I need to get better, I need to understand life isn't as bad as it seems to be and that I'm not worthless, even though I can be mad, sad, depressed, angry, stressed, that I can still work through it. I will get through my stuff, help my family as best I can and maybe finally learn how to live, sadly I never known how to do that not since I was young. But I will relearn if I need to.
