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Chapter 188 - I think I might have actually fallen for this guy

Adam ended the call with his dad the same way he always did, no big goodbye, just an easy "Alright, I'll let you get back to it" that carried everything it needed to.

He slipped his phone into his pocket and turned back to his locker.

The corridor buzzed with mid-morning energy, lockers opening and slamming, voices overlapping, someone laughing too loudly at something that probably wasn't that funny, but it all faded into background noise as Adam shifted his books around, sliding one into place, pulling another out.

Chocolate cake.

He'd been hearing about it all week.

Apparently, the cafeteria staff had outdone themselves this time, actual layers, real frosting, not the dry, sad sheet-cake situation they usually passed off as dessert, and he'd caught the smell of it twice already drifting down the hall near lunchtime, rich and sweet and real in a way school food usually wasn't.

Free period. No obligations.

He closed his locker with a solid clang, already halfway to tasting it in his head.

"Hey."

His brain stopped.

Not slowed. Not hesitated.

Stopped.

It took a full second, an actual, measurable second for his mind to catch up to reality and confirm that the voice he'd just heard was, in fact, real and not something his imagination had conjured out of nowhere.

Because that...

No, that was...

That was Luna.

Right next to him.

At his locker.

His brain, which had been thinking about cake approximately half a second ago, now attempted to process this new development with all the grace of a computer trying to run twelve programs at once.

Okay. Okay. That's Luna. That's definitely Luna. Why is Luna here? Did I miss something? Is this about yesterday? It's about yesterday. Of course it's about yesterday. Why wouldn't it be about yesterday. I got punched yesterday. That's a thing that happened. People usually follow up on that. That makes sense. That's normal. This is normal. This is a normal human interaction. Why is she at my locker.

Outwardly, he managed something that resembled composure.

"Hey," he said back, like this was a completely standard, expected moment in his day.

Luna Rivera stood beside him, hands loosely at her sides, posture just slightly off her usual effortless stillness.

She always drew attention; there was no way around that. Snow-white hair falling in soft contrast against her red uniform, grey eyes sharp without trying to be, her height and build giving her a presence that people noticed before they understood why, but right now, there was something… less polished about it.

Not weaker.

Just… unguarded at the edges.

There was a faint flush across her cheeks.

Subtle enough that most people wouldn't call it out.

Obvious enough that she definitely knew it was there.

And absolutely not something she would acknowledge under any circumstances.

"Look—" she started, then stopped, like she was recalibrating mid-sentence. "Yesterday. The punch. That was… probably more than necessary."

She paused.

Adam said nothing.

"You still deserved it, for the record," she added immediately, almost reflexively.

Another pause.

A flicker of something crossed her face, recognition, maybe, that she'd just made that worse.

"But. Yeah." She exhaled, like she was cutting herself off before she could keep digging. "That's… what I came over for."

Adam blinked.

"Okay," he said.

His brain, meanwhile, was sprinting in circles.

She apologized. That was an apology. That counts as an apology. It had a disclaimer, but it still counts. Do I accept it? I think I accept it. You're supposed to accept apologies. That's how this works. Say something. Say a normal thing.

"It's fine," he managed. "I mean, not the punch part, that wasn't great, but. You know. I get it."

Luna gave a small, almost imperceptible nod, like that response had landed somewhere acceptable.

"I've got a free period," she said, shifting just slightly, her weight adjusting from one foot to the other. "Was just, I saw you. Whatever. What are you doing?"

The question landed with casual indifference.

The delivery did not quite match it.

Adam, still mentally catching up, answered on instinct.

"I was gonna go to the new cafe," he said. "They've got that chocolate cake everyone's been talking about."

There was a beat.

Luna's expression didn't change much, but something in it tightened, just slightly.

"I don't even like chocolate," she said.

Adam blinked again.

"Okay," he said.

"Why would I want to eat that," she added, like she needed to reinforce the point.

"That's, yeah. That makes sense," Adam said, nodding, because it did make sense. People were allowed to not like chocolate.

There was another pause.

A weird one.

The kind that hovered just long enough to feel like it was waiting for something.

Luna glanced down the corridor, then back at him.

"You don't have to invite me," she said, a little too quickly. "I was just asking. But if you want, I could come. I just won't eat the chocolate thing. I'll just—"

She made a vague motion with her hand.

"—sit there."

Adam stared at her for half a second.

"You're gonna sit there and watch me eat cake?"

She shrugged.

"Maybe."

"That's—" He stopped, searching for the right word. "That's genuinely weird."

Her eyes narrowed slightly.

"It's not weird."

"It's a little weird."

"It's not weird."

"You're describing watching someone eat dessert while you don't eat anything," he said. "That's weird."

Luna held his gaze for a moment, then looked away again, that same faint flush still present.

"Fine," she said. "Then we can get something else too I guess."

Adam blinked.

"Like, something you actually like?" he said.

"Yeah."

"That sounds better."

"I didn't say it didn't," she shot back immediately.

"You kind of did."

"I said I don't like chocolate. Those are different things."

He paused.

Then, slowly, a grin pulled at the corner of his mouth.

"Okay," he said. "Those are technically different things."

She didn't respond to that.

But she didn't argue it either.

Which felt like a win.

They started walking.

Not in perfect sync.

Not quite out of sync either.

Just slightly off, half a step here, a minor adjustment there, the kind of unconscious negotiation people went through when they weren't used to moving side by side but weren't about to acknowledge it out loud.

The corridor stretched ahead of them, the noise thinning slightly as they moved further from the lockers and closer to the cafeteria wing.

Adam kept his hands in his pockets, very deliberately not overthinking anything that was happening.

Because if he stopped...

If he actually stopped and looked at this...

Oh my lord. Luna is walking with you. You are going to get food together. This is happening. This is a real thing that is happening right now.

He was fairly certain something in the universe would notice and immediately shut it down out of spite.

So he didn't.

He just walked.

Answered when she spoke.

Let the quiet sit when it came.

And somewhere under the surface of all of it, steady and warm, was the simple, disbelieving thought:

Shit, this is actually happening.

Ahead, the cafeteria doors came into view.

***

Abigail had been sitting on the bench for three minutes before Luna arrived.

She'd chosen the spot carefully, close enough to Adam's locker that approaching him would feel natural, far enough that it wouldn't look like she was waiting.

She hadn't been checking the time.

But she had been aware of it.

Of each second passing without her moving.

She'd told herself she would go over when the corridor thinned out a little more.

When there were fewer people around.

When it would be easier.

Luna got there first.

Abigail didn't move as the girl crossed the distance and stopped beside Adam, didn't shift her posture or adjust her expression, just watched, still and composed, as the moment she had been quietly preparing for slipped out of reach without either of them knowing it had ever been there.

From twenty feet away, she couldn't hear the words.

She didn't need to.

Luna's body language was readable even through the distance, the slight stiffness in her shoulders, the way she started speaking and then corrected herself, the faint color at her cheeks that would have gone unnoticed by anyone who wasn't paying attention.

Adam's reaction was easier.

Surprise, first.

Then something softer, more uncertain.

Then, gradually, something warmer.

Abigail watched the shape of the conversation unfold in gestures and timing alone.

The apology, imperfect, but real.

Adam's acceptance, equally unpolished.

The awkward space after, where neither of them quite knew what came next.

And then Luna again, pushing forward anyway.

She watched them find a rhythm, however uneven.

Watched the moment where they decided, wordlessly, visibly, to continue it instead of letting it end.

And then they started walking.

Together.

Abigail's gaze followed them without shifting her posture, her hands still folded neatly in her lap.

Adam said something, she could hear it but didn't want to and she didn't know why, and Luna responded, quick and defensive in the way that always meant she was more invested than she wanted to show.

Adam smiled.

Not broadly.

Not openly.

But enough.

Enough that it changed his face.

Enough that it was unmistakable.

That was the moment it settled.

Not Luna being there.

Not the fact that she had been beaten to it.

Not even the quiet, steady awareness that she had waited too long to act.

It was that.

The expression on his face.

The warmth in it.

The careful way he wasn't letting it show too much, as if he understood, instinctively, that something good was happening and didn't want to press on it too hard in case it broke.

He looked happy.

And it wasn't because of her.

The realization didn't arrive all at once.

It didn't need to.

It had been building for weeks, piece by piece, in moments she had catalogued and dismissed, in thoughts she had redirected before they could settle into anything concrete.

This was just the point where she stopped interrupting it.

Where she let it finish.

Abigail Thorne sat on a bench in a school corridor and, without moving, without any visible change in expression, acknowledged something she had already known for longer than she wanted to admit.

I think I might have actually fallen for this guy.

The thought formed cleanly.

No hesitation.

No uncertainty.

Just… acceptance.

And immediately, almost in the same breath, came everything that followed.

Her family.

Her sisters.

The structure already in place around him, the roles assigned, the lines drawn long before she had allowed herself to question them.

Anissa had been given primary.

That alone should have been enough.

Even if it hadn't been, everything else would have been.

What they were doing.

What he was becoming part of.

The scale of it.

There was no space in any of that for this.

No version of events where she stepped forward and said anything without setting off consequences she could not control.

She could not tell him.

She could not let her sisters see it.

She could not, would not, interfere.

The corridor had begun to empty.

The background noise fading as students filtered into classrooms or drifted toward their own free periods, the space gradually quieting around her.

Abigail remained where she was.

Still composed.

Still precise.

Her breathing even.

Her posture unchanged.

Across the corridor, the direction Adam and Luna had taken was now empty.

She let the feeling settle where it needed to.

Did not push it away.

Did not indulge it.

Just… held it.

Contained.

And understood, with perfect clarity, that this was something she would carry alone.

Then, after a moment, she stood.

And left the bench exactly as she had found it.

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