My Love Game That Is Doomed to End in Death with Them
By a twist of fate, Narumi Tōru obtains a Romance Simulation System. As long as he earnestly plays various roles within the simulations and successfully clears NPC routes, he can earn rewards and overturn his life as a nobody.
But the premise of the game is simple and cruel: he is guaranteed to meet death at the ending.
He elopes with Yukinoshita Yukino, who is suffering from a serious illness, escaping the hospital and driving along the highway toward the sea—only to give his pancreas to Yukino in the end, letting her live on alone.
He stars in a romantic comedy of body-swapping with his “little sister” Eriri. At the height of a midsummer fireworks festival, they are forgotten by everyone, and in an empty town, they embrace beneath a rain of falling meteors.
He stands directly opposed to Kessoku Band. The villain who bullies a socially anxious girl collapses and dies suddenly in Yamada Ryō’s arms on the eve of the band’s rise to fame—only then do people realize that everything he did was merely to bring Gotō Hitori into the spotlight.
He gradually drifts apart from his childhood friend Sakurajima Mai. When she is afflicted with a curse of reverse growth, he takes it upon himself without hesitation. From that moment on, the two who once shared fleeting days—gathering the morning flowers and recalling them at dusk—find their timelines crossing in opposite directions…
Yet after pulling himself out of the game’s fatal endings, he can’t shake the feeling that something isn’t quite right…
Lover, big brother, childhood friend—weren’t those just settings inside a simulation game?
So why are you all taking it seriously?
Table of contents
- 1Prologue — The destination of all of us is the crematorium2026-02-10 23:04
- 2Chapter 1 — The Part-Time Warrior Does Not Dream of Shimokitazawa’s Blue-Eyed Girl (Part 1)2026-02-10 23:05
- 3Chapter 1 — The Part-Time Warrior Does Not Dream of Shimokitazawa’s Blue-Eyed Girl (Part 2)2026-02-10 23:06
- 4Chapter 2 — “This Blessing: You Want It or Not?” (Part 1)2026-02-10 23:07
- 5Chapter 2 — “This Blessing: You Want It or Not?” (Part 2)2026-02-10 23:08
- 6Chapter 3 — I Want to Eat Your Pancreas2026-02-10 23:16
- 7Chapter 4 — Don’t Lose Your Mind Over the Little Sister (Parte 1)2026-02-10 23:17
- 8Chapter 4 — Don’t Lose Your Mind Over the Little Sister (Parte 2)2026-02-10 23:18
- 9Chapter 5 — I’m CPU-ing You, You Know! (Part 1)2026-02-10 23:21
- 10Chapter 5 — I’m CPU-ing You, You Know! (Part 2)2026-02-10 23:22
- 11Chapter 6 — Yukinoshita Yukino Is a Strapping Woman (Part 1)2026-02-10 23:22
- 12Chapter 6 — Yukinoshita Yukino Is a Strapping Woman (Part 2)2026-02-10 23:23
- 13Chapter 7 — She’s Just My Little Sister2026-02-10 23:24
- 14Chapter 8 — Love Fortune Cookie (Part 1)2026-02-10 23:25
- 15Chapter 8 — Love Fortune Cookie (Part 2)2026-02-10 23:25
- 16Chapter 9 — The Hero Who Comes If You Just Call (Part 1)2026-02-10 23:26
- 17Chapter 9 — The Hero Who Comes If You Just Call (Part 2)2026-02-10 23:27
- 18Chapter 10 — Guilty Verdict2026-02-10 23:27
- 19Chapter 11 — The Escape Plan2026-02-10 23:28
- 20Chapter 12 — The Rewritten Script of Love2026-02-10 23:28
- 21Chapter 13 — The Day the Comet Came2026-02-10 23:29
- 22Chapter 14 — A Madman’s End2026-02-10 23:30
- 23Chapter 15 — Love Before Dawn2026-02-10 23:30
- 24Chapter 16 — Self Control2026-02-10 23:31
- 25Chapter 17 — Tonight, Even If This Love Were to Fade Away2026-02-10 23:31
- 26Chapter 18 — When the Dream Wakes2026-02-10 23:33
- 27Epilogue — Song of the Pyramid2026-02-10 23:35
- 28Prologue — boy meets girl2026-02-11 22:49
- 29Chapter 1 — Love Mind Games!2026-02-12 22:01
- 30Chapter 2 — Narumi Tōru Remains Unmoved2026-02-13 22:44
- 31Chapter 3 — Not at the Barbershop, Seriously!2026-02-14 22:33
- 32Chapter 4 — We’ve Met Somewhere Before, Haven’t We?2026-02-15 22:36
- 33Chapter 5 — Performances, Friends, and a Psychological War of Love!2026-02-16 22:25
- 34Chapter 6 — A Game of Cat and Mouse, Back and Forth2026-02-17 22:35
- 35Chapter 7 — I Predicted Your Prediction2026-02-18 21:42
- 36Chapter 8 — Who Taught You to Write Novels Like This?!2026-02-19 22:22
- 37Chapter 9 — Do Your Best, Drawing Onee-san!2026-02-20 22:12
- 38Chapter 10 — Riddle-Speakers, Get Out of Sōbu High2026-02-21 21:26
- 39Chapter 11 — It’s Her. Yes, Her. Guitar Hero!2026-02-22 22:53
- 40Chapter 12 — When Paths Cross Narrowly, the Normie Wins2026-02-23 22:24
- 41Chapter 13 — Yo, You’re Blushing2026-02-24 22:46
- 42Chapter 14 — Everyone Who Comes Is a Guest, and Guests Must Be Received2026-02-25 22:39
- 43Chapter 15 — Guitar Hero, My Freakin’ Superman!2026-02-26 22:29
- 44Chapter 16 — Do You Have the Resolve to Be the Villain?2026-02-27 22:15
- 45Chapter 17 — The Infamously Terrible Personality of Bassists2026-02-28 22:08
- 46Chapter 18 — Is This Reality, or Just Fantasy?2026-03-01 22:30
- 47Chapter 19 — The Fire in a Boy’s Heart2026-03-02 22:38
- 48Chapter 20 — The Best of Times2026-03-03 22:28
- 49Chapter 21 — Love Buzz2026-03-04 22:46
- 50Chapter 22 — suger girl2026-03-05 22:16
- 51Chapter 23 — creep2026-03-06 22:26
- 52Chapter 24 — I’m Just a Weirdo2026-03-07 22:35
- 53Chapter 25 — Comfortable Numbness2026-03-08 22:48
- 54Chapter 26 — Not the Heroine2026-03-09 23:02
- 55Chapter 27 — The One and Only Heroine: Bocchi-chan…?2026-03-10 22:14
- 56Chapter 28 — Do Pink Caterpillars Dream of Gentle Childhood Friends?2026-03-11 22:42
- 57Chapter 29 — A 21st-Century Mental Patient2026-03-12 22:54
- 58Chapter 30 — Dancing with the Wicked2026-03-13 23:01
- 59Chapter 31 — My Beloved Accomplice2026-03-14 23:25
- 60Chapter 32 — bye bye baby blue2026-03-16 00:01
- 61Chapter 33 — no surprises2026-03-16 23:41
- 62Chapter 34 — Twin Flames2026-03-18 21:20
- 63Chapter 35 — Until Death Do Us Part2026-03-19 22:27
- 64Chapter 36 — Death Like Nirvana2026-03-20 22:16
- 65Chapter 37 — Sweet Dreams2026-03-21 22:41
- 66Chapter 38 — Lucid Dream2026-03-22 23:09
- 67Chapter 39 — Please Respect the Diversity of Narumi Tōru2026-03-23 22:46
- 68Chapter 40 — Ex Strategy Guide2026-03-24 23:17
- 69Chapter 41 — Only Kids Make Choices2026-03-25 22:51
- 70Chapter 42 — Yamada Ryō’s Melancholy2026-03-26 22:20
- 71Chapter 43 — Ex-What? What Girlfriend?2026-03-27 23:20
- 72Chapter 44 — Could He Actually Be a Genius?2026-03-28 23:07
- 73Chapter 45 — Yukinoshita Yukino’s Personal Opinion2026-03-29 23:16
- 74Chapter 46 — Become Your Own Hero2026-03-30 23:22
- 75Chapter 47 — This Is Reality, Not Fantasy2026-03-31 23:07
- 76Chapter 48 — A Guitarist Who Can’t Play Bass Is No Good as a Club Member2026-04-01 23:24
- 77Chapter 49 — I Came at the Wrong Time2026-04-02 21:52
- 78Chapter 50 — Just Because You’re You2026-04-03 23:06
- 79Chapter 51 — An Endless First Encounter2026-04-04 23:07
- 80Chapter 52 — Bocchi-chan’s “Don’t Cry” Challenge2026-04-06 00:56
- 81Chapter 53 — Bocchi-chan’s “Creepy Mission”2026-04-06 23:46
- 82Chapter 54 — Guitar Hero’s Honorable Showdown2026-04-07 23:47
- 83Chapter 55 — But Koumi Is My Partner2026-04-08 23:31
- 84Chapter 56 — Fragmented Passages2026-04-09 22:18
- 85Chapter 57 — Whose Youth Romantic Comedy Is the One with Problems?2026-04-11 00:02
- 86Chapter 58 — The Ambitions of a Character Pairing Ringleader2026-04-11 00:04
- 87Chapter 59 — Date A Live?2026-04-11 22:44
- 88Chapter 60 — A Teasing Guide to Yukinoshita Second Young Lady and How to Play with a Cat2026-04-12 23:52
- 89Chapter 61 — So You Need Someone to Go With You Too?2026-04-13 23:30
- 90Chapter 62 — The Yukinoshita Sisters’ Game2026-04-14 23:17
- 91Chapter 63 — Welcome to Narumi-sensei’s Time Management Class2026-04-16 00:03
- 92Chapter 64 — ← In Between →2026-04-16 23:41
- 93Chapter 65 — I’m Not Here to Break You Two Apart2026-04-17 23:44
- 94Chapter 66 — A Family of Three (Questionable)2026-04-18 23:27
- 95Chapter 67 — Yukinoshita Meowno vs. Yamada “Trash” Ryō2026-04-19 22:46
- 96Chapter 68 — What’s Wrong with Being a Pretty Boy?2026-04-20 23:37
- 97Chapter 69 — Who Understands Him Better?2026-04-21 23:59
- 98Chapter 70 — A New Storm Has Already Appeared2026-04-22 23:43
- 99Chapter 71 — A Third Life2026-04-23 23:41
- 100Chapter 72 — Half a Soul2026-04-24 23:57
- 101Epilogue — Lucky Pervert2026-04-25 23:28
- 102Prologue — Do Doujin Artists Dream of a Twin Big Brother?2026-04-27 01:04
- 103Chapter 1 — My Little Sister Can’t Be This Cute2026-04-27 23:58
- 104Chapter 2 — Welcome to the German Orthopedics Department2026-04-29 04:09
- 105A Sincere Apology and an Important Notice2026-04-30 07:11
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