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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4: When He Saw Me Cry

The tension from the previous incident did not disappear—it only changed form. For Ethan, it became something quieter but heavier, like a weight that followed him from one class to another. He tried to ignore it, tried to convince himself that things would go back to normal if he stayed quiet long enough, but the looks he received told him otherwise. People were paying attention now, not because they cared, but because something had shifted, and they were curious to see what would happen next.

It happened after school, just outside the building where most students gathered before heading home. The area was crowded, filled with voices and movement, making it the worst possible place for attention. Ethan had hoped to slip through unnoticed, keeping his head down as usual, but the moment he stepped past the corridor, he felt it—that familiar presence that made his chest tighten.

Ryan was there again, leaning casually against the wall with the same two boys from before. Their eyes found Ethan almost immediately, as if they had been waiting.

Ethan slowed down without meaning to, his steps becoming uncertain. He considered turning back, but it was too late. They had already seen him.

"Well, if it isn't the quiet one," Ryan said, pushing himself off the wall as he stepped forward. His tone was light, almost friendly, but the look in his eyes said otherwise. "You've been pretty interesting lately."

A few nearby students glanced over. Some slowed down. Others pretended not to look while clearly listening.

Ethan forced himself to keep walking, hoping to pass them without stopping. "I just want to go home," he said quietly, not meeting their eyes.

Ryan moved to block his path.

"That's not very polite," he replied. "We're talking to you."

Ethan's fingers tightened around the strap of his bag. He could feel the attention building around them, the invisible circle forming as people watched without stepping in. His chest felt tight again, that same pressure from before, only stronger this time.

"I didn't do anything," Ethan said, his voice low but strained.

Ryan tilted his head slightly, studying him. "That's exactly the problem," he said. "You don't do anything, but somehow you're still getting noticed. It's kind of annoying."

One of the boys behind him laughed softly. "Especially hanging around certain people."

The meaning was clear.

Ethan felt his throat tighten, but he said nothing.

Ryan stepped closer, his voice dropping just enough to make it feel more personal. "You should remember your place. Don't make people misunderstand things."

The words hit harder than Ethan expected. It wasn't just what was being said—it was how easily it was said, like Ethan's existence itself was something that needed to be corrected.

Before Ethan could react, Ryan reached out and grabbed the front of his shirt, not violently, but firmly enough to stop him from moving. The action drew more attention, a few more students pausing to watch.

"Let go…" Ethan said, his voice barely steady.

Ryan smirked. "Or what?"

The question hung in the air.

Ethan didn't answer, because he didn't have one.

After a moment, Ryan released him with a small push, enough to make Ethan stumble back slightly. It wasn't enough to knock him down, but it was enough to humiliate him. A few quiet laughs followed, low but sharp.

"That's what I thought," Ryan muttered.

Ethan didn't stay any longer. The moment he could move freely, he turned and walked away, his pace quickening as he left the crowd behind. He didn't stop until he reached the school building again, pushing through the door and heading straight for the nearest place he knew would be empty.

The bathroom.

The door closed behind him with a soft sound, cutting off the noise from outside. The sudden quiet felt overwhelming. Ethan moved to the sink, gripping the edge tightly as he tried to steady his breathing.

It didn't work.

The emotions he had been holding back all day—no, all week—finally caught up with him. His shoulders tensed, and before he could stop himself, his vision blurred.

He lowered his head, his grip tightening as the first tear slipped down.

He hated this.

Hated how weak it made him feel.

Hated that no matter how hard he tried, it kept happening.

The silence in the bathroom made everything louder—the uneven rhythm of his breathing, the quiet sound of his own frustration. He tried to wipe his face quickly, but it only made it worse.

Then the door opened.

Ethan froze.

Footsteps entered, slow and steady.

For a brief second, he thought about hiding it, pretending nothing had happened, but it was too late.

Lucas stopped a few steps away.

Neither of them spoke immediately.

The air between them felt different now—heavier, more real.

Ethan turned his face slightly, trying to hide the evidence, but it was useless. His eyes were red, his expression unsteady. Everything he tried to keep hidden was already exposed.

"I'm fine," Ethan said quickly, even though it was obvious he wasn't.

Lucas didn't respond to that. He simply walked closer, his gaze steady, not intrusive, but not distant either.

"You don't have to pretend," he said quietly.

The words were simple, but they broke through something.

Ethan let out a shaky breath, his shoulders lowering slightly as if the effort of holding everything together had finally become too much. "I'm not pretending," he insisted, though his voice betrayed him.

Lucas stopped beside him, close enough to be there, but not close enough to overwhelm. For a moment, he said nothing, as if giving Ethan space to decide what to do.

Then, slowly, he reached out and placed a hand lightly on Ethan's shoulder.

The contact was gentle.

Unexpected.

Ethan stiffened at first, surprised by it, but he didn't pull away.

"Look at me," Lucas said softly.

Ethan hesitated before lifting his head slightly. His eyes met Lucas's, and for a moment, everything else faded. There was no judgment there, no mockery, none of the things he had come to expect from others.

Just quiet understanding.

"You didn't do anything wrong," Lucas continued, his voice calm but firm.

Ethan swallowed, his chest tightening again, but this time it felt different. "Then why does it feel like I did?" he asked, almost under his breath.

Lucas didn't answer immediately. His gaze remained steady, as if he was thinking carefully before speaking. "Because people like to push what they don't understand," he said finally. "That doesn't make it your fault."

The words settled slowly.

Ethan looked down again, but not in the same way as before. His breathing had begun to steady, the sharp edge of his emotions softening just slightly.

"I'm sorry," he muttered. "You shouldn't have to see this."

Lucas shook his head lightly. "It's not something you need to apologize for."

The hand on Ethan's shoulder remained for a moment longer before slowly pulling away, but the warmth lingered.

Neither of them spoke after that.

They didn't need to.

For the first time, the silence between them didn't feel empty.

It felt… shared.

And somewhere in that quiet moment, something small began to change.

Not enough to be named.

But enough to be felt.

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