A journey that began at the age of five zindagi ke utaar chadav mod

Mai sahil hu india ka ek state jharkhand se jo apni life ka utaar chadav ke bare me or apni kahani ko kuch sabdoo me bayan kar rha hu. To ye baat hai tab ki jab mai 5 saal ka tha use phle mai apne gaow ka sarkari school jata tha karib mai 1 saal gya uske baad mere mata pita ne mujhe aage padhne ke liye sahar bhejne sa socha ,par sab itna asaan nhi tha qki na to mere mata pita kch nokuri krte or na hi kch khas paise kaama pate par unke soch or sapne kafi bade the ki bete ko achi siksha dena or kch layak bana na. Par in sab chijo ke liye paise chaiye jo ki the nhi ,par bhi mata pitah klne haar nahi maani unhone mujhe sahar ke ek school me admission kra Diya kch paise udhar leke or mujhe apni dadi ke saath sahar me rhne ke liye bola gya ek chote se rent ke ghr me q ki mata pitha dono ni aa sakte the agr wo aate to mere padhai ke liye paise ko juta pata isliye wo dono gaow me hi milkar paise kamane lge or maisahar me padhta rha par mer dadi ka bartaw kch aacha nhi tha mere prati wo mujhe maarti pitti thi or bolti ag tumne apne mata pitha ko btaya to mai or marungi or khana nhi dungi ye bolkar darati thi aise hi kch 2-3 saal bit gye or achanak ek din meri badi bahen ka death ho gya Jo ki gaow me rahti thi tab muje logon ke sunne ke liye Mila ki meri daadi ka hi haath hai meri bahen ka death ke piche or gaow walon ka maana. Tha ki meri dadi ek "dayan " hai jisne meri bahen ko kha liya par mere mata ko to is baat pe thora yakin hua par pitah ko nhi baad me mujhe bhi apni daadi se bhaut dar lgta q ki Mai apne daai ke saath hi sahar me rahta or raat me uske kch bure sapne bhi aate ye paresani kam nhi thi jo bich me chote chote paresani aane lgi jaise fees bharne ke liye paise ki tangi mera fees bharne ke liye maa ne apne gahne ko bech diya tab mai apni 10th Tak ki padhai complete kar pya baad me mai aage padhne ke liye apne Nani ke ghr aaya wha kch alag dikkat ho rhi thi jaise college me admission e ke liye paise kissing trha mera college me admission ho gya or mai college Jane lga issi bicch kch dono baad meri mulakat ek larki se hu jiska naam khushbu tha or uske baad jo hua meri life kafi upside down chlne lgi jaise