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Chapter 9 - CHAPTER 9

Zara's phone lit up again.

And then again.

But this time, neither of them moved.

Zara looked at it once… then calmly reached over and turned it face down on the bed.

The room went still.

No vibrations. No light. No interruptions.

Just silence.

Linda watched her carefully. "You're not going to answer?"

Zara shook her head. "No."

A pause.

Then she added quietly, "Not tonight."

That was the first time her voice sounded fully certain since everything started.

Linda exhaled slowly, like she'd been holding her breath for too long without realizing it.

Zara turned back to her, and for a moment, they just looked at each other.

Really looked.

No teasing. No distractions. No chaos from outside the room.

Just them.

And everything that had already happened between them in the last few hours.

The kiss still lingered there, unspoken but not forgotten.

Linda finally broke the silence.

"What are we doing, Zara?"

Zara didn't pretend to misunderstand.

She stepped closer slowly and stopped at a respectful distance this time.

"I don't know," she admitted honestly.

That answer made Linda's chest tighten slightly.

Zara continued, softer now.

"But I know what I feel when you're here."

Linda didn't interrupt.

Zara took a breath.

"I feel calm. Like everything else gets… quieter."

A pause.

Then, almost like she was forcing herself to be brave:

"And I don't feel like I have to pretend."

Linda's expression softened despite herself.

"That's dangerous," she said quietly.

Zara gave a small, almost tired smile. "Yeah. I figured."

Silence settled again.

This one different.

Less tense.

More fragile.

Linda looked down briefly, then back up.

"You kissed me," she said softly.

Zara nodded once. "I did."

"And you didn't plan it?"

Zara shook her head immediately. "No."

A pause.

Then she added honestly, "But I didn't stop it either."

That made Linda's breath catch slightly.

Zara watched her reaction carefully, then continued.

"I've been talking to you for weeks, Linda. And I kept telling myself it was just… fun. Just conversations. Just distraction."

She paused.

"But today, seeing you in my space… helping me… looking at me like I'm just a person and not something I have to perform for—"

Zara exhaled.

"It did something to me."

Linda swallowed.

Her voice came out quieter. "That's not an answer."

Zara stepped a little closer again, but still didn't touch her.

"I know," she said. "But I don't want to lie to you just to make it neat."

That silence that followed felt heavier than all the earlier chaos.

Linda's thoughts were loud again.

Too loud.

She had come here to help Zara settle in.

Not to end up here.

Not standing this close.

Not thinking about how Zara's lips still felt like a question she didn't know how to answer properly.

Linda finally spoke again.

"I don't want confusion," she said softly. "I don't want to feel like I'm walking into something I can't understand."

Zara nodded slowly.

"Then don't," she said gently. "We can take it slow. Or stop. If you want."

That honesty made Linda look up sharply.

Zara wasn't pushing.

Wasn't forcing.

Just… offering space.

And somehow, that made it harder.

Linda exhaled, shaking her head slightly.

"It's not that simple," she muttered.

Zara gave a faint smile. "It usually isn't."

A small pause.

Then Zara asked quietly, "Did you regret it?"

Linda froze.

The question sat between them like something delicate.

She thought about it.

About the kiss.

About how it had felt—warm, unexpected, right in a way she didn't want to examine too deeply yet.

Finally, she shook her head once.

"No."

Zara's expression softened instantly.

"But I'm scared," Linda added honestly.

That made Zara still.

"Of what?" she asked softly.

Linda hesitated.

Then admitted in a lower voice:

"Of how easy it felt."

Zara didn't speak immediately.

Then she stepped closer—slowly, carefully—and this time she did touch Linda's hand.

Lightly.

Not claiming.

Just grounding.

"Easy doesn't always mean wrong," Zara said gently.

Linda looked down at their hands.

Then back at her.

The tension between them had changed again.

Not confusion now.

Not fear.

Something quieter.

More honest.

Zara spoke again, softer.

"I don't know what we are," she said. "But I know I don't want to lose what we just started because I was scared to be honest with you."

Linda's throat tightened slightly.

She didn't answer right away.

Instead, she stepped a little closer too.

Not fully closing the distance.

Just enough.

"Then don't lie to me again," Linda said quietly.

Zara nodded immediately. "I won't."

A pause.

Then Linda added, almost reluctantly:

"And don't rush me."

Zara's lips curved faintly. "I won't."

Silence.

But it wasn't heavy anymore.

It was… settled.

For now.

Zara's thumb brushed lightly over Linda's knuckles, slow and careful.

Then she spoke softly, almost like a confession she wasn't sure she should say yet.

"I think I like you more than I planned to."

Linda looked at her.

That sentence hung in the air.

Raw. Simple. Dangerous.

Linda didn't step back.

Instead, she gave a small, unsure breath.

"…That's your problem," she murmured.

Zara smiled slightly.

"Maybe."

And in that quiet room, with the Lagos night pressing gently against the windows, neither of them moved away.

Not this time.

Not yet.

The tension slowly dissolved after that.

Not all at once—but enough for the air in the room to feel lighter.

Zara and Linda stayed sitting on the bed for a while, fingers still loosely intertwined, talking in softer voices now. Nothing dramatic. No more interruptions. Just small truths slipping out between them.

Zara admitted she hadn't expected Linda to become this important in her life so quickly. Linda admitted she didn't expect to feel this seen by someone she barely knew a few weeks ago.

They laughed a little. Paused a lot. Let silence sit comfortably instead of fearfully.

At some point, Zara shifted closer.

"You're still overthinking," she murmured.

Linda gave a tired smile. "You're distracting me from stopping."

Zara chuckled softly. "Good."

Linda rolled her eyes but didn't move away.

Slowly, naturally, they lay down together on the bed. No rush, no pressure—just warmth and closeness settling in like it belonged there.

Zara turned on her side first, facing Linda.

"Can I?" she asked quietly.

Linda hesitated… then nodded once.

Zara moved in closer, gently wrapping an arm around her waist. Linda stiffened for a second, then relaxed, her head resting carefully against Zara's shoulder.

"Better?" Zara whispered.

Linda exhaled. "…Yeah."

Zara smiled faintly and pressed a soft kiss to her hair.

"Goodnight, Linda."

"Goodnight, Zara."

The room fell quiet after that.

Outside, Lagos kept moving.

Inside, they finally stopped fighting how close they already were.

And somewhere between thoughts and sleep, they both drifted off—holding onto each other a little tighter than they meant to.

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