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Chapter 13 - CHAPTER THIRTEEN: Frankie's Last Wish

The call came at 3:47 AM on a Wednesday.

Sloane was already awake – she was always awake at this hour, kneading dough, listening to the city sleep. Her phone buzzed on the counter. Frankie's night nurse.

"Ms. Thorne," Rachel said. Her voice was tired. "You should come. She's asking for you. For both of you."

"How bad?"

"Bad. She has hours, maybe less. She's in pain, but she's lucid. She keeps saying she needs to see the bakery one more time."

Sloane's hands stopped moving. Flour dusted her apron. The dough sat half-kneaded on the counter.

"The bakery," she repeated.

"She's very insistent."

Sloane looked around Nana & Frankie's – the pink neon sign, the wobbly tables, the framed photo of Nana on the wall. Frankie had only been here twice. Once, when she'd first tasted the pain au chocolat and cried. Again, at the wedding, in her wheelchair, smiling as Sloane and Cole said their vows.

"I'll make it happen," Sloane said.

She hung up and ran upstairs.

Cole was asleep, one arm thrown over his face, his chest bare. She touched his shoulder.

"Cole. Wake up."

He was awake instantly – years of foster homes had trained him to surface at the slightest touch. "What? What's wrong?"

"Frankie. It's time."

---

The seaplane wasn't available at 4 AM. They took a car – a black SUV that sped through the dark streets of Seattle, across the ferry, toward the islands.

Cole held Sloane's hand the whole way. He didn't speak. His jaw was tight. His eyes were dry.

Sloane didn't try to make him talk.

She just held on.

---

Frankie's house was lit up like a ship in a storm. Every light was on. The front door was open. Rachel met them on the porch.

"She's asking for you," Rachel said. "But she's weak. She can't walk. She can't even sit up on her own."

"Then we bring the bakery to her," Sloane said.

Cole looked at her. "What?"

"Rachel – is there a medical transport? A van? Something that can carry her bed?"

Rachel nodded slowly. "There's a hospice transport service. They have stretchers. But it's expensive, and—"

"I don't care about the cost." Cole was already on his phone. "Give me the number. I'll have them here in thirty minutes."

Rachel gave him the number. Cole made the call. His voice was sharp, commanding, the voice of a man who was used to getting what he wanted.

But when he hung up, his hands were shaking.

"Thirty minutes," he said.

Sloane took his hands. "Then let's go sit with her."

---

Frankie's bedroom smelled like medicine and roses. The curtains were open. The moon hung low over the water.

Frankie lay in the bed, small and pale, her silver-white hair spread across the pillow. Her eyes were closed, but they opened when Sloane and Cole walked in.

"You came," Frankie whispered.

"Of course we came." Cole knelt beside the bed and took her hand. "We're always going to come."

Frankie smiled – weak, but real. "I knew you would. That's why I'm not scared."

"Don't talk like that," Cole said. "You're not—"

"Cole. I'm dying. We've known that for months. Don't waste our last hours pretending." Frankie squeezed his hand. "I need you to be brave for me. Can you do that?"

Cole's jaw trembled. "I can try."

"That's all I've ever asked." Frankie looked at Sloane. "Baker girl. Come here."

Sloane moved to the other side of the bed and took Frankie's other hand.

"I want to see the bakery," Frankie said. "One more time. I want to taste your pain au chocolat. I want to see the pink sign. I want to sit in that wobbly chair and pretend I'm not dying."

"You're not going to sit," Sloane said. "We're going to bring your bed. We're going to bring you. And you're going to eat as much chocolate as you want."

Frankie laughed – a rattling, beautiful sound. "You're a good girl, Sloane Bennett Thorne. My nephew didn't deserve you."

"He earned me."

"Did he?"

Sloane looked at Cole. "He showed up. He stayed. He wore the pink apron."

Frankie laughed again. "He wore the pink apron?"

"It has ruffles."

"I need to see this."

"You will."

---

The hospice transport arrived at 4:45 AM.

Two gentle men in blue scrubs transferred Frankie from her bed to a stretcher. They wrapped her in blankets. They hooked up her oxygen. They moved slowly, carefully, like she was made of glass.

Cole walked beside the stretcher, holding Frankie's hand.

Sloane walked behind, carrying a cooler full of croissant dough and a bag of baking supplies.

The ferry was waiting. The sky was turning gray with the first hints of dawn.

Frankie watched the water through the window of the transport van. "I used to take Cole on this ferry when he was little. He was always scared of the waves. I told him the waves couldn't hurt him. Only people could hurt him." She paused. "I was right about the waves. I was wrong about the people."

Cole's grip tightened on her hand. "You were right about me."

"I was right about you loving her." Frankie looked at Sloane. "I saw it the first night. At dinner. When you brought her to my house. You looked at her like she was the first good thing that ever happened to you."

"She was."

"Is."

"She is."

Frankie closed her eyes. "Good. That's good."

---

They reached the bakery at 6:12 AM.

The sun was rising over Seattle, painting the sky pink and gold. The pink neon sign flickered – the "N" still missing, the "F" in Frankie's new addition glowing bright.

Cole unlocked the door. The transport team wheeled Frankie inside.

She looked around with wonder.

The fairy lights from the wedding were still up. The white chairs were gone, but the mason jars of roses remained. The framed photo of Nana watched from the wall. The air smelled like butter and chocolate and yeast.

"It's beautiful," Frankie whispered.

"It's a mess," Sloane said. "I haven't cleaned in days."

"It's perfect."

The transport team positioned Frankie's bed near the front window, where she could see the street and the sign and the morning light. They adjusted her pillows. They made sure her oxygen was flowing.

Then they left.

Cole sat on a chair beside the bed. Sloane went to the kitchen.

"I'm going to bake," she said. "I'm going to make you pain au chocolat. And you're going to eat every bite."

Frankie smiled. "I'll try."

"No trying. Eating."

Sloane tied on her apron – the one with the embroidered sunflowers, the one Nana had made her. She measured the flour. She creamed the butter. She rolled the dough.

Cole watched her from across the room. Frankie watched too.

"You're crying," Frankie said to Cole.

"I'm not."

"Your face is wet."

Cole touched his cheek. He hadn't noticed. "Oh."

"It's okay to cry. I'm dying. It's expected."

"I don't want you to die."

"I know, baby. But I'm tired. I've been tired for a long time. Since your mother died. Since they took you away." Frankie reached for his hand. "I fought for you. For three years. I lost everything trying to get you back. But I never stopped loving you. Not once."

Cole pressed her hand to his forehead. His shoulders shook.

"You're the only mother I've ever known," he said.

"Then let me go knowing you'll be okay. You have Sloane now. You have the bakery. You have a life. A real life." Frankie's voice was barely a whisper. "That's all I ever wanted for you."

---

The pain au chocolat came out of the oven at 7:23 AM.

Golden. Blistered. Butter leaking onto the parchment paper like little promises.

Sloane carried the tray to Frankie's bedside. She set it on a small table. The smell filled the bakery.

Frankie opened her eyes. "Is that...?"

"Nana's recipe. The one that tastes like your mother's."

Sloane broke off a piece and held it to Frankie's lips.

Frankie took a bite. Chewed slowly. Swallowed.

Her eyes filled with tears.

"It tastes like home," she whispered.

"Then eat as much as you want."

Frankie ate three pieces. Four. Five. Each bite smaller than the last. Each swallow harder.

Cole held her hand. Sloane stroked her hair.

"The sign," Frankie said, looking at the pink neon. "The 'N' is still broken."

"I know," Sloane said. "I've been meaning to fix it."

"Don't. It's perfect. Nothing should be perfect. Perfect is boring."

Sloane laughed through her tears. "Okay, Frankie. I'll leave it broken."

"Good girl."

Frankie's eyes fluttered closed. Her breathing slowed.

Cole leaned close. "Frankie? Can you hear me?"

"Mm."

"I love you. I never said it enough. I was too scared. Too angry. Too busy building things that didn't matter." His voice cracked. "But you mattered. You were the only one who ever mattered."

Frankie's hand squeezed his. Weak. But there.

"I know, baby," she whispered. "I've always known."

Her hand went slack.

Her breathing stopped.

The bakery was silent except for the hum of the refrigerator and the distant sound of traffic.

Sloane pressed her fingers to Frankie's wrist. No pulse. She checked her neck. Nothing.

She looked at Cole.

He was staring at Frankie's face, his own face broken open, tears streaming down his cheeks.

"She's gone," Sloane said softly.

Cole didn't respond. He just sat there, holding Frankie's hand, his head bowed.

Sloane wrapped her arms around him from behind. She pressed her cheek to his back. She felt his chest heave.

He didn't make a sound.

But she felt him break.

---

They stayed in the bakery for three hours.

The sun rose higher. The morning rush came and went – Jade handled it, keeping customers away from the back room, telling them "family emergency" with tears in her own eyes.

Marcus arrived at 9 AM. He took one look at Cole, one look at Frankie, and sat down heavily in a chair.

"I'll call the funeral home," he said.

Cole nodded.

Marcus left to make the call.

Sloane stayed with Cole. She didn't try to make him talk. She didn't try to make him eat. She just sat beside him, her hand on his, her presence a quiet promise.

At 10 AM, Cole finally spoke.

"I didn't cry when my mother died. I was five. I didn't understand."

Sloane waited.

"I didn't cry when they put me in foster care. I was seven. I was too angry to cry."

He looked at Frankie's face – peaceful, pale, her lips curved in a faint smile.

"But I'm crying now."

Sloane wiped his tears with her thumb. "That's because you loved her."

"I loved her so much."

"She knew. She always knew."

Cole turned and buried his face in Sloane's chest. His arms wrapped around her waist. His body shook with sobs – silent, terrible, years of grief finally released.

Sloane held him.

She held him until the sun reached its peak.

She held him until the funeral home came.

She held him until there was nothing left to hold but each other.

---

The funeral was three days later.

Small. Private. At the bakery, because Frankie would have wanted it that way.

Jade arranged the roses. Marcus built a small platform where the coffin rested. The pink neon sign flickered – the broken "N" glowing bright in the afternoon light.

Cole spoke first.

"Frankie Thorne was not my biological mother. But she was my mother in every way that matters. She fought for me when no one else would. She loved me when I was unlovable. She waited for me to come home."

His voice steadied.

"She lived long enough to see me marry the woman I love. She tasted Sloane's pain au chocolat and said it tasted like her mother's. She walked Sloane down the aisle when no one else could."

He looked at the coffin.

"I'm going to miss you, Frankie. Every day. But I'm not going to waste the time you gave me. I'm going to love Sloane. I'm going to build the foundation. I'm going to be happy. Because that's what you wanted."

He stepped back.

Sloane spoke next.

"Frankie taught me that family isn't about blood. It's about showing up. She showed up for Cole when he was a scared little boy. She showed up for me when I was a scared new wife. She showed up at this bakery in her wheelchair because she wanted to taste home one last time."

She touched the coffin.

"I'll keep baking, Frankie. I'll keep the sign broken. I'll keep your roses in mason jars. And every time I make pain au chocolat, I'll think of you."

She stepped back.

Jade spoke. Marcus spoke. Even Rachel, the night nurse, spoke.

Then they ate pain au chocolat and drank champagne and told stories about Frankie until the sun went down.

---

That night, Cole and Sloane sat on the floor of the bakery, surrounded by rose petals and empty glasses.

"I want to have a baby," Cole said.

Sloane turned to look at him. "Now?"

"Soon. Not to replace Frankie. Not to fill a hole. But because I want to give a child what she gave me. Love. Unconditional. Fierce. The kind that shows up."

Sloane took his hand. "Then we'll try."

"Tonight?"

She laughed – a real laugh, surprised and warm. "We can't make a baby tonight. It's not... that's not how it works."

"I know how it works. I meant we can start trying."

Sloane looked at the pink neon sign. At the framed photo of Nana. At the mason jar of Frankie's roses.

"Okay," she said. "Let's start trying."

Cole kissed her. Soft. Sweet. Promising.

The bakery hummed around them – the refrigerator, the neon sign, the ghosts of women who had loved and lost and loved again.

Sloane pulled back and touched his face.

"Frankie would be so proud of you."

"I hope so."

"I know so."

They lay down on the floor among the rose petals, holding each other, the night sky visible through the bakery window.

And somewhere – in the islands, in the stars, in the butter and flour of every future loaf – Frankie Thorne smiled.

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