Jack's question sends lea to deep thoughts like it's something very heavy for her to answer.
After some thoughts lea starts speaking,
He was my brother, my hero the one who everybody loved. He took care of me when I first landed here.
(Jack stays quiet) We all loved him very much and trusted him but in the end the trust was broken. Jack's look at lea's eyes. They were hiding pain but her voice makes it clear that she was heartbroken.
Jack- can I ask you something lea? how did you die? (Lea without any expression on her face) I was dead the day I was born. My mother had me when she was young and my father wasn't up for taking care of me and my mom, so my mom was afraid so she threw me in the trash bin.
Jack felling bad about asking lea her past life I am sorry, no don't feel bad it's just it is what it is lea then tells jack that she was picked by a old woman who took care of her but after that women's death her son started treating her like a slave where she was sexually harassed and often bitten and had to work in the home and the man wouldnt set her free, sometimes he wouldnt give her foods sometimes he would make her sleep in the cold weather without a proper cloths. Then one day she had enough and killed that man while he was sleeping then ran away but running away caused her more sorrows as she had nothing she went to search for jobs but due to her clothes no one was willing to give her any chances. She slept in the park benches and ate from the trash that were thrown away. One day a man came to lea and asked if she would work for him Lea accepted his offer without any hesitation but that would turn out hell she sold her body for survival. Where she was mistreated again she was bitten to pulp if she said no to the orders the man would give her drugs as the time past she couldn't leave she was buried under drugs as she would beg for drugs and men would take advantage of her she was broken she had no choice and one day after a man refused to give her money after work she was beaten and choked until she wasn't breathing the only thing she saw was a white soul and was relieve that she won't have to go back to that hell. That's when she landed here in the nowhereland.
I asked what she feels about nowhereland. she told me she was happy here and it was the first time she thought to herself that she found a home.
(Back to the part that happened that day)
The first day I landed here I was lucky enough selies found me and took me in as I still was young I used to live with selies thats when I met Sam he was another young man selies have taken care of, him me and selies we used to live together we were like a family he was like a elder brother to me we used to have fun me and him we were inseparable we were happy but the heaven couldn't see me happy and everything changed.
Sam all of a sudden he changed he started avoiding me he wouldn't talk to me and started hating selies and told me to leave far away from him the man who ones cared about me started hating me and selies.I don't know the reason why but he was always angry. I tried to talk to him so many times I even said sorry but he wouldn't listen he would fight with selies and one day as I was going to bed I listened to somebody quarreling, I got out of my bed and checked it was Sam and selies and they were fighting I was far so I couldn't clearly listened but people say he was accusing selies of not being a good person. He had told me before to not trust selies very much and that he was a bad person I always thought he was joking and maybe he was angry at him about something stupid the fight got serious. I tried to break their fight Sam slapped me and told me not to interfere as I looked at Sam's eyes it was something different he wasn't the sam I used to know he was dark he turned into a black soul we tried to tame him and help him but he was far gone he was at the point of no return. Their fight went outstanding all the people of town tried to stop him but he wouldn't listen he would told us that selies would kill us and is just using us. That he was a black soul and if we didn't believe him he asked selies to show his eye which was covered selies opened the cover infront of everybody he was blind in one eye seeing that Sam he couldn't believe and again attacks selies so having enough I shot him. The man who I loved so much was in front of me but if I didn't shoot him someone else would and I couldn't let him die from others hand so I pulled the trigger but due to missing a vital point he fled. The people were frightened and told that we must kill him or he will come back and haunt us again I tried to tell them that he wouldn't do anything but selies he was determined to kill him saying he can't risk life of all the people for one person so we decided to lure him back in town after two three weeks of searching for him they were not able to find him I was happy and relieved that they couldn't find him and that maybe he is alive but as the fate have it he would return to the town when we were away looking for him. At night when we returned he had killed ten people. The town folks were growing more mad and worried we must stop him or else he would kill more people. We divided people into two groups and sent the half to look out for him and half stayed in town waiting for him to come back. I still remember that day Sam has returned. we started chasing after him he was strong and fast so we're having troubles catching him and suddenly he came in front of selies trying to talk. Bam! Bam! I shoot him on his both leg he wasn't able to move and selies being the kind hearted he is he told me to give him a proper good buy and we lit him in fire giving him a goodbye.