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Chapter 9 - Switch

The call came at half past eight on a Friday night.

Charlotte was at her desk with the submission open, she had made genuine progress this week, the third section was almost finished, she had found words for the pull toward space that didn't sound like a person trying to explain gravity to someone who had never dropped anything. She was in the particular focused state that was difficult to enter and easy to leave and she resented the interruption before she had even looked at her phone.

Ryan's name on the screen.

She looked at it for one more second. Then she picked up.

"Where," she said.

"Renner Street underpass." His voice had the quality it got when he was trying to sound controlled and wasn't entirely succeeding. "We need you now Charlotte. Not in twenty minutes."

She was already standing. "What happened."

"Keelan happened. Just..... come."

She found them under the Renner Street overpass in the particular dark that collected beneath elevated transit infrastructure, the kind of place the city forgot about deliberately, where the light from the street above didn't reach and the sound of the transit line overhead provided a consistent cover that made it useful for things that needed not to be seen or heard.

Ryan was at the outer edge of the underpass with his phone light on, looking inward. He turned when he heard her and the expression on his face was one she hadn't seen before, not fear exactly, something adjacent to it. Controlled alarm.

"How long," she said.

"Twenty minutes maybe. We were moving through on the way back from the Pellar job, there were three of them waiting. Ambush, or close enough. Keelan went in before anyone could pull him back and then he.... " Ryan stopped. "He switched."

"Where are the three."

"Gone. They ran." He paused. "Smart of them."

"Where's Rachel."

"Trying to talk him down from the east side. Kasper's with her."

Charlotte moved past him into the dark.

The underpass ran forty metres end to end, a low concrete corridor beneath the transit infrastructure with support columns at intervals and the accumulated debris of a space that nobody officially maintained. Her eyes adjusted without being asked, the dark organising itself into something navigable, the columns resolving, the distances becoming readable.

She found them at the far end.

Rachel was eight metres back from Keelan, her posture careful and deliberate, not retreating, not advancing, the specific stillness of someone who understood that movement in either direction was a variable she didn't want to introduce. Beside her Kasper stood with his hands loose at his sides and his face doing something complicated and controlled, and Charlotte understood without being told that he had tried the mind control and it hadn't worked, or hadn't worked enough, and he had stopped because pushing it further felt wrong to him in a way his instincts trusted.

Keelan was against the far wall.

Charlotte had seen the edge of the berserker state before, the tightness of it, the quality of presence it produced, the way it made the air around him feel pressurised. She had not seen this. This was past the edge. He was standing with his back to the concrete and his hands at his sides and his eyes open and the thing looking out of them was not Keelan the way she knew Keelan. It was what Keelan's ability did when it ran without a ceiling, everything stripped back to a single register, threat assessment and response and nothing else, the person inside it present somewhere but not in charge.

His breathing was audible from eight metres away. Controlled but barely.

Rachel looked at Charlotte when she arrived. A single look that said everything, I've tried, Kasper's tried, he's been like this for fifteen minutes, I don't know what happens if this doesn't resolve.

Charlotte looked at Keelan.

She moved forward.

"Charlotte.... " Rachel said quietly.

"It's fine."

It was probably fine. She moved at a pace that wasn't slow enough to be obvious about its caution and wasn't fast enough to register as approach, the kind of movement that tried not to be movement. The columns passing on either side. The transit line overhead cycling through its interval and going quiet again.

Six metres. Four.

Keelan's eyes found her. The thing looking out of them assessed her and didn't move and she kept going.

Three metres.

She stopped.

Up close the berserker state had a physical quality she hadn't anticipated, not aggression exactly, more like pressure. The sense of something running at maximum capacity behind glass, looking for the thing that warranted it. His hands at his sides were very still in the way of things that were still because they were choosing to be, not because they had no reason to move.

She didn't say his name. Names didn't work on the berserker state, Rachel had told her this once, the clinical version of it, the way the state reduced language to noise and physical signal to data. What worked, if anything worked, was something the state could process. Presence. Stillness. The absence of threat.

Charlotte stood three metres away and was present and still and not a threat.

She looked at him.

Not at the state, at him. At the Keelan underneath it, the one who turned his water glass in slow circles and said things when he decided they were worth saying and had a brother who no longer felt like his ability was his own. She looked at that person the way you looked at someone in a dark room, steadily, without demanding they be anything other than where they were.

The breathing changed.

Fractionally. A shift in the rhythm of it, something loosening at the edges. She saw it in his jaw first, the quality of the tension there altering, moving from locked to something just short of locked.

She took one step forward.

And then something happened that she could not entirely account for.

It started in her eyes, a warmth behind them, a pressure that wasn't pain, the same frequency as the library wall and the service road but slower and more deliberate, like a channel opening rather than a flicker. Her vision shifted in a way she had no framework for, not the dark-vision, not the distance-reading, something underneath both of those, something that felt older. She could see Keelan with a clarity that had nothing to do with light. The lines of tension in him. The specific geography of where the berserker state was holding and where it was giving.

She put her hand on his arm.

Not grabbing. Not restraining. Just contact, palm against his jacket sleeve, the lightest possible pressure, an anchor rather than a hold.

Keelan went still.

Then, by degrees, he came back.

It wasn't instant, it was the way a tide went out, gradual and then complete. The pressure behind his eyes receding. The quality of his stillness changing from locked to tired. His breathing evened out and his hands unclenched at his sides and after another thirty seconds he was just Keelan again, leaning against a concrete wall under a transit overpass looking exhausted in the specific way of someone who had been somewhere they hadn't chosen to go.

He looked at her hand on his arm. Then at her face.

"Hey," Charlotte said.

"Hey," Keelan said. His voice came out rough at the edges.

She let go of his arm.

Behind her she heard Rachel exhale, controlled, quiet, the exhale of someone who had been holding something for fifteen minutes. Kasper said nothing but she could hear him move, the shift of his weight, the particular quality of his relief.

Ryan's voice from the far end of the underpass: "Is he.... "

"He's fine," Charlotte called back.

She stepped back and gave Keelan room. He used it, pushing off the wall slowly, rolling his shoulders, the physical process of reorienting. He looked at the ground and then at the middle distance and then at Charlotte.

"The thing you did," he said.

"I just stood there."

He looked at her with the expression he wore when he had decided something wasn't worth arguing about because the person he was arguing with needed to believe what they believed for now.

"Sure," he said.

Charlotte's chest did something she chose not to examine. She turned back toward the others and found Rachel standing four metres back with her notebook not in her hand for once, just watching, the look on her face the same one from the noodle place, numbers that weren't adding up, a conclusion she was moving toward carefully.

"The Pellar job," Charlotte said, because something had to be said. "How did it go."

"Fine," Rachel said, after a moment. "It went fine."

They walked out of the underpass in a loose group, Ryan falling into step beside Keelan without commenting on anything, Kasper drifting to Charlotte's left and staying there in the comfortable way of someone who understood that proximity was sometimes the whole offer. The transit line overhead ran its interval and the city resumed around them.

Charlotte put her hands in her pockets.

Her right hand was slightly warm. The palm that had been against Keelan's sleeve. She rubbed her thumb across it once and felt nothing unusual and stopped thinking about it.

She was getting worse at not thinking about things.

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