I opened my eyes, looking around, still in the same white foggy place, the so-called 'mind centre'.
And the same old Rose, my supposed 'otherself'.
My brother, who was he? Why was he there? How the heck did he even get there? Never would have thought Taen was my long lost brother, Wystaen. My brain is overloaded with all these memories I never even knew I had. It was strange. Strange that I never knew where I came from. Did the agency's people know, Know who I was ? I don't know what the heck is going on: I don't even know who I am anymore.
A few days ago, I heard that Nica's president died. What was their name again? I thought for a moment and remembered, her name was Avena. Wasn't that... My mother ?
As i look down, i see that I have been lying in a pool of blood. The tears I never knew I was trying to held in were sweeping down my face. I try to wipe them away but then I realised that my tears have a colour, the colour was red. The colour of blood. The maroon color of the blood makes me nauseous. I get up from wherever the hell I was sitting at and look around, then I see her, my other self. All the blood, my tears, everything I was looking at was gone. Everything was gone after she came into my sight, my bloody red sight which also became clear again.
Who is she?
I have thought and asked her this every time I see her, she always responded with 'i am your other self, and stuff'. Everything just doesn't make sense. Why am I even here in the first place? This place makes me feel at peace but at the same time it doesn't, it makes me feel sick at the same time. I want to get out of here and figure out what is going on but she doesn't let me. I can live here for eternity but not now, not now when I should be outside, dealing with stuff.
What happened afterwards? Did I die ? Is this what this is? I died and this is hell. If it is, it would make sense. Maybe this is a long never ending dream but if it is, it is a long never ending nightmare.