But....
Slowly, as I kept watching more videos i started noticing their unique features, expression , and personality, little by little, they stopped looking the same, and i began to recognise each one of them clearly, i could easily recognised their smile their voice and even the little details in the way they performed, what once was just a random video on my screen slowly turned into something could connect with deeply. Without even realising it, i has started learning about them and they had unknowingly become a small but important part of my world. But along with this dream was not good. I often used to think will i ever be able to meet them in real life?
Will i ever get a chance to see them on stage, Even from far away ? Sometimes I felt helpless thinking that their are so many fans like me ....so many armys who love them deeply. But because of financial struggles , they also can't afford concert tickets or travel to see them live. Just like me .
Still, that didn't stop the dream inside my heart, Because even if reality says,
No my heart still whisper..... maybe...one day.
And i kept holding on to that one day.
Rm
Jin
Suga
Jimin
V
Kookie
Hope
I love you so much as a fan , as a my family, as a my dream
... Even today....
I still remember how everything started from a simple Instagram reels.
From confusion to recognise...to emotion with BTS in a way i never expected,
They are not just celebraties to me anymore they become a source of hope. Motivation and comfort in my quiet moment life is still there, but now I have something that keeps me going a dream that refuse to leave my heart.
Maybe I will meet them one day maybe I won't. But even if I never do.i will always be thankful because they made me believe in dreams again.....
And sometimes, that is more than enough....