"But Big Brother is more competent than I am. Even though he did some things back then for Sister-in-law that made my parents upset, at least, all these years, he's been by their side. Unlike me..." At this point, Su Yixing couldn't help but sigh, feeling very melancholic and remorseful.
After a while, Su Yixing said again, "Sometimes I wonder if it was a mistake to learn medicine from your father. If I hadn't studied medicine, I could have stayed by my parents' side every day, looking after my brothers, being a good son, a good brother, a good little brother."
"However, even though I always doubt whether it was a mistake to study medicine, I'm also very grateful. If I hadn't studied medicine with your father, I wouldn't have the medical skills I have now, and I would have had to watch my fourth brother's health deteriorate without being able to do anything."
