. "This isn't about profit anymore. This is about destruction. You're destroying companies just to prove you can. You're hurting people just to feel something. You're a monster."

The room went silent. Nobody challenges Julian Hart in a board meeting. Nobody challenges him anywhere.

"You're fired," Julian said.

"I know," Evander said. "I quit anyway. I can't work for someone I don't recognize anymore."

He left and Julian never saw him again.

By year ten, Julian had forgotten what it felt like to be human.

He went to charity galas but he felt nothing. He went to meetings but he heard nothing. He made love to women but felt nothing. He was a shell. He was a machine. He was exactly what he'd set out to become.

He didn't need anyone. He didn't need to feel. He didn't need love.

He told himself this every day.

He built Hart Industries into an empire worth fifteen billion pounds. He was the richest man in England. He was the most powerful man in his industry. He was completely alone.

By year twelve, Julian Hart had become a legend.

He was the CEO who destroyed his competitors. He was the man who had no mercy. He was the billionaire who turned himself from nothing into everything through pure ruthlessness and cruelty.

He was exactly like the men he'd hated his whole life.

He was exactly like his stepfather. Cold. Cruel. Untouchable.

The irony wasn't lost on him. But he didn't care. Caring was for weak people and Julian Hart was not weak.

He was strong.

He was powerful.

He was empty.

On the twelfth anniversary of that night at Nocturne, Julian Hart stood in his office and realized he couldn't remember the color of her eyes.

He could remember other things. Her voice. Her laugh. The way she felt in his arms. But her eyes? He couldn't quite remember if they were brown or hazel or something in between.

The thought terrified him.

So he pushed it away like he pushed everything away.

He focused on work. He focused on deals. He focused on the next company to destroy and the next competitor to crush.

This was his life now.

This was all he had.

He didn't know that a boy was growing up in London with those same eyes. He didn't know that his son was solving impossible math problems at age five. He didn't know that his son had his mind and his mother's heart. He didn't know that his son sometimes asked about the father he'd never met.

He didn't know because he'd given up searching a decade ago.

He'd decided that she was gone and that he didn't care and that nothing mattered except winning.

So he won.

He won every single deal. He won every single battle. He crushed every single competitor.

But he lost everything that mattered.

His capacity to love. His ability to feel. His humanity.

He was the most successful man in the world and the most miserable.

And he had no idea why.

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