Should I continue?
March 29,
8:03 Am
Whenever I remember this novel, i feel gross, what shit have I created. At the time, when I was writing this, I didn't knew what to write, I was simply copying down anything that crossed through my mind. A rough sketch then a planning structure then proper chapter, and later on revision. I didn't knew anything of that. After its been 2 years I felt that I should stop it, Maybe on another account I will continue another idea. But this shit is dead now.
For me, writing novels gives me a complex feeling, a bit joy mixed with tedium.