Have you ever been in love with a demon?
Loved them deeper than anything known to man,
Any reason.
Held them closer as they cut you deeper,
Steadily bleedin'
Masochist.
Took that pain in
Through all the seasons.
Yeah...
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Have you ever had to walk away forever
Knowing that no matter what you did,
That shit wouldn't get better?
More than ever.
Have you ever
Had to turn off your own heart?
Gut the interior parts,
Let the sparks
Fade in the dark...
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Hold up.
Wait...
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If you've never loved a divergent,
Then shut the fuck up...
Left the keys
In her ignition
Just to back the truck up...
Spilled it over,
Never closer.
We can't lap
The muck up...
All that emotional abuse
It had me
Slapped the fuck up...
Whoa.
Like...
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Don't tell me what to do.
Not listening
To any sound
That's coming out of you.
Selfish fuck.
Out of luck.
Yeah, I got the fuckin' proof.
Secondary
Kinda scary
How you bend the fuckin' truth.
Whoa, whoa.
Hold up...
Don't tell me how to feel.
I trust all of what I'm thinkin'
You can't tell me it ain't real.
Cut the safety net.
Watched me fuckin' tumble
Down the hill.
You were selfishly destructive.
You would shake,
And break,
And steal.
Like, whoa...
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I had to fuckin' let you go.
All the years of wasted energy
I buried in the snow
On the low...
The love I gave was not reciprocal.
I was tryin' to clear the blockage,
You were stifling the flow.
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I was tryin' to lift the sails
While you were tryin' to sink the boat...
I was buildin' up the castle,
You were fillin' in the moat...
I was takin' out the trash
While you were tuckin' away totes
Full of baggage
All those adages
You never could let go...
-
If you've never loved a divergent,
Then shut the fuck up...
Left the keys
In her ignition
Just to back the truck up...
Spilled it over,
Never closer.
We can't lap
The muck up...
All that emotional abuse
It had me
Slapped the fuck up...
Whoa.
Like...
-
Don't tell me what to do.
Not listening
To any sound
That's coming out of you.
Selfish fuck.
Out of luck.
Yeah, I got the fuckin' proof.
Secondary
Kinda scary
How you bend the fuckin' truth.
Whoa, whoa.
Hold up...
Don't tell me how to feel.
I trust all of what I'm thinkin'
You can't tell me it ain't real.
Cut the safety net.
Watched me fuckin' tumble
Down the hill.
You were selfishly destructive.
You would shake,
And break,
And steal.
Like, whoa...